03-28-2018, 01:37 PM
I also have a few thoughts aligning somewhat with the post above, but when I look for love in those thoughts, I find it's missing. I feel it's best to keep my blockages to myself, which weirdly enough is a double edged sword for me. If I refrain from speaking it creates a certain thought pattern where I will get to a blockage and refrain from healing because I perceive my thoughts to open others wounds. I can consciously understand that I would be helping them better understand themselves, but in the moment the feeling of inflicting pain is unbearable so I hide myself.