06-26-2018, 05:03 PM
(06-26-2018, 04:57 PM)JJCarsonian Wrote:(06-17-2018, 12:10 AM)Terraformer Wrote: I feel for you!!!......and I'm not being factious, I really do! You wanted to know of similar stories? I have one for you....My first incarnation was so traumatic, it took several thousand years to heal from that, then incarnation after incarnation I died very young. This life has given me the catalysts I needed to toughen up and wake up, but before I woke up I was completely and utterly fed up with mankind. Then I could have cared less about what happened to humanity. This life gave me nothing but grief. I was told I started out as a very happy child. If it wasn't for my grandmother showing me what real love is, this life would have beaten it out of me. Instead that spark of love remained. It was that spark, an being an intuitive empsth where I could occasionally hear comforting thoughts from an unseen protector that helped me wake up.
My whole out looked has changed, now I have allowed my consciousness join with others in serving others in service of the one Infinite Creator. I don't feel that loneliness or fear any more. Even if the others in the consciousness complex of light and love don't know me personally or in person, they know me when my consciousness arrives.
I am a fourth density wanderer. That is the density of undrrstanding, and when I went inside and found that understanding I needed, I went through a spell of glimpsing what Ra's group must feel. They say they are of sorrow. I felt that sorrow toward mankind. I knew most would not be ready for harvest if we don't help.
We are humble servants of the One Infinite Creator. We are also 'a horse of a different color'!!! We Wanderers are incarnated with thinner veils than most. You might say we are thin skinned, but on the inside! Life has kicked our behinds. We've experienced what others will have to go through again if they don't graduate to 4th density. Once I remember who I was and what I came here to do, all it took was a few minutes a day to meditate, and whamo!!!!!! That veil started getting thinner and thinner! All Idid was the wanting to project tthe power of the consciousness out to those seeking, those who were beginning to stir awake, and to Gia, to give Earth more strength and stability to transition into 4th density........The top of my head tingles and I can actually feel an invisible hTerraformer, every joint up and down my spine tingles, and whamo!!!!.....The Love and Light passes through me, out, up, and engulfs everything! Would I go back to the way I was?.......No way! This is too cool! I'm more alive than I've ever been, and so happy I can be of service to others.
I don't want to infringe on your free will at all, but you did ask if others felt similar. Yes....I have, but once I found out I didn't have to set by and just watch this illusion of a world go down the toilet and me along with it,........It has changed my whole life!
The One Infinite Creator has provided the power to change life here on this third density planets, through us as instruments of broadcasting that power. Each of us is a tower to broadcast that power. I do wish I could peel the veil from my eyes and see the colors as that power broadcasts. It must be amazing! Every color in the rainbow I imagine.
Hope this helps. In service to all, in service to the One Infinite Creator
Terraformer
How do you know that you are a wanderer, and what density?
What methods did you use to review your previous incarnations?
I'm good at reading cards that are created and then thrown away after use.
I will do this next time I'm with my teacher.
But I get a sense of what feels like "yes" and what feels like "no" energetically.
Then we will have cards with "fourth density dual-body" "fifth-density" "sixth-density" and the like.
I will get a feel for which feels yes and which feels no. Yes feels light, and no feels heavy.
Yes feels expansive, no feels contracting.
I do miss some sometimes, but if I don't know what I'm reading, it helps make it more accurate.
Then I sort them into piles of "yes" and "no" and "maybe".
If I am right then only one will come out as yes. I'm going to even see if I'm part of Ra's, if we're even allowed to ask that.
Even with dowsing we can influence it by what we feel. Reading cards blindly like this your mind doesn't get in the way.