03-07-2019, 12:39 AM
(This post was last modified: 03-07-2019, 12:45 AM by redchartreuse.)
(03-07-2019, 12:13 AM)Cainite Wrote: Interesting. I was talking about this to my higherself yesterday. he brought it into my attention.
My words and advice can be harsh too. it's a blue ray blockage according to my higherself. (also yellow ray problems may cause this)
He thinks I shouldnt present ppl with the truth they are not ready for yet.
Having lots of negative relatives and what I've been denied is probably the reason.
My best friend has also become like this, harsher though. she says it's because she has seen how ppl react to me...
Their reactions to me has destroyed her faith in humanity. she thinks this has opened her eyes though.
I've been under the weather recently and this blockage has become more apparent as a result.
I think that is so cool you can chat your Higher Self up like that! Mine appears to be considerably more aloof. Might I inquire as to your technique(s) for making such a contact?
Seems like good advice to not present people with truth they are not ready for, but then again, on what basis should one make that determination? I usually just figure if somebody is in my presence, and a certain topic comes up, then they are ready to hear what I have to say at some level...
Regarding blue ray activity/blockage, Ra says, "There is always some difficulty in penetrating blue primary energy for it requires that which your people have in great paucity; that is, honesty. Blue ray is the ray of free communication with self and with other-self."
This tends to create a hangup for me, since to my own perception, I am always attempting to be as honest and forthright as I can be. Often times, this comes across as "harsh" yet people's insistence on dressing up every little communication with whip cream and cherries and rainbow sprinkles seems to me fundamentally dishonest. Isn't "free communication" self-evident? What I mean is, why not just tell it as one sees it, and let the chips fall where they may? Is it really a service to others to constantly be withholding communication for fear of inflaming the ego? Must we constantly primp our words and pander to people's insecurities, just to get a point across?
And besides, often times when I attempt to communicate while focusing on my heart center, making soft eyes, and tempering my voice, etc., if the other person doesn't want to hear what I have to say, they will tell me that I sound "patronizing" or "condescending" and go on to berate me for my apparent lack of compassion and empathy, anyway. So after a certain point, I figure, F-it. If somebody doesn't like what I have to say, they can choose not to be in my presence.
Certain people tend to have an excessively foul reaction to me, even if I say nothing at all. For example, I could be walking down the street, merrily whistling a happy tune to myself, and sometimes a mentally-ill person on the street will glare at me, or even come up and accost me, as if I've done something horrible to them. As if I present some kind of dire threat to their very existence.
I will admit, this type of behavior severely challenges my "faith in humanity" as well. But perhaps, we are not here to find "faith in humanity" but rather faith in the Creator.