(10-06-2018, 11:44 AM)IndigoGeminiWolf Wrote:(10-06-2018, 11:20 AM)Quan Wrote: The Daily Q'uote for October 6, 2018
"The wellspring of your physical vehicles is the sexual activity. The fructifier of inspiration is often the sexual activity. The healer of pain, even deep pain, is often sexual activity. And all those energies of friendship and the reaching of people unto people as societies—these need to be seated within strong and healthy sexuality in order for there to be depth to the processes by which energy moves toward that perfect light of infinite energy."
http://www.llresearch.org/transcripts/is..._0409.aspx
That's one Q'uote I don't actually agree with. I think sexual desires destract from true spirituality. I used to get twisted and perverted thoughts, and would give into them.
If they became manifested, I would be in trouble. That's what I worry about my afterlife, is will I have to experience everything I lusted after?
Maybe if one has a partner, you can engage in sexual energy transfers in a healthy way. But alone or with a stranger, it's not good. It causes major distortions that end up having to be taken care of.
I feel rotten for every time I have even masturbated, or had sex with someone who wasn't my partner. And I've never had a partner before.
After great insight from Glow, not much i can really add just the following
Great honesty in your post, some of the issues you identified are indeed areas of blockage for red ray. Its just about finding what works for you, some people sexual activity has great benefit for spiritual seeking, others it may not.
" what I worry about my afterlife, is will I have to experience everything I lusted after?"
That is cute, haha Interesting question, i would hope not