The true threat of possession, channeling: None.

[manniz]

I am not grounded. I am obsessed. I've sought absolution and by seeking this I've realized that I've cheated my own self of my childhood and any commonality with most people.

This sounds like an average, generic situation of many wanderers, or basically any being existing in unfamiliar, uncomfortable conditions. Though, I can see why to some selves, it may seem very unique and special. Whenever I get these kinda thoughts, I try to remember that there are trillions upon trillions entities way ahead of me in many respects. The beauty of life is in every stage of your path, whether you are special or not. Whether it is an entity's first incarnation as a self entity, or its last incarnation before heading towards infinity through a higher density.

I am well-versed in so much knowledge about this planet with a cultivated distaste for a culture I think does not suit me. At the end of it, I have entities helping me learn to relax and let go.

Based on your posts, highly doubtful. But hey, since the cycle is ending anyways, good luck for your future journeys beyond this planet.

The only way to reach what I have is obsession. May my obsession be used towards a claim that there is no fear to have so others may seek without fear. I stand by my claims. I believe other experiences might be, in my distortion/belief, due to great confusion and fear caused by spiritual authorities.

Nothing wrong with your claim. There is a state of fearlessness, which is absolutely achievable (may be hard to maintain though. Definitely hard in Afghanistan or a Bangladeshi slum). Whether you have achieved it, or whether other kids dabbling into changelings will achieve it is highly doubtful. It may seem real living in a comfortable environment and posting on internet.

Learning from Ra material (lots of good stuff in Quo too), and looking inwards can help a seeker achieve that state of fearlessness, if seekers have doubts about existence around them.

Btw, it is sort of common, when young people come across knowledge of higher densities, especially the STS concepts (all that demon stuff), they dabble in it out of curiosity, and as their fears fade away, they think they have gained some special status. A spiritual warrior, spiritual braveheart and so on. I see these kind of claims on conspiracy websites every once in a while. Generally, they think they have it all figured out and start advising others how to do it.

Kinda explains why many young kids are fascinated with movies related to serial killers, vampires, demons and so on. Seems cool on TV or internet. And the time of early twenties/teens is the time, when some souls have high energy that gives them the confidence that they got it all figured out. Especially, if they live in comfortable, safe settings.

What they forget is that the real challenge (the kinda challenge that these kids seek in their fantasies) was always in the third density life from entities around them, who are influenced by STS thoughts.

Oh well, what am I babbling about. Saturday morning blues. You are gonna believe what you are gonna believe. Its your own path. Though, if you want to be responsible to your spiritual seeking, then be a little careful about advising others of impressionable age/mind about changelings, possessions, the "special" fearless state. It can all disappear in a second, when the right sort of challenge appears.