When I look around yes there is an awakening happening the largest seen in history. But I am also taken over by the fact that so many are lost and have no idea of any of this and completely oblivious to what is going on. I look at my friends and all they care about is getting drunk "Wasted" they call it, as if that is all life is about getting "wasted" they go out just about every weekend and drink till they cannot stand... It is very sad, they always ask me why am I not getting drunk, I and I always say there are far more important things in the world than getting drunk, well really I mostly just think it and say I don't really feel like it but hey. Anyway I ask myself how are these individuals my friends and many many other ever going to awaken, they are so lost within this illusion, their only release being getting drunk. I wish I had a group of friends who understood the world, that I could have a real conversation with... My friends right now just seem so lost and silly.. I sometimes wonder why I picked to have so friends, perhaps find acceptance..
Anyway do you think all of humanity will awaken in some way? I hope that something society changing does happen in 2012, not something that will kill a lot of people, I would never wish for that, but something that changes the world forever.. I cannot stand this crazy lost world much longer.. It is really starting to get to me, I really hope something happens to end this crazyness for I fear if nothing happens the world will just continue on it's way, most of humanity staying within the trance that they are in wasting their lives thinking getting drunk is the only fun thing... I hope I find people I can relate with some day..
Anyway do you think all of humanity will awaken in some way? I hope that something society changing does happen in 2012, not something that will kill a lot of people, I would never wish for that, but something that changes the world forever.. I cannot stand this crazy lost world much longer.. It is really starting to get to me, I really hope something happens to end this crazyness for I fear if nothing happens the world will just continue on it's way, most of humanity staying within the trance that they are in wasting their lives thinking getting drunk is the only fun thing... I hope I find people I can relate with some day..