03-21-2013, 01:39 AM
(03-21-2013, 12:31 AM)Ankh Wrote:(03-20-2013, 04:40 PM)Ruth Wrote: Ankh - it sounds like you have quite a story to tell. Care to share?
We were in a wooden cottage, and he was in lying in bed, being sick, and looking like he does now. I took care of him. Then he got better and got up from the bed. We went out. It was night and it was winter. The cottage was in the woods and there was a little lake in front of us. Then he turned left and went into the woods. When he came back, he came back as a tall, naked woman. I knew beyond any doubts, as you sometimes just know in dreams, that it was him. He had blue/grey-ish skin and was covered with some kind of... slime? I was holding a jewel in my right hand and his focus was turned towards that jewel. I knew that this is what he wanted. I got afraid and threw it into the lake. I knew that he would go after this jewel, diving into the waters, seeking for it. And I threw it there because I didn't want him to touch me. I knew that if he would touch me, I would also get this... slime (?) on me, and get "dirty". I also knew that he would kind of... not leave me alone, but be... all over me or something... Difficult to explain although it is clear in my mind. The water in the lake was now dirty and slimy too, and he went after that jewel I threw in there.
I see "shadow self" as a negative portion of unconscious mind which is depicted in the Transformation of the Mind Archetype, and that is why I saw his "shadow self" as this woman.
The most interesting thing though is that, after I told him about my dream, he told me that he has too had dreams, before mine, where his own negative portion of the mind came to him, tempting him to do "bad" things, looking exactly as I described her, but only older. He too saw her as this naked woman with blue/grey-ish skin and some kind of... sticky slime on her...
I didn't know about that, that he also has been dreaming about her, looking like that. What a connection we seem to have! And just yesterday we experienced another telephatic connection which was awesome! And it's been like this even before we became mates.
Was the water slimy before you threw your jewel in that lake? Or only after? In my perception, this water of orange ray is always grimy/slimy.