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The Blogworthy Report details the adventures, happenings, and work of L/L Central. On a bi-weekly basis, Gary Bean and Austin Bridges share the highlights of their and Trisha Bean's collaborative work for L/L Research, along with sharing the daring exploits of a global network of volunteers. Occasionally they may also offer a specific update, a personal reflection, or unconditional love.

My Sister, Noelle
Published by L/L Central on January 13, 2021 2:23am.  Category: Personal


Gary: This is an unusually personal entry for me.


When my inner alarm clock activated at 18 years old, awakening my spiritual seeking, and when I discovered the Law of One the following year, setting me on the journey I still walk today, my little sister, Noelle, seven years younger than me, was the one who could understand. Over the years she listened very non-judgmentally to me drone on about densities and wanderers, asking questions, being supportive, and sharing with me her spiritual aspirations. She would even later attend an L/L Homecoming in 2011 and make friends of my friends. I was was more bonded with her than my other siblings, Tessa and Adam. I felt that she was likely a wanderer, that we had a connection that transcended this lifetime.


When I moved away from home to live with Carla and Jim to pursue my own lights in 2003 - a perplexing departure from the perspective of those in my birth world - Noelle was heartbroken, but unlike the others she somehow understood. She and I remained close in the following years, adventuring together, introducing her to the Smokies, going on roadtrips, etc. We both planned and expected that Noelle would live near me in the not distant future. To this day I have a kitchen table, a microwave, and other home affects in my garage that I've held with the thought that Noelle could use them when she moves, such was the inevitability in my mind. It was just a matter of when it would happen.


But that project kept getting delayed. She struggled in difficult relationships and, unbeknownst to me, she struggled with an addiction to prescription pills. We drifted the past few years, not in heart but in preoccupation with our own lives and sources of catalyst.


I had had some awareness a few years back that both she and my other sister used. But by that point it was framed mostly in the past tense. There had been some turbulence in our family, but there was little outer drama - no rehabs, interventions, major disputes, separations, etc.


Then this year, news emerged that Noelle was using again. We all tried to talk with her, to offer support, but she gave us the illusion that everything was under control, that she was turning a corner, that she knew what she was doing, and that she was just too "embarrassed" to really talk about it. She kept up appearances and held down her job. But, her financial records coupled with later anecdotal information triangulated between her partner and my sister Tessa would reveal the devastating depths that she kept hidden from us.


In terms of the addiction itself, she never binged and she carefully controlled her amounts. But one horrible night, Noelle got hold of a fake pill. For various market-driven reasons, suppliers will mimic a Percocet pill with another, more cheaply and readily available drug called Fentanyl, which also happens to be more dangerous. Noelle unknowingly got a fentanyl pill, and her boyfriend, a soulmate she had known since high school, found her in their living room without a heart rate.


This was Saturday morning at 9am, two days after Thanksgiving and three days before her 33rd birthday. Just a few hours prior at 6am she had been messaging my siblings, me, and our spouses in her usual sunny and positive mood; her final message was about getting my mom a Christmas present. One plays the game with the minutes between six and nine a.m. in the torment of what might have happened had her boyfriend gone into the living room earlier, had Noelle used later, and so on.


Noelle's passing devastated my family. The pain compounded due to having no foreknowledge of what was coming. So sudden and unexpected, none had opportunity to say goodbye, to hold her, to be with her, to clarify our hearts. Then the layer of what ifs and could--we-have-done-something-differently... so many turns of cirumstance... questions that may never stop haunting my mom. I would have moved heaven and earth if I had known.


My mom is a strong, well-armored person, having endured a good deal of hardship in her single-pointed mission to raise her four kids. She lived for and through us. Her core identity, a mother. She and Noelle stayed very close. Many nights my mom stayed up for hours chatting with her "Welly," looking forward to the multiple visits Noelle would make to spend with her after my mom moved out west.


My dad, a much simpler person, adored Noelle. However, after a stroke and the onset of dementia, only in his mid-60s, he comprehends the loss and he cries, but the cards reshuffle and he's off in another loop of memory. Nearly every time I talk with him on the phone, he reads to me a poem from a card next a picture he has of her. Noelle had been helping to care for him in his now dependent state.


Her partner, a mutually acknowledged soulmate who lived right down the street from us growing up, they having met in high school and reconnected two years ago, had wanted to marry her and have kids, but the instability and the non-transparency of the addiction proved an insurmountable stumbling block for both of tehm. He has been launched into something of wilderness following the loss.


My brother Adam, and his wife Lori like a sister to Noell, lived close to Noelle the past couple years. They feel her absence intensely. The oldest of their two kids, Logan, a three-and-a-half year old blond-headed ball of energy and smiles would run excitedly to the window when Aunt Noelle would pull up, and still asks about her at night. Noelle adored both my brother's and my sister's kids and always had a blast playing with them. It pains us all that Logan probably won't remember his aunt as he grows.


My sister, Tessa, was due with her second child eight weeks from the day of Noelle's death. Tess had already decided to name her upcoming baby girl Brynn Noelle, and she had asked her baby's namesake to be the godmother. Noelle exploded with gratitude and tears. Noelle was already head over heels in love with Colton, Tessa's four-year old. Tess, who has been out West with my mom for a couple years, was chomping at the bit to move back to Ohio, eager to have Noelle be a daily part of her kids' lives.


My sisters were each other's best friends. They fought fiercely but loved each other intensely. My parents always said that they had Adam and me all over again but as girls. But unlike my brother and I, they played so much more together. And whereas Adam and I were absorbed in our video games, those two used their imagination inventing games and scenarios.


I love my family, and on top of my own grief, my heart breaks for their unique pain in losing that which cannot be retreived or replaced from the incarnate standpoint. Fortunately, they are strong in the open heart. We've been of mutual support to one another in a process that has brought us together in shared pain and immense loss.


Noelle was a very, very bright light. She was so awesome. She laughed at everything. Laughter was one of her ways of expressing love. It brightened everyone's mood, made people feel accepted. She loved everyone. She was so much more colorful than my dry personality. She never wasted an opportunity to dance like a goof, no matter who was watching. And so flipping creative too. She had poetry and artistry in her. I was blown away seeing the small glimpses that she would let express themselves. I always encouraged her to nurture and give those creative impulses space to grow, but she denied and buried her gifts underneath the intractable certainty that she wasn't worthy. She had dreams and hopes, of travel, of service, and most strongly, of motherhood. She would have made a beautiful mother. She treated her cats like her kids as it was. But there was always something in the way of her dreams. It is now clear in retrospect that she never fully faced or communicated her demons.


Noelle was in a lot of pain that stretched back years, but she didn't open up to us about it. She not infrequently ghosted us. And it gave me a lot of opportunity in the weeks following her death to drown in the depths of regret and remorse that I wasn't there to help her when she most needed it. I've never so yearned for a time machine, not just to rescue her from that moment, but to go back to childhood itself and do it all over. I don't want memories with my peer group, I want more memories with my sisters.


I didn't know. I know that an addict has to want help, but I nevertheless was saddled with the doubt that had I known more, had I invested more... instead there is the catalyst of the terrible sorrow that comes from becoming acutely, chokingly aware of all the missed opportunities for connection, opportunities that can never be gotten back in this life.


Though the light is becoming more apparent than the darkness, 41 years of life have not in all their sum produced tears in quantity as those that began when I received that horrible phone call. If you reading this take anything with you, let it be to reach out to your loved one and not let time slip from your hands.


Death is so final, thwarting the one thing the heart cries out for by slicing down an irreversible, impenetrable barrier. It then presents two stark choices: resistance and the consequent increase in pain, if not insanity; or acceptance, surrender, and the opening to the pathway to healing.


The result of intelligent planning and sensing maybe, I had begun reading the book Journey of Souls just a couple months prior. It was my first foray into attempting to understand the processes and experiences of life between life. Having firsthand accounts of death and the hereafter proved to be a light when the darkness encroached. As has a reading with a local intuitive who, in my subjective heart, was able to connect with Noelle's soul on the other side and relay information that was illuminating, clarifying, and healing, particularly as it highlighted a pathway of preincarnational planning at work. As has the bulwark of the Law of One in the knowledge that all is well, that there are no mistakes, and that nothing is lost. But the human side of me that is woven together with the threads of story, memory, emotion...


I have the big view. I know I will see her wandering soul again. I know I have traveled with Noelle in one capacity or another many times before and will many times again. But it sucks, this departure. We had no time to say goodbye, to tell her how eternally...


I love you Noelle. I will see you again, my dear sweet sister. And when at the doorway, I will go gladly.



Noelle with Eeyore


My brother Adam, sisters Tessa and Noelle, and in front of me, our dad


On our way to a kayaking adventure


At Trisha's and my wedding, the DJ didn't have Noelle's name to announce as the wedding party entered the reception. So she fist bumped her bouquet in the air chanting her own name, then did her funny weird dance on the dance floor


Breaking it down later that night. (If noticed, a sticker of Trish and me on her arm.)


In the wedding's procession.


Noelle reading a Q'uo quote at the ceremony that Trish and I wrote


Noelle and Tessa in our family's stylish Chevy Astro Van


The girls with dad




Noelle busting up with our nephew Logan


A concert I took Noelle to, she was lost in her groove


We're on the Ohio River to watch fireworks. Cropped out are Austin and Ken


One of her visits to Louisville


The four siblings


Me with my grown-up sister


Me with my new baby sister


Noelle and Tessa in flight, best friends from the beginning


My mother chose the name Noelle because she was born on December 1st. She arrived near Christmas and departed around the same time 33 years later, a gift to us all


2020-11-14 - Blogworthy Report
Published by L/L Central on November 14, 2020 5:39pm.  Category: General


10/31 - 11/13


Law of One Podcast: Connected with kind and gentle soul, Shruthi Bajaj, to try a new format of podcast. We discussed between the desires and obligations on our life path, preincarnational planning, and the nature of service and acceptance. Check out Episode 95 here.


Jim's Ra Commentary: After a five-year journey, Jim reached the end of session 106, thus finishing his sixth pass through the material! It is a unique blend of insight into the material combined with personal reflections of his journey of conducting the Ra contact. We'll have to find a way to harvest and organize it all when he's finished with his new round that began here.


TOTOH website: In their efforts to discover what wants to be born, our dear friends in Asheville have been laying the foundations and building the framework of what they call the Temple of the Open Heart. We're happy to share that their first website is now live!


Ra Contact YouTube: Continued on with the steady march of publishing the Ra Contact Youtube project-


  • Jim Interviews: Helped Jim get set up to record a podcast with a new friend named Roland, then with a January interview with Nicholas, and also received word that his previous interview with Rafa has gone live.
  • Translations and translators:
    • Romanian: In great news, Horia has completed The Ra Contact Volume 2 in Romanian! (Along with a revision of Volume 1). After getting a cover created, it has been published to the archive site here.
    • Italian: Two different translators have generously undertaken some extra work to help improve indexes - Fedir has created a different, linkable index for his Ukrainian translation, and Mauro, the Italian translator, has taken our Index 500 and made it streamlined for translators to get the terms translated, organized alphabetically, and split into Volume 1, Volume 2, or the Unified Version. A huge gift! Thank you Mauro.
    • Italian: Worked with Mauro on questions about the Italian translation and the "A Note About this Translation." (He reports that Italy may be on the frontlines again of the pandemic.)
    • Dutch: Dialogued with Eugenie about the fate of the Dutch translation of the RC. She reached session 4 but may not be able to continue.
    • Arabic: Worked with B. on questions about the first ever Arabic translation of the RC.
    • Serbo-Croatian: Helped get Alex set up to begin his journey of translating transcripts into Serbo-Croatian.
    • Bulgarian: And enjoyed some questions and dialogue with Kirilina who is translating the RC into Bulgarian.
  • Community Stewardship Circle: Enjoyed an exciting and exceptionally harmonious process in the effort to build a community stewardship circle for the Bring4th forums. Lots of dialogue, planning, structuring, inviting, beginning training, etc. Announcement not yet made so we will be short on the details at the moment. As part of the process enjoyed a long talk with Garry F. about forums, his journey, and his growing passion for facilitating one-day law of one gatherings around the world. He is over seven years of volunteering as a moderator for Bring4th.
  • Coming Home Online Event Survey: Followed up with responses to our survey to attendees of our first online event, learning that yes, people would like to attend other similar online events. So stay tuned!
  • Fundraiser 1: Began the yearly marathon known as the annual fundraiser, always starting in the weeks leading up to Thanksgiving. One of the first and most intensive parts of the journey is the creating of the physical mailing address list. This involves getting the addresses from the various sources in our systems, removing or changing the returned addresses from last year's fundraiser, bending Excel to its limits to format the list in a way USPS will accept cleanly, submitting it to USPS and getting back a list of rejected addresses, checking, verifying, and correcting/removing those returned addresses (a couple times), getting a clean list through the USPS system and receiving the final files for submitting the mass mail job and creating a mail merge to print envelopes. And thus it was done!
  • Fundraiser 2: And then there was the drafting the annual letter combined with discussion with the board of directors. And the printing... lots and lots of printing. As of this report, all the letters and envelopes have been printed, and about a third of them stuffed.
  • Seeker Email: As usual, there was plenty of email to respond to from seekers writing in from around the world, ranging from requests for guidance in metaphysical experiences or issues, questions about the Law of One and other material, simple sharing of stories, ideas for projects, copyright permission requests, and much more. The inbox is never empty. Also began refining a protocol of principles, guidelines, and resources for how we at L/L reply to seekers, as Trish is going to begin helping with that effort. Hers is a voice for compassionate, understanding, and encouraging, exactly the welcoming energy we try to embody for seekers.
  • December presentation: Got all the ducks in a row for a zoom presentation that Jim, Austin, and Gary will offer in response to a chapter of the theosophical society.
  • Book orders & bookkeeping: Processed and shipped book orders and performed two weeks of bookkeeping. (Trish now flying solo!)
  • Social Media & Videos: Continued stitching together the Ra Contact youtube videos, editing AWH audiobook, and sharing the Confederation messages via Facebook and Twitter, and sharing L/L updates via Patreon.
  • Website updates: Updated and freshened up the About Us section on the archive site. | Thanks to a prompting from Thomas, created a cover image for the Unified Index for the Ra Contact archive site page (for German as well as English). | Received rapid tech support from Steve E. on the some needs for Bring4th.


Received from Jochen the third quarter report of his, Misha's, and other volunteers' activities for the German/French publishing operations:

  • Misha and Jochen shared a great zoom call in July, sharing about life in general and the current book projects.
  • Jochen completed a review of the German Ra Contact Volumes 1 & 2.
  • Misha completed her translation of "A Book of Days": Une pensée pour chaque jour; and immediately took up translating the next big work of "A Concept Guide". Since Misha moved into her new flat, paused the translation for a short while. Austin and Jochen completed L/L's PDF version, and Jochen published it as kindle and softcover books.
  • Jochen collected some questions for future channeling sessions.
  • More product pages of German and French books for L/L's online store were created.
  • While working on the German Ra Contact blog, Jochen discovered the amazing video clip with Charlie Parker and a new witness of the Pascagoula event:
  • Gary and Jochen shared an amazing 5 hour zoom call, in which according to Jim, "all the problems of the world must have been solved", which is what actually happened. Because resulting from the call is the template agreement that will give Jochen the permission to cooperate with more international translators in order to publish single works of L/L Research in new languages through the Das Gesetz des Einen-Verlag. A wonderful achievement that took a good deal of time and work, into which Austin was involved as well.
  • Jochen began the work of creating the German and French "Unified Index" documents that are still missing from the "Ra Contact" three-book package.
  • Matthias Galke started sending his final versions of his first volume of the study literature series "Understanding the Law of One", entitled "Intelligent Infinity". It is planned to be published on the 15th of January 2021.
  • Jochen received some quite encouraging and well researched information from the consultancy with which he is involved temporarily.
  • More German translations of early sessions from 1974 were completed and published. And together with graphic designer Eyal a beautiful set of template cards (of and for various density Confederation speakers) were designed, especially meant for social media uses.

And we received Jochen's annual report that also includes a visioning for the year to come. Thank you, dear Jochen and Misha!! Wonderful bright-hearted beings and friends you are.


Jochen: Looking back on the past four quarters, the sixth year of Das Gesetz des Einen-Verlag, and the fifth year of Maison d'édition La Loi Une, I'd like to say that our personal meeting last year has certainly empowered our work, and created the basis of trust that may allow us to form an even more stable structure; a structure that may be able to multiply our reach, and may extent serving humanity beyond what we can reach individually in our lifetimes.


To be offering one arch, as we do, in these stormy times of Space/Time weather on Earth, is one of the greatest honors and it continues to make me most happy to be part of our initiative. May the reach of the helpful hands that we are permitted to extend continue to grow to invite more and more souls into our ships to New Earth.


It is in this light and with this mission that I want to continue our work through Das Gesetz des Einen-Verlag.


With Love and Light



And if your heart should need to melt in purity and release, here is 37 seconds of Here Comes the Sun. Volume up.


2020-11-02 - Blogworthy Report
Published by L/L Central on November 2, 2020 5:15pm.  Category: BW Report


10/17 - 10/30


Youtube: Continued publishing the Ra Contact audio/transcript project to Youtube, a tag-team effort where Austin applies a light-touch of noise cleanup to the file (only enough to avoid altering the quality of the voices on the recording), sends them on to Trish who does the bulk of the work in the slow and tedious process of matching up the transcript with the audio, and sends them back to Austin for double-checking, exporting, and publishing to Youtube.

Law of One Podcast: And on our own podcast front, we met to record episode #94 of the Law of One Podcast, where we did an old-school episode of responding to multiple questions about various topics from different listeners. Then edited, mastered, and published it. In this episode we discussed:


- How can we maintain the experience of unity day to day?

- Ego and personality.

- How do we help people addicted to suffering?

- What is a kundalini experience?


Take a listen here:


Bring4th: Experienced a bit of a wakeup call in the forums of L/L Research's community website, The question was raised about whether the forums ought to be closed as they had, in the OP's perception, become detuned (and thus might adversely impact the mission of L/L Research). Reinforcing this conclusion, there was an evident lack of engagement/stewardship from L/L. On the former point, members disagreed. On the latter point, members agreed and felt more stewardship of some kind was needed. Though Garry (our friend from Australia who has been voluntarily moderating the forums for seven years) has kept his watchful eye on the forums, and though both he and Austin have sprung into action when an infringement on the guidelines was being made, there has been lack of active stewardship on our end.


This splash of cold water catalyzed an epiphany that opened the doors to an entirely new and needed pathway of evolution. The gist is this: the forums represent an online community that require greater investment from every regular member, but particularly from a circle of stewards tasked with the logistical and spiritual responsibility of both moderating and cultivating the forums. Almost 12 years since the website was born, we are finally realizing that we at the L/L center lack the resources of bandwidth to participate much in the latter. Such a circle of stewards needs to be community-sourced and community-run.


Thus was born an idea of a community moderator circle that would balance between autonomous agency and partnership with L/L Research to ensure alignment with L/L's mission. We had a long meeting with Garry (two r's) to talk the plan over. Then Gary (one r) launched this thread, and work got underway.


Part of the epiphany came by way of realizing that - despite high turnover, the discord that ripples through the forums now and then, the "solipsistic braggadocio" that makes its appearance here and there - there are many 8-11 year-old accounts that are still actively engaged. In the face of the aforementioned challenges and the limitations of online connecting, a core community has hung on! This is worth preserving and cultivating into harmonious, loving, and productive online community.


The essence of our goal is to empower the community to help aim the ship toward Carla's original seed vision of Bring4th as a placed designed to help bring 4th density. This could be fulfilled by being a friendly and safe home for weary wanderers while actively, consciously, collaboratively working to shine a steady healing light into this troubled and unstable world.



  • Translator Index: The "Index 500" (as we internally dubbed it, as it had over 500 entries) is a massive and comprehensive index of terms and their corresponding Q&As that was very uniquely formatted for the Ra Contact Volumes 1 and 2. That formatting was a complicated and tedious feat that is not easy to alter or replicate. That presents a problem for translators who want to translate the index to include in their respective translated version, since the act of both translating the terms and rearranging them for alphabetical order will alter it drastically and unravel the formatting work completely. After discussing with Jochen how he approached the topic, the idea to create a separate translator index with simpler formatting that can easily be translated and rearranged (yet isn't as neat, readable, or compact), was born. So taking the unformatted master copy of the Index 500, a new and simplified Translator Index was born. Then the subsequent task of splitting it for Volumes 1 and 2 was (halfway) done, and delivered unto Mauro to include in the coming Italian translation.
  • New website: After Daniel delivered the keys to the new CMS system for the website a couple weeks ago, continued to test out the system and learn all of the intricacies and quirks of our CMS. Unfortunately, our friend Daniel experienced a bit of a setback due to a computer malfunction, but we'll hopefully be back in full steam ahead soon.
  • Translations: Per usual, the amazing translators continue their great efforts to make the material available to seekers all around the world.
  • Garry's Adelaide report: Received word from our dear friend, Garry, that he, in working with Kyall K, completed his fourth small Law of One gathering in Adelaide, Australia! He describes how the group became an "extremely cohesive" whole as he shone a light on each participant with loving words and on each segment of the diverse schedule with enthusiasm for the gift that each gave the circle.
  • Archive site: As usual, lots of little maintenance tasks needing performed for the archive site which usually wouldn't merit the grandeur of its own bullet point, but we also added a note in the 2020 Transcript Library that points readers to the practice channeling circles, since that is where our ongoing channeling is. While at it, also gave a redesign to the practice channeling circle page to make navigation more efficient:
  • Practice Channelings: And about those, the whole group-Jim, Kathy, Trish, Austin, Gary-has been in dialogue about whether and how to meet in a time when the pandemic is again surging and our governor is recommending tightened restrictions. To some of this is fear-based to consider life adjustments. For us, three of the five of us are in vulnerable categories due either to age or a compromised immune system, so we are trying to err on the side of caution. But the service of channeling calls to our hearts, especially in a time when a contemporary line may be more desired than ever.
  • Jim interview: Got Jim set up to record a video podcast for Youtube with a fellow named Rafa. It should be published to listen to in the near future. Stay tuned!
  • Sharing the Confederation's message and L/L's work
    • A listener tipped us off to the ability to add our podcast to Spotify, who seems to be making an entry into the podcast sharing realm. Got us added. You can add us to your Spotify list here:
    • Updated Twitter Facebook with quotes and Patreon with L/L uploads, news, etc.
    • Worked on the Ra Contact YouTube videos
    • Worked on AWH audiobook
    • Processed and shipped orders from the online bookstore
    • Worked with a theosophical group for setting up an zoom presentation in December
    • Worked with a special guest for an upcoming podcast in December
    • Worked with the One Center (Taiwanese publisher of three of our books) on what to do with their remaining stock of two books that won't be renewed (What is Love and Secrets of the UFO), while getting AWH renewed and signed onto an ebook version!
  • Seeker Email: Processed a couple weeks worth of interesting and heartfelt email from around the globe.
  • Coming Home survey: After our successful online workshop at the beginning of the month, we sent out a survey to the participants to share their reflections and get an idea for whether or not they would likely attend a similar event in the future.
  • Nuts and Bolts:
    • Got Steve set up with access to a Creative Cloud subscription to help him with all of his webmastery and Bring4th related tasks.
    • After successfully getting set up with a great mass email service utilizing our Amazon email servers, we were able to completely close all accounts for older email services.
    • Tumblr from Bring4th
    • Completed QuickBooks bookkeeping for 10.17-10.29
    • Began work with CPA on questions regarding certain impact of the endowment on L/L


Personal Sharing


Gary: This 3-min video called "A New View of the Moon" added delight to my consciousness:


In the video, people are going about their day, their minds likely preoccupied with the circling concerns or their present conversations. For a moment they are stopped in the experience of awe and wonder made available simply by the sight of their local celestial neighbor in greater detail and clarity. I have to wonder if the magnitudes greater awe and love we feel for the Law of One operates similarly when Ra pulls back to the curtains to reveal the grandest, most sophisticated and profound view of the cosmos and spiritual evolution.


* * *


We at L/L Research do our best to support those who are called to bring the Confederation material into their native language for the benefit of interested spiritual seekers. In dialogue with Mauro, a volunteer translator working on the Italian Ra Contact, we received the following reply that was so moving we asked if we could share it with others. He kindly allowed us to. Thank you, Mauro, and thank you ALL translators who help this message of unity to reach every corner of our planet. <3


GB: I am amazed that you haven't quit the project after having to navigate this minutia. It probably feels maddening to translate all these details when an infinite treasure of spiritual wisdom awaits in Sessions 1-106. Thank you for your persistence.


Mauro: Should I quit??? Naaaay! I don't think so!


I only took a little pause now, because of earthly, pretty intense, businesses, but I'm really looking forward to continue this amazing work.


I have to tell you, in these very dark times (only for those who have not eyes to see the light within), sitting at my desk and isolating myself in order to do this work is like entering a magic bubble where space and time run different, where air is only filled of love and light and where I do really enter some kind of meditating state of consciousness and feel a little closer to the One Infinite Creator. Sometimes (like now, by the way) I really break down in tears.


How could I even think about quitting all of this?!?!? I'd rather stay in that bubble more and more, possibly bringing in all the people I can!




Once again, thank you very much, guys, for allowing me to accomplish this work, which I feel it is one of the most important in my life.


I love you more than my words can say.


Thank you

Thank you

Thank you


I shared this with dear Kirilina, the Bulgarian translator, who echoed the sentiment saying "I miss the time I translate the transcripts because they always take me to another dimension where I feel at home."


2020-10-19 - Blogworthy Report
Published by L/L Central on October 19, 2020 6:22pm.  Category: BW Report


9/20 - 10/16


New website:
Superstar Daniel took another leap forward in production of the new website, delivering us access to the unique CMS system that will be used to manage the massive amount of content contained on the archive site using his vision of upgraded organization and utilizing new technology. Spent a lot of time learning the ropes of how the new, highly sophisticated website will be managed. We will be able to publish with such ease. (Versus our present arcane methods.) Excitement and relief grows with every step towards the new site.


Ra Contact Youtube:
Continued on with the publishing of the Ra Contact audio paired with the transcript for Youtube, thanks to the continued efforts of Trisha:

Practice Channeling Sessions:
On September 15th, we were able to gather for the first time since the pandemic began to hold a practice channeling circle. It was just our small circle, socially distanced and wearing masks, but it worked. We met again on October 14th, with plans to meet twice a month. The first transcript was transcribed thanks to Laura, edited, and published here:


Coming Home to a New Earth Gathering-ONLINE:

Due to you know what (rhymes with movid), the sold-out June Coming Home event was at first rescheduled for October in hopes that we could safely hold it then. But when it was clear that October was a no go, we jumped off the cliff! We experimented with a format new to us and our Asheville friends: an online version. 25 of the original 55 people registered signed up. And our dear friends BJ Harden Jones and Karin Petersen of the Asheville tribe joined forces with us (Gary, Trish, Austin) to create the event. We thought it'd be not much work, but that was wrong. Multiple meetings, design, attendee communication, testing a new video service, holding four separate one-hour troubleshooting sessions prior to the event, financials, troubleshooting technical issues during the event, etc.


And... WE FLEW! L/L held its first ever online gathering Oct 9-10, 2020. It was shorter than our in-person gatherings, and there were the ever-present limitations of connecting over video, but energy still flowed, connections were still made, open space offerings were still given, and intimacy in a safe and supportive container was still engendered. We had two full round robins, two days of open space offerings, heartshares in small groups, a Q&A with Jim, moments of meditation, and sense that we were together.


Thanks to our hardworking collaborators, BJ and Karin of TOTOH (Temple of the Open Heart), and to the awesomeness of Discord (a video meeting platform), the door has been opened for L/L to hold future online events. As we regularly receive interest in attending online events from seekers around the world unable to attend in-person events, this will be a much needed and likely appreciated service.



  • Translations: Thanks to the amazing and noble efforts of several volunteer translators, this happened:
  • Fall Light/Lines: Got the Fall edition of Light/Lines collected, formatted, and published to the website and emailed to all the subscribers. Check it out here:
  • TOtOH: Our friends at the Temple of the Open Heart, steadily moving forward in the formative stages of their temple organization (of which the Law of One plays a central role), applied for some funding for Holacracy training, a revolutionary system of organizational management that reflects what seem to be 4th density ideals in organizations. It's so radically different from how we typically conceive of management that formal training is highly recommended, so with blessings from the board, we were happy to offer support in their endeavors to bring 4th density into reality through this temple.
  • Tilting at Windmills: Continue receiving good word from Ken W. on his progress to process our edits, along with settling on a format for overlaying quotes that Trish will apply when he's finished.
  • Nuts & Bolts:
    Took care of all of those little things that constantly pop up, like bugs in the online store, broken links, typos, corrections, etc.
    - Completed several rounds of intensive bookkeeping, with Trish now flying solo! She also solved something that had plagued Gary for years: what to do on a disbursement cycle when refunds exceed money earned that day. (The payment processor eats the money received they issues the remaining balance to fulfill the refund.) A hair-pulling moment in quickbooks world that Trisha ingeniously solved.
    - Processed and shipped book orders.
    - Received from the One Center (a Taiwanese publisher) the semi-annual report-royalties on the few Chinese-language books they publish.
  • The Regs:
    Shared the Confederation via Facebook and Twitter, and L/L updates via Patreon.
    - Continued work on the Ra Contact YouTube project, and continue turning up tiny discrepancies between audio and the relistened text, none of which render change to the meaning. Continue getting those over to Tobey.
    - Began new practice of collecting notes of gratitude from seekers on social media comments to be shared with L/L team.
    - Responded to a variety of heartfelt and inquisitive emails from seekers around the world. Received one extra interesting message from Bato who shared a page of geometric symbols he had received as a cosmic download. And dialogued with Diana F., our friend who contributed illustration to the ACG book, learning that she is embarking on an effort to create illustrations of concepts in the Ra Contact. If you have any ideas, let us know and we'll relay to Diana.
  • Compilation of other news:
    - Now receiving regular reports from Steve E. on his work on Bring4th, which in this season includes upgrading the forums, and fixing a couple issues for us. Thank you, Steve!
    - Joined Jim for the second channeling circle of the new season. In this one we channeled from Q'uo a story about a wanderer, though it didn't much take on a narrative quality.
    - Reached out to new person to join us as a guest on an upcoming podcast episode.
    - Due to a technical glitch with our email system, Gary was required to download all the inbox and sent email from the contact@ll address from end of February to beginning of October. This is not an address used for commercial purposes, generally, so most of it is seekers, translators, volunteers, etc. 7,741 emails in total!
  • Six years with Das Gesetz des Einen Verlag: Celebrated the six-year anniversary since DGDEV was officially formed, this being the German publishing house led by Jochen Blumenthal and, for the French arm, partnered with Misha Deschreider. Six years later Jochen is still just as on fire as he was when he launched the effort, and Misha remains L/L's indomitable-most translator. Love you guys. Thank you.




Personal Sharing from G. Bean:


Cosmic Christ: Our friend Doug Scott, a student of both the mystical Christ and the Law of One, has for some years been publishing essays of his study and questing via his website. He's created several commentary essays about the Law of One that offer fresh insight from a unique vantage point: I enjoy everything I read of Doug's. You can find his other deep dives from an expansive mind and open heart on the website as well.


A Very Human Mission: Among those in attendance at the online Coming Home event was Joel Weddington, a physician who's turned his heart to writing Law of One-based fiction. He gave an open space offering to share with his the outline of his book, A Very Human Mission. It tells the story of a wanderer born on Earth in the 20th century that, so far as I could tell, masterfully blends the metaphysics of the Law of One with the human experience in all its terrible challenges and glory. I'm eager to hear the audiobook when it's released!


2020-09-19 - Blogworthy Report
Published by L/L Central on September 19, 2020 8:39pm.  Category: BW Report


9/5 – 9/19


Q'uo Channeling Resumes

After an extra-long hiatus due to the onset of a global pandemic, Q'uo is back on the line! Our local channeling circle-Jim, Austin, Kathy, Gary, Trish-worked out how best to meet, what format and periodicity, whether to open it up to a public circle, etc. We settled on two times per month. In the first session of each month, we will channel around the circle to a common question. In the second session, we will each take turns replying to smaller individual questions.

And as much as we would love to resume the public aspect of the channelings, it is still highly inadvisable to cram a bunch of people together in a room with shared recycled air, so it will be just us for the time being. 

If you should have a question for Q'uo, please feel free to send one to the contact address

Ra Contact YouTube

The long-term project to sync the original audio of the Ra contact with the text transcript continues. Up to Session 32!

Law of One Roundtable hosted by Aaron Abke


We were honored to join Aaron Abke on his YouTube channel for a Law of One roundtable discussion. Aaron moderated the conversation as we explored topics ranging from reincarnation, harvest, thought-forms, the movement toward fourth density, and how to get perfect hair every time. Check out the discussion!

Aaron Abke is a devoted spiritual seeker, student of the mysteries, counselor, and YouTube content creator who, as his About page says, "helps people free their mind, empower their heart, and expand their consciousness." Many thanks to Aaron for his work and an energizing conversation!

Law of One Boxed Set


We received from the publisher of the original Law of One books an advanced copy of the first ever hardcover boxed set. They did a fantastic job on the books. The quality of the pages, the printing, the hardcovers, the new artwork, and, finally, a box to hold all five volumes. They are making the books available for pre-order at



  • Coming Home to a New Earth...Online: Continued work to build L/L's first ever online gathering. Met with the production team-including us three + BJ and Karin of Asheville-to build and crystallize the schedule, develop a means of facilitating open space in a video environment, and invite attendees to communicate their offerings in a shared doc. [Note: this is not a public event at this time. If this experiment proves successful, we can explore future online gatherings.] 
  • Digital Transcript Library: As you likely know, L/L has a vast archive of text in its Transcript Library. Nearly all that text originated on recorded audio, all of it on cassette tape. Years ago we began a project to transfer the cassette to CDs. Now we are embarking on a new project to get all that audio onto mp3, the goal being to one day make more of it available for streaming. So we worked out all the details for creating and storing a huge library of audio and Trish got right to work!
  • Dutch: Made the acquaintance of a new Dutch translator who was in love with the material and eager to offer his services. After establishing terms and getting to know him, he got right to work and returned to L/L its first ever Dutch transcript. Thank you, and pleasure to meet you, Lucas!
  • Polish: Helped Pawel out with interpreting some Ra contact passages and transforming them into a foreign-language-understanding-distortion. Also got Pawel Sessions 27 - 56 and began laying out a roadmap for the rest of a Polish Ra Contact Vol 1.
  • Spanish: Received from Luisa a new Spanish transcript. Thank you, Luisa!
  • Translations: Formatted and published five whole German transcripts thanks to the industrious Jochen:
  • Adobe InDesign: Continued the journey of learning the ropes of Adobe InDesign to level-up our publishing ability, using Tilting at Windmills as a practice piece. 
  • Translating RC Index: Had successful multiple rounds of brainstorming to figure out how to create an Index that is easily translatable since the current Ra Contact Index would require a massively inordinate amount of rearranging and formatting. During the discussion, serendipity delivered the solution via Jochen just happening to reach out to email us with his version of the Index. Thank you, Jochen!
  • Foreign printing: And speaking of Jochen, broke open the champagne bottle by finalizing the template that will empower him to work with future translators to print specific books in a particular language in partnership with said translator and L/L Research!
  • A Book of Days YouTube: Brainstormed on a longterm project to publish Jim's narration of Carla's A Book of Days to youtube.
  • Tilting at Windmills Video: Finished processing the discrepancies that Trish identified between video and text, got it all organized, communicated, and shipped over to Ken Wendt (our friend and videographer who originally filmed the shindig) for his processing. Really exciting. We continue our progress to get these videos published to youtube.
  • Laura Rocks: For many reasons, but also because she proactively volunteered to fill Aaron T.'s transcriber shoes for all Q'uo sessions. Laura has resumed her role with the latest Q'uo channeling. Got her set up and also had the privilege of enjoying a phone call with her. The gratitude is stacked even higher from our end because she offers her service laden with great medical challenge. Thank you and healing vibes Laura.
  • Meet at Jim's: Made a group visit to Jim's from our remote stations to, among other things, get some papers sign that completes the copyright issue we've alluded to previously. Not at liberty to go dive into it but rest assured it points to an empowered future for L/L Research and the Law of One readership.
  • Gatherings Newsletter: Created and shipped the latest "Gatherings Newsletter." Among the announcements shared, we gave the WORLD (the small numbers of people subscribed) its first glimpse of L/L's new website! If interested, you can subscribe here.
  • Bring4th's Webmaster: Had a phone meeting with Steve E. about the progress to update Bring4th and new systems of collaboration between us.
  • Seeker Email: Responded to a couple week's worth of wonderful email from Law of One readers around the world. Notes of gratitude, notes of pain, notes of question, and notes of story sharing.
  • Light/Lines Newsletter: With Jim's selection for the next quarter of the best of L/L channeling, got most of the newsletter put together for shipping next week.
  • Friends of L/L Research: Added another entry to our "Friends of L/L Research" section on the online store - Joel Weddington's book A Very Human Mission. He has created a fictional tale about wanderer's mission on Earth:
  • Social Media | Audiobook | L/L store | T-shirts: Updated L/l's Facebook, Twitter, and Patreon with quotes, uploads, news, etc. | Continued editing AWH audiobook. | Processed and shipped book orders. | Began troubleshooting issues with our merchandise printer, Printful, who seems to be having syncing issues with the Etsy storefront.
  • 100,000: We keep an ongoing tally of the lifetime number of Law of One books sold. After receiving the latest semi-annual sales report from the Law of One publisher, the number of Book 1's rose to over 91,000. (There are some gaps in the record, so there may be more.) Add to that number the RC Vol 1 printed and audiobook sold, and that means that over 100,000 people have received the first 26 sessions. Add to that the unknown quantity of free PDFs and visits to, and it becomes clear that Ra has made a dent in the collective consciousness, planting seeds that will fully sprout and flower in a coming generation.
  • Bookkeeping! After completing her final week of training, Trish made her first solo flight this week! Also the first time Gary hasn't done the books in eight years. A new paradigm begins. :)
  • 990: Put in more time on L/L's 990 than the past ten years combined. But for the better. Joyfully finalized it this week and gave the go ahead to submit it. Now a project to record everything learned because it will be out of the brain by next year.
  • Webguy address: Discovered an oversight in the management of the email address used for reporting website and digital issues, and uncovered a few months' worth of emails accumulated. So took care of that backlog, which included various reports of bugs and whatnot, including an issue with the language tag on the Law of One Epubs that was fixed.

Personal sharings


Gary: I had the pleasure of a phone call with a PhD Law of One enthusiast who's been transformed by the material, as many of us are, and has interest in supporting the organization. He spoke to how receptive people are about this material in his immediate and extended circles. He's somehow been able to communicate the material over the barriers that are usually stumbling blocks for most. (Like the material's source and it's other strange trappings.) He is also an African American and we spoke about how that community seems underrepresented in the readership. In his experience, he feels that there is a great appetite for information like the Law of One in that community. Without zealotry, it is his heart's desire to help translate these principles to others who may benefit.


We also talked about being "in the closet" with one's appreciation and study of the Law of One. He said something that landed profoundly with me, that if people can put bigotry and racism so openly on display, why not love for the Law of One?




I also enjoyed a call with the one known as Zachary, a somewhat local friend of ours, meditation regular, and longtime reader of the Law of One. Zachary seems to be able to get into those higher chakras with relative ease, not merely by virtue of birth but also by disciplined work in consciousness. When I told him about my new and growing discipline with breathwork, he became palpably excited and shared a good deal about his years of working with Kriya Yoga, saying that he felt breathwork was the "rocketship" to self-realization.


Following his counsel, I will take a plunge into kriya once I complete my current course. As a stepping stone to pranayama, I am practicing the Wim Hof Method every morning, often in the very early hours. I'm on week five and the benefits are incredible and visible. Check it out if interested:


Zachary has together a youtube channel where he shares his passion for astrology. He recently published a video about the Law of One available here.




Congratulations to our friends Nadine and Thomas for their new baby! Welcome to the world, Noah!

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