10-15-2014, 02:29 PM,
(This post was last modified: 10-15-2014, 03:27 PM by xise.)
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xise
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Goodbye
I’ve been fading away. I wanted to say goodbye before I was gone completely. Why the fade? There are many reasons, including that I’m more busy these days with school and life– I think I have made a total of 4 posts on the entire internet the last month-- or the fact that a lot of people I’ve known on bring4th over the years have also come and gone. But after all of that, there are still two main reasons:
1) I’m less drawn to theory these days. I’m less drawn to a theory-contemplation first approach to my own evolution right now. But I believe this approach was critical in healing my past and this is what drew me to this forum initially. For the future I want to experience things first, and then theorize and contemplate upon that experience second.
2) I’m currently drawn to learning about things not fully discussed in the Ra material. The Ra material taught me a lot about balancing, and about the two paths. And of course the Law of One itself. But the tarot archetypes never really drew me in nor was I too interested in the makeup of different densities, and there’s not too much discussion about astrology or the tree of life. I feel that at this stage of my growth I want to explore different areas. Perhaps the tree of life, perhaps astrology, and definitely probability vortices, alternate timelines, simultaneous realities/incarnations, manifestation, most important of all, just living life to the fullest from a heart & right brain-centered perspective. Which brings me back to 1) – I hope to learn about these things by experience first and contemplation second.
I’ve really enjoyed my time on this forum. I do have feeling that I will make it to another homecoming at some point in my life before this thing called life is all over. I will miss you all. I hope we all cross paths again at some point in the future, if not on this plane then in the larger life.
Love,
xise
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10-15-2014, 02:36 PM,
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RE: Goodbye
I feel ya Xise. I post here a lot less these days but I'm like a bad penny, y'all can't seem to get rid of me :d
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10-15-2014, 04:12 PM,
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RE: Goodbye
See ya.
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10-15-2014, 04:16 PM,
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RE: Goodbye
Godspeed, friend.
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10-15-2014, 10:09 PM,
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isis
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RE: Goodbye
God be with ye
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10-16-2014, 02:00 AM,
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RE: Goodbye
best of luck with things xise.
thanks for everything you've shared
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10-16-2014, 03:51 AM,
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RE: Goodbye
Catch you on the flipside (Facebook).
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10-16-2014, 11:11 PM,
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RE: Goodbye
(10-15-2014, 02:29 PM)xise Wrote: I’ve been fading away. I wanted to say goodbye before I was gone completely. Why the fade? There are many reasons, including that I’m more busy these days with school and life– I think I have made a total of 4 posts on the entire internet the last month-- or the fact that a lot of people I’ve known on bring4th over the years have also come and gone. But after all of that, there are still two main reasons:
1) I’m less drawn to theory these days. I’m less drawn to a theory-contemplation first approach to my own evolution right now. But I believe this approach was critical in healing my past and this is what drew me to this forum initially. For the future I want to experience things first, and then theorize and contemplate upon that experience second.
2) I’m currently drawn to learning about things not fully discussed in the Ra material. The Ra material taught me a lot about balancing, and about the two paths. And of course the Law of One itself. But the tarot archetypes never really drew me in nor was I too interested in the makeup of different densities, and there’s not too much discussion about astrology or the tree of life. I feel that at this stage of my growth I want to explore different areas. Perhaps the tree of life, perhaps astrology, and definitely probability vortices, alternate timelines, simultaneous realities/incarnations, manifestation, most important of all, just living life to the fullest from a heart & right brain-centered perspective. Which brings me back to 1) – I hope to learn about these things by experience first and contemplation second.
I’ve really enjoyed my time on this forum. I do have feeling that I will make it to another homecoming at some point in my life before this thing called life is all over. I will miss you all. I hope we all cross paths again at some point in the future, if not on this plane then in the larger life.
Love,
xise
Good luck and best wishes on this wonderful, mysterious journey of life *insert heavenly music*
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10-25-2014, 09:57 AM,
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RE: Goodbye
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10-26-2014, 09:34 AM,
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RE: Goodbye
There is no goodbye, unless you mean it as God Be With You till we meet again. Sending you blessings and good wishes.
Please take what is relevant to you and discard the rest.
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10-26-2014, 09:39 AM,
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RE: Goodbye
for any that may not know,
"goodbye" is contraction of the phrase god be with you (or ye)
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10-27-2014, 02:12 PM,
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RE: Goodbye
You better make it to another Homecoming! And if not, just come visit and have some fun in Louisville.
Perhaps you can come back and share what you learn about these other sources of knowledge? This forum can be used to discuss more than just the Law of One. Sure most things will be examined through a Law of One lens, it would be great to hear what you learned.
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07-17-2015, 09:59 PM,
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RE: Goodbye
I'm feeling like I want to leave too, but I'm pretty sure that nobody would miss me since I've pissed a lot of people off (for various reasons).  The only thing is that I'm not doing much anywhere else on the internet, so I'll be here for a bit.
But I do sympathize with Xise's statement. It gets to a point where you want to experience it rather than read about it. That's why I'm glad I went back to meditating. Reading about it doesn't hold a candle to actually doing it. I much prefer experiencing my samadhi states rather than reading the LoO. Words can only say so much. I'm pretty sure that Ra very many times was like, hmm... how do we name the nameless? How do we describe that which is wordless?
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