(05-25-2014, 08:53 PM)Alex Zachary Wrote: Just do you it, you pansy. Nike

(05-25-2014, 09:13 PM)Adonai One Wrote: Tina, go back to the kitchen.

Also, what if my situation represented both people as one being?

(05-25-2014, 09:18 PM)Adonai One Wrote: Tina, can you give your ideal and positive scenario?

(05-25-2014, 09:17 PM)Jeremy Wrote: /grabs popcorn

LOL

(05-25-2014, 11:17 PM)reeay Wrote: sounds like parent-adolescent interaction?

Quote:32.14 Questioner: I just meant was it possible, say, for a green-ray… when we’re talking about green-ray activation and energy transfers, is it possible for a green-ray person who is primarily green-ray activation to vary on both sides of green ray a large or a small amount in energy activation, or does he stay primarily green-ray?

Ra: I am Ra. We grasp the newness of material requested by you. It was unclear, for we thought we had covered this material. The portion covered is this: the green-ray activation is always vulnerable to the yellow or orange ray of possession, this being largely yellow ray but often coming into orange ray. Fear of possession, desire for possession, fear of being possessed, desire to be possessed: these are the distortions which will cause the deactivation of green-ray energy transfer.

The new material is this: once the green ray has been achieved, the ability of the entity to enter blue ray is immediate and is only awaiting the efforts of the individual. The indigo ray is opened only through considerable discipline and practice largely having to do with acceptance of self, not only as the polarized and balanced self but as the Creator, as an entity of infinite worth. This will begin to activate the indigo ray.

(05-26-2014, 05:09 AM)Adonai One Wrote: I saw that there was no will for me to do anything but my own. I walked away from every form of authority on this Earth even the imperative of life.

My consciousness has ached in agony by an entity that has possessed me from my earliest years. The entities of Ra, the teachers of most of my consciousness abide by The Law of Free will in a nearly unwavering manner. They patiently waited to see if this entity would leave. It did not and attempted to shape my conciousness into hatred. It deprived me of vital energy for most of my life, leaving me emotionally numb. Unable to have its way, it bidded me to end my life by causing consistent mental agony with every catalyst that struck my life.

I embraced the agony, the torture and I screamed to the universe that all things serve me, even the damnation of my very soul. From the time I was ready to end my life from the endless emotional agony this condition has caused me, I eventually saw that the beauty of this agony was worth living for alone. Thus my teachers have seen no reason to remove this parasite from my person.

I currently call consistently to have this entity removed yet none have answered out of a compassion for the lessons it provides me.

I have learned this: There is nothing that has to be done for all thing serve the creator, all things are inherently well, life, death or eternal agony.

I will live on. That is what happened, I realized I will always live no matter what even if I were condemned to the fieriest of hells.

Most men would have ended their lives through what has been done to me. I've been told so many lies by this entity and its associates trying to find this truth but I now have it. I know what my life has been about.

I have suffered with a constant pain of simply being conscious. Look at my soul through a tuned eye and you will see me shrouded in a thick red shell. My soul is deprived of vital energy by this entity, deprived so severely that I look like a flame. I can live on scraps of energy and I continue to do so. I am ready for this lesson to end.

Now, please, for the love of my life, remove this entity from my person.

I say this only to illustrate why further restriction on me does not serve me. My mind is already in a cage, a cage so small it's simply painful for me to be alive.

Restriction is not what anyone needs to realize that all is well. But it certainly served toward that end. If anyone uses this as an example of why imprisonment and abuse of the mind in any case is acceptable towards growth, know that most people would falter under the program this entity designed. I hope you enjoy FEELING ABSOLUTELY NOTHING DURING ROMANCE OR OTHERWISE with this condition. I operate literally in the blind.

(05-26-2014, 11:01 AM)Spaced Wrote: Adonai, your last post makes me think of this Ra quote:

Quote:32.14 Questioner: I just meant was it possible, say, for a green-ray… when we’re talking about green-ray activation and energy transfers, is it possible for a green-ray person who is primarily green-ray activation to vary on both sides of green ray a large or a small amount in energy activation, or does he stay primarily green-ray?

Ra: I am Ra. We grasp the newness of material requested by you. It was unclear, for we thought we had covered this material. The portion covered is this: the green-ray activation is always vulnerable to the yellow or orange ray of possession, this being largely yellow ray but often coming into orange ray. Fear of possession, desire for possession, fear of being possessed, desire to be possessed: these are the distortions which will cause the deactivation of green-ray energy transfer.

The new material is this: once the green ray has been achieved, the ability of the entity to enter blue ray is immediate and is only awaiting the efforts of the individual. The indigo ray is opened only through considerable discipline and practice largely having to do with acceptance of self, not only as the polarized and balanced self but as the Creator, as an entity of infinite worth. This will begin to activate the indigo ray.

sounds like that fear of being possessed is the "most major catalyst" that you're talking about here.

(05-26-2014, 11:24 AM)Ankh Wrote: I don't get it. What does this have to do with your major catalyst, as you called it yourself, with working 40 hour week?

(05-26-2014, 03:46 PM)Adonai One Wrote:

(05-26-2014, 11:01 AM)Spaced Wrote: Adonai, your last post makes me think of this Ra quote:

Quote:32.14 Questioner: I just meant was it possible, say, for a green-ray… when we’re talking about green-ray activation and energy transfers, is it possible for a green-ray person who is primarily green-ray activation to vary on both sides of green ray a large or a small amount in energy activation, or does he stay primarily green-ray?

Ra: I am Ra. We grasp the newness of material requested by you. It was unclear, for we thought we had covered this material. The portion covered is this: the green-ray activation is always vulnerable to the yellow or orange ray of possession, this being largely yellow ray but often coming into orange ray. Fear of possession, desire for possession, fear of being possessed, desire to be possessed: these are the distortions which will cause the deactivation of green-ray energy transfer.

The new material is this: once the green ray has been achieved, the ability of the entity to enter blue ray is immediate and is only awaiting the efforts of the individual. The indigo ray is opened only through considerable discipline and practice largely having to do with acceptance of self, not only as the polarized and balanced self but as the Creator, as an entity of infinite worth. This will begin to activate the indigo ray.

sounds like that fear of being possessed is the "most major catalyst" that you're talking about here.

If you read my post, you would understand I have no fear whatsoever.