02-22-2012, 01:55 AM
(This post was last modified: 09-17-2016, 01:29 AM by godwide_void.)
One of the things which creeped me out in my younger years happened when I'd be lost in my own thoughts, then suddenly I'd assume that everyone around me knew! I started freaking out thinking that everyone was keenly aware of mental chatter, because I'd just felt that such a thing was possible... it didn't help either when I'd think something nasty about someone on purpose just to see if I got a reaction... and more often than not I'd elicit a response in the form of a confused, sudden and surprised glance/head turn at me that seemed to happen in response to these thoughts! The notion that the mind was open was pretty creepy for my age, but eventually it became fun to toy around with and disappointing when it 'stopped working'. The thing is, I was a little confused when it wouldn't go further because I just had this weird sense that it IS possible. It was a strange little mindfuck to stumble in my own mind trying to hide my thoughts, heh.
I forgot exactly how old I was when I had this odd little fear (I believe 8-12?) or exactly how long it went on for, but the memory of it happening just popped into my head. Looking back on it at the moment with what I know now, I figure it was probably my being used to that sort of capability in the Higher Densities or being unknowingly sensitive to 4D energies?
I wanted to know if anybody here ever had this happen...? Or was I just an odd lad?
I forgot exactly how old I was when I had this odd little fear (I believe 8-12?) or exactly how long it went on for, but the memory of it happening just popped into my head. Looking back on it at the moment with what I know now, I figure it was probably my being used to that sort of capability in the Higher Densities or being unknowingly sensitive to 4D energies?
I wanted to know if anybody here ever had this happen...? Or was I just an odd lad?