What you focus on, is your reality.
Analyze your thoughts.
How many are loving?
Can you remember the origin of the thought?
Was it born in acceptance or resistance?
Start by letting go of expectation of what is.
Darkness is not a chosen state of disconnection.
Darkness is love...sound.
Manifested light, in potentiality.
As we add intention, it colors the love and raises the vibration...until light manifests.
The feeling of the light...is dependent on the focus of the self manifesting.
This is how we create the illusion.
I've been through a similar experience with someone channeling energy n giving me messages from other densities, in real time. Their whole essence or way of being changes...their voice...they even have different mannerisms.
I found this is very subjective...as in...the messages "flavor", is solely dependent on the channels level of clarity. In other words...they are just as corruptible as anyone else. This can lead to giving your power to someone who may have distortions themselves. I ended up leaving and taking my then partner, with me.
There was sumerian spoken and more than one entity.
I feel that the path to balance...is acceptance.
Instead of trying to change things...or feel like things are "out of control", try to change the way you see your catalyst.
Nothing is happening TO you.
It is happening THROUGH you.
How you react...or don't...is all you have a choice about.
The more you expect a certain path or way...that is not in alignment with your higher self, you get put in situations where you are FORCED to look at that expectation and how it is limiting your infinite perspective.
Your path sounds alot like mine.
Raised JW...lost alot of family including children etc. Mother n daddy issues.
Sit quietly.
Dont judge ANYTHING.
Let the ideas come and go...see all as perfect and be kind to yourself.
Remember that things have occurred to allow you contrast for great potential.
Accept and let the emotions free.
Cry and surrender.
You'll find your own answer...in surrender my bro.
Analyze your thoughts.
How many are loving?
Can you remember the origin of the thought?
Was it born in acceptance or resistance?
Start by letting go of expectation of what is.
Darkness is not a chosen state of disconnection.
Darkness is love...sound.
Manifested light, in potentiality.
As we add intention, it colors the love and raises the vibration...until light manifests.
The feeling of the light...is dependent on the focus of the self manifesting.
This is how we create the illusion.
I've been through a similar experience with someone channeling energy n giving me messages from other densities, in real time. Their whole essence or way of being changes...their voice...they even have different mannerisms.
I found this is very subjective...as in...the messages "flavor", is solely dependent on the channels level of clarity. In other words...they are just as corruptible as anyone else. This can lead to giving your power to someone who may have distortions themselves. I ended up leaving and taking my then partner, with me.
There was sumerian spoken and more than one entity.
I feel that the path to balance...is acceptance.
Instead of trying to change things...or feel like things are "out of control", try to change the way you see your catalyst.
Nothing is happening TO you.
It is happening THROUGH you.
How you react...or don't...is all you have a choice about.
The more you expect a certain path or way...that is not in alignment with your higher self, you get put in situations where you are FORCED to look at that expectation and how it is limiting your infinite perspective.
Your path sounds alot like mine.
Raised JW...lost alot of family including children etc. Mother n daddy issues.
Sit quietly.
Dont judge ANYTHING.
Let the ideas come and go...see all as perfect and be kind to yourself.
Remember that things have occurred to allow you contrast for great potential.
Accept and let the emotions free.
Cry and surrender.
You'll find your own answer...in surrender my bro.