07-31-2015, 12:01 AM,
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Bluebell
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i'm sorry
i'm leaving the forum. everyone probably hates me at this point. i feel hugely catalyzed by this place.
i'd like to say i'm sorry for being an asshat. i could have voiced my thoughts in a much better way and w/o insults. i've had a specific type of blue ray blockage most of my life and it's unravelling and i haven't yet learned to balance it so it's set to gush right now. and i lash out when i'm upset. i'm tired of being catalyzed by b4, and of being catalyst for b4.
i'm sorry for leaving on a bad note. it's time to take my own advice and stop overthinking s***. so i'm going, at least i'm trying very hard to. it's hard because through friends i'm still connected to here. it's probably one reason y people write goodbye posts and then get sucked back in. but i'm hopeful.
really everyone, i'm very sorry for being an emotional asshat. i hope my time here wasn't all bad.
 goodbye
Others dance around in a ring and suppose,
But the True Neutral sits in the middle and knows.
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07-31-2015, 12:19 AM,
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Aion
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RE: i'm sorry
No hard feelings here, we are all confused and bumbling in the dark. A pleasure to bump in to you in the process.
The desire to be free is one of the brightest burning flames in the heart of humanity.
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07-31-2015, 12:24 AM,
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Minyatur
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RE: i'm sorry
I think everyone is sensible over different matters and frictions are easy to occur. I don't think anyone hates you either, sometimes it's just hard to understand each others.
Much love to you bluebell.
Let no consideration of bird or beast, darkness or light, shape or shadow keep any which seeks from the central consideration of unity.
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07-31-2015, 04:21 AM,
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Bring4th_Plenum
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RE: i'm sorry
Thanks for your beingness Bluebell.
Everyone has a unique 'energy signature', and you've left your imprint here.
THANK YOU.
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07-31-2015, 05:55 AM,
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Aion
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RE: i'm sorry
One day we'll all be laughing together on a cloud somewhere.
The desire to be free is one of the brightest burning flames in the heart of humanity.
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07-31-2015, 07:17 AM,
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Matt1
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RE: i'm sorry
Take care, bluebell and i wish you the best on your journey.
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07-31-2015, 11:19 AM,
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isis
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RE: i'm sorry
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07-31-2015, 11:38 AM,
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Karl
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RE: i'm sorry
Or you could just not leave.
Words mean nothing.
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08-01-2015, 04:07 AM,
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tamaryn
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RE: i'm sorry
Yah you kept me warm in those months in the winter time bluebell
Bliss means that you engage all aspects of your experience. You learn to be like bliss with no bliss.
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08-01-2015, 02:38 PM,
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Jade
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RE: i'm sorry
Peace out Bb, good luck, can't wait to see ya next time!!!
There is no magic greater than honest distortion toward love.
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08-02-2015, 02:15 PM,
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Namaste
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RE: i'm sorry
Peace :¬)
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