03-15-2021, 07:31 PM
(This post was last modified: 03-15-2021, 07:40 PM by Patrick.
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Agua, I'm sorry. I did not mean to sound dismissive of your experience or how serious you consider this matter to be. I was just happy for the new angle it was bringing to my own understanding.
I think you may be right about my relationship with those substances. Even when I was a pre-teen, I remember thinking that this stuff, even pot, was just cheating. And did not want anything to do with it. I feel like I worked really hard to come here and put myself thoroughly under the spell of the illusion in order to do work.
So taking that stuff would have been counter productive for me. Although, nowadays I might not need the illusion to be so intense anymore. Indeed, I would never have found the Law of One otherwise.
I wish you the best on your work and am pretty sure you'll still have many people who can participate fully in your sessions in the future.
I think you may be right about my relationship with those substances. Even when I was a pre-teen, I remember thinking that this stuff, even pot, was just cheating. And did not want anything to do with it. I feel like I worked really hard to come here and put myself thoroughly under the spell of the illusion in order to do work.
So taking that stuff would have been counter productive for me. Although, nowadays I might not need the illusion to be so intense anymore. Indeed, I would never have found the Law of One otherwise.
I wish you the best on your work and am pretty sure you'll still have many people who can participate fully in your sessions in the future.