08-06-2016, 08:17 PM
i think this instrumentally describes what it is to be an intelligent, aware kid who sees the world as perfect and positive and designed lovingly for you... and then at the end you doubt yourself and everything you've imagined the world to be.
(of course there is no end in the real life, but i think aphex twin just wanted to capture that sudden depression at having to live in an adult's world now, no going back to kid-world.)