10-10-2017, 02:45 PM
(10-08-2017, 09:58 PM)777 Wrote: The training I was in was targeted towards artists and creatives. It was framed as an all around life coaching program and it had philosophical / metaphysical aspects. It was also of an elitist nature: I was required to draw pictures like the ones below, often multiple pieces everyday for months. I have 4 binders of these drawings with probably 100 drawings in each, accumulated over 5 months. At the same time I had a heavy daily workout program, daily visualization exercises, and occasionally reading. For 2 months in the summer, I worked on a stonemasonry project for up to 10 hours a day without pay. I also had to sit in on hours of lectures about communication, psychology, and a twisted philosophy of service and compassion that was actually very harsh, vindictive, and elitist. There were some aspects on synchronicity, having situations connected to one's past actions mirrored back to them from the opposite perspective, and other metaphysical phenomena.
First of all: Nice drawings. You clearly have a powerful artistic ability. It is unfortunate that this drained all joy of it out of you.
Was this person a Qabalistic magician? Or a follower of Thelema, perchance?