11-26-2011, 09:50 PM
Harvest is supposedly going to happen in less than a month, its hard to believe. I have noticed a gradual acceleration of catalyst in my life these past several years, but that could just be me, I'm still young. I feel like I haven't accomplished much, I'm guessing some people would say we're here to be our selves and that the mere act of rejecting social norms and being ourselves has some kind of metaphysical impact on the racial mind, if that's the case then I believe I have done some good, I'm just kind of concerned that the things that one of the things that interest me the most is government policy and programs, if I was 5D STS and switched to 6D STO then presumably I'm here to learn about compassion which I haven't made any remarkable strides in, but maybe I'm being too hard on myself, my small changes in regards to compassion over these past several years are probably the equivalent of many thousands of years in 6D. My life feels bearable and on the right track finally but I can't see myself looking back on this as an enjoyable experience, just an educational one.