02-12-2019, 04:14 AM
(This post was last modified: 02-12-2019, 04:20 AM by Infinite Unity.)
(02-05-2019, 07:13 PM)Minyatur Wrote: I think it is more useful to look at yourself and what you feel, to work with the opportunities you are presented with, than it is useful to find a correct way to control things. You are in a dance with your external reality and it is much like a partner and not something you should aim to control. To alter the flow of the dance is for yourself to transform, because your unconscious partner is much more transparent and without expectations than you are.
Your reality is always listening, but not in a manner that you can hope to trick. It sees you more clearly than you see yourself. It is not that useful to ponder how you should feel at things or think or word things, it is more useful to look at where you are at emotionally with sincerity and evolve from there. Think of what you want and not what you should be wanting.
You've always seemed stuck in a mentality of control. About how you should be to harvest, about how you should do things to manifest correctly, about what methods can shift timelines and so on. I think life smiles at you when you go about it with a merry heart, otherwise it tries to free your heart so that it becomes merry to the extent it seeks it.
About the challenging like "how can it get any worse", I think that is tied to your own nature being infinity and your honor/duty in realizing it. If I tell proudly that I am someone without anger, I'll see myself get angry shortly after to prove me wrong. If I say or think that I never have insomnia, I'll struggle to find sleep that night. Your nature is to be all the things If you see yourself as separate from aspects of that, you'll be driven to accept yourself for what you are and to find to love it.
It is also tied to the power of focus, pessimism digs a hole and optimism takes you out of it. Both can be tested also, like a pessimist person can have a nice event but be uncaring about it because that's not where they want to focus, or like an optimist person can be optimist only so far the wind in their back. In no single moment we see ourselves fully, that is a bit why time is spread out.
This was a very nice post. I agree that it is a dance, a relationship, and one very important note you added, was that it is useless to try and trick it. For example people will make up excuses as to why they fulfill a desire, or make a choice. As if in a fashion they had been pushed, and had just landed here. That it wasnt a conscious desire/choice.
Which then comes back to distortions of imbalance/blockage. Why would you need an excuse, or act like you didnt make a choice, when in fact you did? Because you are not fully accepting of yourself, and in desiring what you reject, the only way to obtain it, is through the advent of being "moved" to it as if you didnt choose it. These to me are in a fashion like that old computer A.I. joke, where a specific task/question breaks there programming, only in a reverse kind of way.
Honestly Gemini I feel that Minyutar is right about this aspect. I believe you are benevolent, but for some reason are trying to work with controls toolbag of techniques. That clash given your inner nature. I honestly believe you grasp unknowingly for control because that's what youve been taught, and mostly due to fear as a current factor.
I'm not trying to be morbid. However everything ever born here, and takes up a life on Earth, will die. That ticket is already guaranteed. No amount of worrying, planning, and control, will ever change that. Let go of worry, let go of fear.
One of the main factors of recognizing Oneness, is the peace that it is. You are all things that has ever existed. You are the only One. Now instead of just thinking of those as rhetoric, or some nonsense that I am just spitting at you. Really take that in, I am the only One here. What are you anxious about then? who do you have to impress? Go deeper, who/what are you mad at/about? and who is holding you back? What are you afraid of then? Knowing there is only One, brings these types of insights to new levels. You know it isnt an external force, your the only One.