05-28-2020, 05:05 PM
Alright. I'm leaping . . . here . . . .now. Wrestling with "wreality" . . . .here . . . . now . . . . . I love L/L! I love all of you who have contributed so much, so much of your time, energy, compassion, and love. Sincerely giving regardless of obstacles. Service is first, I believe, and at best, a local manifestation. But today's world, our technology, provides increasing opportunities to strive towards 4d and our eventual telepathical connections and relationships. Technology is not "my thing", so, I'm stretching, leaping so-to-speak, because I love you people, I love what the Confederation offers and represents, and I love what I believe is the 3d reality, and the 4d future of humankind on this planet.
I express my appreciation for all of you that have shared views and videos on this virus thing. We can site many references, I'm sure; the ones I happened upon today refers to our capacity to individually interpret what is "true" for us: https://llresearch.org/transcripts/issue..._0215.aspx
and my own re-interpretation of what psychic greeting, and conspiratorial manipulation, has to offer us: https://llresearch.org/transcripts/issue..._0614.aspx We all know, there are many other gifts received by our beloved L/L channelers (bless you Carla and Jim!)
Personally, this virus thing presents an awkward discomfort. My early programming disposed me to reading body language. I couldn't look in people's eyes - I so feared seeing any form of hatred or rejection. So, when I go out and I see so many masks looking back at me . . . it's disconcerting; it's hard to see the mirror looking back at me. I'm having to learn how to "feel". For an intellectual narcissist that's an uncomfortable, but welcome, challenge!
And simply, to keep this brief, I feel the virus is a gift, an opportunity to be weaned from fear. Because of the fear that is engendered we are being given the gift of facing them. I feel that fear undermines the love that is ours to begin with. It's like fear causes us to forget who we really are. I'm sorry I can't provide references; I felt a measure of self-forgiveness this morning, and the love that filled that space "erased" everything I felt was "bad" about me. I feel that love enables us to "transcend" the "failures" of this illusion - and the virus contributes to that, I think. What matters is only what we do in this moment, what we do with this "now". Self-deprecation is such a dominant aspect of this existence. Our personal empowerment is a very elusive and confusing substance here, yet I believe it to be an inherent prerequisite for healing and transition to 4d.
And finally, in response to reports that yet another human life has been sacrificed to hatred, (and absence of love), I remind myself that we are eternal and if we have not completed our intentions here that we always have another opportunity. (But I kind of feel that a life lived, and given, in this manner, is a sign of an incarnation fulfilled.) I guess I follow with the above - simple mindedness, perhaps?
I know, I know, I know - from looking at my own journey and others' truths that have been communicated over time, that hatred is only another manifestation of fear. The human mind moves from fear to hatred. I feel, for some of us when we confront our anger, our fears become more apparent. Forgiveness will be very difficult for many. But for those of us that are able to remain in love (with a little wisdom, hopefully!) we will learn and evolve. My sympathy to you youngsters; please trust that love, and the truths we are able to embrace, will prevail.
I express my appreciation for all of you that have shared views and videos on this virus thing. We can site many references, I'm sure; the ones I happened upon today refers to our capacity to individually interpret what is "true" for us: https://llresearch.org/transcripts/issue..._0215.aspx
and my own re-interpretation of what psychic greeting, and conspiratorial manipulation, has to offer us: https://llresearch.org/transcripts/issue..._0614.aspx We all know, there are many other gifts received by our beloved L/L channelers (bless you Carla and Jim!)
Personally, this virus thing presents an awkward discomfort. My early programming disposed me to reading body language. I couldn't look in people's eyes - I so feared seeing any form of hatred or rejection. So, when I go out and I see so many masks looking back at me . . . it's disconcerting; it's hard to see the mirror looking back at me. I'm having to learn how to "feel". For an intellectual narcissist that's an uncomfortable, but welcome, challenge!
And simply, to keep this brief, I feel the virus is a gift, an opportunity to be weaned from fear. Because of the fear that is engendered we are being given the gift of facing them. I feel that fear undermines the love that is ours to begin with. It's like fear causes us to forget who we really are. I'm sorry I can't provide references; I felt a measure of self-forgiveness this morning, and the love that filled that space "erased" everything I felt was "bad" about me. I feel that love enables us to "transcend" the "failures" of this illusion - and the virus contributes to that, I think. What matters is only what we do in this moment, what we do with this "now". Self-deprecation is such a dominant aspect of this existence. Our personal empowerment is a very elusive and confusing substance here, yet I believe it to be an inherent prerequisite for healing and transition to 4d.
And finally, in response to reports that yet another human life has been sacrificed to hatred, (and absence of love), I remind myself that we are eternal and if we have not completed our intentions here that we always have another opportunity. (But I kind of feel that a life lived, and given, in this manner, is a sign of an incarnation fulfilled.) I guess I follow with the above - simple mindedness, perhaps?
I know, I know, I know - from looking at my own journey and others' truths that have been communicated over time, that hatred is only another manifestation of fear. The human mind moves from fear to hatred. I feel, for some of us when we confront our anger, our fears become more apparent. Forgiveness will be very difficult for many. But for those of us that are able to remain in love (with a little wisdom, hopefully!) we will learn and evolve. My sympathy to you youngsters; please trust that love, and the truths we are able to embrace, will prevail.