Life, Drugs and self-destruction

[Sagittarius]

Funny this thread is bumped just before I have my lsd trip which has been a year in the making.

Oh and I agree with Cyan. Don't sweat it, in saying that weed and LSD is a bit different to Heroin/meth.

LSD/Weed is what I prefer but my closest living friend is a 10+ year opioid abuser with daily to semi-daily experience for years. So cant really say I dont know the topic...

Have done both M and Synthethic opioids stronger than Heroin (insuffalation dont IV). Wouldnt recommend to anyone with more than 2 braincells. To me opioids feel like depression in a bottle. Then again I have "depersonalization" so its "symptoms" should be "helped" technically by opioids. When I'm on opioids i feel an eerie kind of abnormal calm inside a society thats clearly flying itself apart and should not be felt calm in.

Dunno. They all have their specific uses. Meth stops most acid hallucinations dead in their track in small doses for example.

Anyway, old topic and all that, but still. Fun saying "i hope someone was helped" when i know there is no possibility that someone will be helped by this, mostly, because there is no "someone" external to be helped by anything at all. The stuff we project.

*shakes head*

Cant wait to be reveiled again somewhere else.

Edit: It will be different than what you expect, because if it is all only what you expect, then there is no difference to this moment is there. Hope that conveys a little bit of the strangeness i've encountered in that realm.

Yeh I agree I find meth/opiates/alcohol useless in terms of learning more about self, it dulls the mind and senses rather then expand them.

I have found with acid it doesn't matter what I expect or hope for when I drop the acid it's always a new experience, silly to try and establish a baseline experience for a drug that expands you beyond the concept of a baseline.

I'am excited though because the last time I took acid I was a very different person and the thought of taking it now screams breakthrough experience. Part of the beauty of the drug is it's ability to produce exactly what is not expected, this being the only reason I feel a bit nervous before taking it.