What exactly happened to Don Elkins?

[Phoenix]

I'm kind of torn about whether to post on this thread. On one side it seems that it would create confusion due to my previous comments on these matters - because of which I suspect there may be some people that give more weight to any thoughts I might express than they may deserve, or, I suppose there is a possibility with upset or hostility? On the other side the Law of One was quite explicit in their definitions of service which is basically whenever there is an opportunity you should provide it. "Would we ignore a bruise on the skin?" I suppose the only thing to do is express general thoughts which, although not expressed this way for that reason, may have a positive basis in relation to free will. Obviously I could be completely wrong but in general I do not mind having an opinion that is not correct. Because how do we learn without getting things wrong?


I think there is a whole lot of background information that needs to be brought forward, which is fundamentally missing. Such as, how do 5th and 6th density energy fields work together? What are the common problems? The issue here is fundamentally what was going on in the fifth density member of the group. The second point I think is important is how do we use any information we gain for a positive purpose or focus ourselves to using this incident to point in a positive direction in the future? A very fifth density question.


I also think these themes will go onto the next life that we incarnate together which I think will be on the other third density world the earths population will go to harvest. But I do not yet have enough clarity on that and hope to receive information that fills in the holes here since I do not yet understand.


I have seen it before in my life where the 6th density female gets encapsulated with the "mystery" of the fifth density male and applies a lot of energy to this. Perhaps, the cycle of idealisation and devaluation in the balancing of love cannot be completed (there is a subpoint here I think is important about why the densities essentially should not mix in an intimate relationship). This may also be why Carla was given the catalyst of 'Don thought she did not love him'. If that was a true statement is of course unknown, or just Don wondering when noticing she is emotionally pulling away from him to deal with other things. I think a story like that, even tragic as she saw it, was more useful to her than just nothing.


I think in general this is an ongoing sticking point. I do not know what the solution to this is but there should be some effort to get to some sort of understanding for the sixth density female I suspect. Maybe we will have a lot of creative 5D people on the next incarnations? There are other problems with this not relating to the drama that was described here as I see it. In a less healthy 6D female this mysterious quality can crush her self esteem as she projects all the positive qualities of the universe onto this individual and uses it to berate herself.


I think it is very common when the fifth density starts coming out with strange things it very much confuses the sixth density and they do not know what to do. I have observed that even in the midst of a schizophrenic break the sixth density has a grounded reality based calmness. When the fifth density starts breaking away from objective reality the amount of unusual and frightening information that comes from them is frightening to the sixth, and even, perhaps especially, to the sixth density male. Since the sixth density male knows what the implications are, they know where a bad idea can lead. Carla's energy field was talked about by the contact as not being able to handle the kind of harder energies Don processed daily, and if you don't understand then you don't understand.


I think the solution to the problem would have been for Don to leave the two of them and never see them again, meet a nice 5D girl somewhere. If you look at the dates the last sessions were done this is obvious. They were NOT ABLE to continue doing this. I think, among MANY paranoias that are probably just too terrifying to contemplate. He probably thought if he fell from polarity his positive polarity would transfer to the negative and he would be possessed by demons because that is the implication of last part of session 60.10:

If this greater understanding, if we may use this misnomer, is not put into practice in the moment by moment experience of the entity, then the usefulness of the training aid becomes negative.

But this would not have happened I don't believe. The pattern of polarities, metaphysics is too mysterious to all of us and there are other things to consider, other tools the spirits have. You don't just end one positively polarised journey and never polarise positively again. Also, there is also the implication in the Law of One that those that are unpolarised become trapped! Which could have become part of why he did not want to go to a mental institution. 'The great dilemma of non polarity is that the opportunities for polarity fall away'.


Ironically. I don't think this would have been an issue, since Don was fifth and in my understanding the fifth can lose polarity as far as the world is concerned but still remain on their life path as it is relevant to them since THE FIFTH DENSITY IS POTENTIATING AND NOT POLARISING. Going into negative for the fifth can mean becoming a conspiracy theorist and it does not have the same weight as going into negative polarity if your energy is more loved based thus exuding "lack of love". Also, people/ wanderers secure on thepositive polarity don't really become actually negative just kind of not really positive. Douchbags.


In general I think the pattern with suicidal people is they think they know everything and are sure enough in their convictions to believe they have arrived at the right conclusion. I suppose we cannot state that they are wrong really but I strongly suspect, in almost all cases this is pure hubris. To consider yourself more knowledgeable than God and your higher self that set out your learning.