What exactly happened to Don Elkins?

[3DMonkey]

Thanks Theaone. I held my tongue because I wasn't providing info to your question, but if rant is okay....

My first thought was, "what exactly happened to me yesterday?" I can't tell you because it's speculative. Exactness is in this moment.... and after this moment..... it's gone.... the intracies and delicacies of exactness vanish each second. I have no proof of my existence yesterday. I know my existence now is comprised of emotional ties with energy centers, ties with energized entities, recognizeable "memories", percieved abilities such as language, and notions from what I have pierced through the veil. These all create the moments in the "past", and the only "proof" of yesterday is what I have today, but yesterday is equally as mysterious as tomorrow.

So why ask "what exactly happened?"... Not to get a fix on the past. No, it's to formulate a belief to grasp in the present. We ask because we want to create a reality in this moment. A reality of how we perceive things. We fish. We bait our fishing line with things like pretext and context. We hope to catch reassurance to validate the belief we set out to believe.

Well, we have the ability to go ahead and make the fish jump right into the boat. It is within our power due to Confusion, or Free Will, to manifest our thoughts in the present at the snap of a finger.

What exactly happened in the past is only what I believe in the present. Our idea of each past moment comes with presence in this moment, and we shape each moment however we choose.

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( damn I think I'm smart )