06-15-2015, 09:46 AM
(06-13-2015, 05:42 PM)Zachary Wrote: From my perspective you seem to indulge and welcome thoughts that aren't in harmony with your growth and expansion. It is apparent you are dealing with a heck of a lot of mental catalysts (mental illness) and I can sympathize with the difficulties you face. I do think you don't take yourself seriously enough. That doesn't mean being hard on yourself or feeling guilty, but understanding and accepting the very important role you have here on Earth as the unique expression of the Creator you are.
I think at some point you could find use in applying some form of mental discipline such as:
Setting aside 1 minute of each day to affirm only good thoughts about yourself. Heres an example:
Repeat the mantra: I am clear minded, I am loving, I am grounded. - over and over again. For this one minute only let these words into your mind. Just one minute of the many minutes of your day! Surely this is something you are capable of Gemini. At your own pace, if you desire, increase the time each day, week, or month- whatever works best for you. If not just set aside that one minute each day- set a timer. Even if you don't feel it in your heart just letting these words fill your mind is already a step forward. Eventually you will feel the meaning and truth behind the words and you will let in so much Love that your guides and the angels share with you. They are always with you, you have to open yourself up to them to feel it. It won't simply happen to you. Why? when your attention is focused on lack these thoughts can block the communication and love they share with you. This is the nature of Free Will. They are ever patiently waiting for you Gemini. You are such a beautiful dear soul. You have blessed this Earth and the people on these forums with your incredibly deep, unique and sincere expression. You are a dear soul and there is so much love for you Gemini.
You may not feel any positive affects the first day of doing these mantras, the second, the third or fourth...but know it is having effect. The reason it may take a while to feel the positive effects is because you have built illusory structures in the mind that need to slowly come down....but stick with it! That one minute each day; And each time you do this, you will get stronger, more clear, and more balanced and closer to feeling the Love that you are and is ever around you. You have inner help Gemini, let them help you...release yourself into their arms and let them heal you and nurture you.
I have quite the journey ahead of me; I am far from being fully balanced but I share with you what has helped me and continues to help me. I too deal with mental health challenges. We all have our ups and downs. Hopefully you don't feel down all the time as there is no need and regardless of what challenges face you, you are capable of feeling true peace and happiness with yourself and your life. If there's anything you have questions about or anything I can help you with or if you just feel like sharing your thoughts and feelings one on one- don't hesitate to shoot me a pm. I am here for you to support your spiritual growth and expansion.