07-03-2014, 05:15 PM
(This post was last modified: 07-03-2014, 05:23 PM by AnthroHeart.)
Who here has also in the past felt feelings of regret for incarnating? That life was too hard, that the catalyst was too sharp? Like you had made a mistake in wandering, and forgetting who you are.
Thankfully I'm over that phase now. At least in this moment I feel a satisfaction for being here. Even work I can appreciate. I have a lot going for me in life. And coming here is a privilege. So many souls are eagerly desiring the life I have. They are probably jealous of me, when I was jealous of them for sticking behind.
Honestly though I'm a little confused at how I should feel. All I've said is true. I am slightly happy, but it's very subtle. Life makes it hard sometimes to be happy.
But I feel love from my social memory complex. That warms my heart. Earlier today my whole body felt hot from their light and love.
Thankfully I'm over that phase now. At least in this moment I feel a satisfaction for being here. Even work I can appreciate. I have a lot going for me in life. And coming here is a privilege. So many souls are eagerly desiring the life I have. They are probably jealous of me, when I was jealous of them for sticking behind.
Honestly though I'm a little confused at how I should feel. All I've said is true. I am slightly happy, but it's very subtle. Life makes it hard sometimes to be happy.
But I feel love from my social memory complex. That warms my heart. Earlier today my whole body felt hot from their light and love.