Becoming a conscious creator

[AnthroHeart]

Have to share this song. There's nothing bad in it.
It's got a catchy tune. Song is Malchik Gay.
Kind of explains how I feel about said character.
I'm mostly into the cartoon anthro canines with some degree of realism.

[kia]

Gem, I thought these two are so funny

[AnthroHeart]

yeah Kia, thanks. The music was fun on that one as well.

[AnthroHeart]

Another of my favorite creations. I love the family feel.
Something I missed out on with my childhood.


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[AnthroHeart]

After I had created my furry Universe, I was getting a little nervous because I tried to maintain control of it. I searched Youtube for "Ra, are you there?" Look at the lyrics, no wonder it freaked me out the first time. Isn't it interesting when I called Ra, the song was "Do You Call My Name"

This was the first song I got. Check out the egyptian music at the start. It's actually quite insightful. I was trying to keep my creation locked up, instead of letting them fly.



Here's the lyrics:

(kill me with a beat)

Some people seem to think they always know what's best for you
Their little minds try to create a world to keep you still
The bolt is thrown, the cage is locked
You saw this, don't you lie
At first you cry and then you hate those people stole your will...

Do as you are told and maybe then we'll let you out
You might be dead and cold, you might be full of doubt
Don't try to escape cuz you don't have nowhere to go
If nothing is your fate... there's no scenario
No nothing

Do you call my name
Do you stain my brain
My eyes are blurry and I can't see you anymore
Do you call my name
Do you breed my pain
My heart is bloody and I can't take it anymore

So you just sit there, stuck, afraid to risk reality
Afraid to cause yourself more pain, to face insanity
But nothing ventured, nothing gained
You see... your fear's your cage
You beg for help but you're alone, stuck in a helpless rage

Do as you are told and maybe then we'll let you out
You might be dead and cold, you might be full of doubt
Don't try to escape cuz you don't have nowhere to go
If nothing is your fate... there's no scenario
(it's me.... I see, please... let me out I'm petrified)

Do as you are told and maybe then we'll let you out
You might be dead and cold, you might be full of doubt
Don't try to escape cuz you don't have nowhere to go
If nothing is your fate... there's no scenario
(C'mon)

Do you call my name
Do you stain my brain
My eyes are blurry and I can't see you anymore
Do you call my name
Do you breed my pain
My heart is bloody and I can't take it anymore (2x)

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Here's another song by the group Ra whose lyrics I like.



Lyrics here: http://www.metrolyrics.com/the-only-one-lyrics-ra.html

It's peculiar because I feel it's telling me a story. Not sure whether to believe it or not.

[AnthroHeart]

Getting closer to realizing my creation.
One thing I Love about the timeline I'm on.

"As you fly over our area, you find that one central dome, one neighborhood, one specific dome that pulls you towards it. When you focus your attention upon this dome, you discover that you are instantly there. This dome is your own private home. It is small, made of crystal, and surrounded by beautiful trees, water ways, flowers and wildlife. You could have instantly located there, but you enjoy the act of flying in your fifth dimensional form. As you enter your personal dome, you see that it is filled with light and beautiful flowers and plants.

You have birds that fly through your home and another small animal that looks like a dog but walks on its hind legs and has an opposing thumb on its hand. We call them larnacks. They are loyal friends and enjoy domestic duties. Your larnack, however, is not a servant but instead a dear friend. It enjoys what it does for you, and you deeply love each other."

http://multidimensions.com/Superconsciou...iades.html

[AnthroHeart]

Coming back to that song Do You Call My Name, I can say now it doesn't strike fear in me like it did months back. I can actually enjoy it now. It's one of those that makes me think.

I believe I mentioned before how I was freaking out when I first heard this because of my emotional-hypersensitivity. I had opened up much more spiritually and everything I came across was "truth" to me. I had believed that the universe I created within my heart chakra was a copy of our 3D. That there was a "copy" of everyone in the world, within my own 3D heart. As such, I thought every YouTube video I watched was being streamed from within me. I saw the web as a direct link to the universe within me. So I cherished everyone and every video as truth, kind of giving me a signpost of how my own universe was doing.

Because I believed within me was a copy of our own physical Universe (at a lower Octave), I took Ra's words as truth, and had the fear that I had trapped them within my own universe and that in their they were somehow suffering.

Because of my emotional-hypersensitivity, I thought that spiritual growth required over-stimulation of the senses and becoming hypersensitive. I thought these words were directed at me because of what I had done. I had feared I violated their free will by making demands on how I wanted the universe to function. Because my goals were "maximize experiencing for Creator" and "Maximizing ability for everyone to express themselves" and doing a perfect balance of STO and STS, this mix became more than I could handle.

I couldn't balance the uncertainty that STS brought to the mix within me, and felt myself being pulled into what I thought was negative space. I had thought I manifested these Ra songs because of asking the question. I became overly sensitive to every question I raised, knowing that the answer would hit me hard.

But for now I can enjoy this music without the sensitive side. Knowing now that I had not messed up, but I experienced a partial lifting of the veil which made me react to energies of words. I had much respect for Ra, and still do. No wonder the words hit me hard. Now I don't associate the Ra group with the Ra complex, but back then I did. It's a scary thing in that state to think that you violated free will of another.