06-12-2020, 12:06 AM
(This post was last modified: 06-12-2020, 12:31 AM by Black Dragon.)
Alright, I'll drop my two cents on something I think people are overlooking. Don adopted this mantra of "happiness is not the objective". In some ways this could be seen as a warrior spirit to understand life is full of harsh catalyst an persevere, but he took it to an extreme that was detrimental. When you do not value joy, lightness, happiness, and make time and room to seek those things (which nurture the soul and spiritual aspect of the red ray), then you f*** yourself and become less useful to others, and have way less energy to radiate. He Martyred himself, yet at the same time, became overly paranoid and controlling, which is a weird paradox. I'm sure their 5d "friend" encouraged this and tweaked it.