04-28-2013, 05:48 AM
That was excellent and very perceptive, I am impressed. You have certainly given me some things for consideration and it seem Ellai has given me a way to work more thoroughly with my qi gong techniques.
Thank you very much, you have affirmed things which I have suspected myself, particularly in regards to my heart and throat, especially the sadness which lingers in the back of my heart.
I have been striving to work at the level of others with my expression, but I have a hard time still translating my peerspective to the perspective of others, but I will be working on that. Often I still get very discouraged and choose to be silent when perhaps I may have things to say. It is very tiring to see things seemingly so clear, but to have no one share that with you and I feel that could be part of my anger which I have held on to for a long time. I admit I can get exasperated with the differences between my perception and the perceptions of others, although I feel I am getting better at that and my new girlfriend is very much helping me with that.
What you say about my childhood is very interesting and indeed strikes a resonance within me and I know I will have to go through the processing of that.
Does Ellai have any advice on how to work on the levels of others, rather than always being from my own perspective?
I shall give you a reading in turn tomorrow when I am rested and energized, thank you again for your help! Blessings, adonai!
Thank you very much, you have affirmed things which I have suspected myself, particularly in regards to my heart and throat, especially the sadness which lingers in the back of my heart.
I have been striving to work at the level of others with my expression, but I have a hard time still translating my peerspective to the perspective of others, but I will be working on that. Often I still get very discouraged and choose to be silent when perhaps I may have things to say. It is very tiring to see things seemingly so clear, but to have no one share that with you and I feel that could be part of my anger which I have held on to for a long time. I admit I can get exasperated with the differences between my perception and the perceptions of others, although I feel I am getting better at that and my new girlfriend is very much helping me with that.
What you say about my childhood is very interesting and indeed strikes a resonance within me and I know I will have to go through the processing of that.
Does Ellai have any advice on how to work on the levels of others, rather than always being from my own perspective?
I shall give you a reading in turn tomorrow when I am rested and energized, thank you again for your help! Blessings, adonai!