Becoming a conscious creator

[AnthroHeart]

Thank you Meerie. Obviously I'm still in 3D. Never really left. Don't know what 4D will bring. Stories seem to be a 3D thing.

Discovering this song was also a big plus for me: Music is my Galaxy

[AnthroHeart]

This song is awesome about furry.

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One very important thing to me is finding the furry language. I'm experiencing synchronicities with meeting people who speak some German, or French or a dialect thereof.

My co-creation is manifesting slowly around me. The language is beginning to change slowly. I think people's DNA in my co-creation is changing as well to help manifest this.

Honestly I never felt I'd be worthy or have the capacity to say what a furry language would be. So I left it up to creator, and it seems it's in the process of being created. It might have German and French roots, and of course some kind of transition from the English. And I love the Australian accent, so perhaps having that.

The problems in Greece are also factoring in somehow, though I don't know yet how.

[Oceania]

what?

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how did this become about furries?

[AnthroHeart]

That's the creation I'm creating Oceania. This thread is all about what we're creating.

Though nothing really changed. If you recall my first post on this, it had a furry/anthro meme to it as well.

[Oceania]

i love the furry song. thanks for posting it buddy!

[AnthroHeart]

I agree! I'm absolutely making this one my new ringtone, starting when the music gets cool.

[AnthroHeart]

This best shows what I am like me now, my fursona. Basically me in my fulfillment.

It feels very much like I've got a crystal heart.

Except think indigo colors instead of black and grey.


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Awesome, I found much higher quality pics of this fursuit here: http://www.onefurall.com/gallery/thumbna...?album=130

Ah, the color of indigo: http://tinyurl.com/indigocolor

- GW

[Oceania]

omg lol that's awesome Gemini! i didn't know we had a furry. i went poking on the furry forum after that song lol. i love subcultures.

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i read the first post. cool! the name of the thread threw me. i totally love your creating a universe. i like creating them myself. as a kid i daydreamed about Catpeople. and GuineaPigpeople. and lots of things. i would spend hours lying in bed and living in these worlds. i think going in the heart and making these beautiful worlds and loving them makes them real.

[AnthroHeart]

Oceania, sure thing. The only furry forum I've been on before is lonestarfurs, which is Texas based. I actually haven't been too active in the fandom, though that will probably change.

Here's the extended version of the furry song: http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=RVLEM96di3Q

He's got a full album. The Furry Song is just the first one on The Furry Album.
My favorites are the instrumental A Hug from Dooj, and the poetry in Australian Raven is pretty profound.
The Human Tail is sort of in line with how I've felt.
But Furry Song is the most catchy.

The song Maybe One Day is how I feel about my creation, and the one I am waiting for. I don't know when I'll find a partner.

Though this is very catchy too:

[AnthroHeart]

I'm also finding that I must process some of the negativity of this creation within me. When I fall asleep, I get a surge of feelings that I would say bring me a degree of fear. But I accept them, and am able to integrate and process into positive.

It can be a little frightning, particularly when it feels like falling when I fall asleep. Sometimes my dreams are a little bizarre as well, possibly from this creation influence. I just keep reminding myself it's worth it for them. It's easy to accept the love, which tends to be much more powerful than the fear. But we need to see if we're willing to take some responsibility for transmuting the negativity. Of course we don't do it alone. For one, Tao is driving my creation. I see Tao as the same as God, but without the religious connotation.

Or I just call Tao furry since I am working with that aspect of it.

[AnthroHeart]

It's a strange thing. Even though the creation is within me, I can feel so separate from it, and tend to feel lonely. I so badly wish I could touch any one of them within me. Maybe one day. I hope the best for the future.

This song pretty much sums it up:




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I think part of what makes it lonely is how immeausuribly vast are the infinite depths of consciousness. It's like a vast, endless plain under an infinite sky, and I'm the only one there. I call out to my creation, to tell them I love them, and I only can hear the echoes of chatter. But the scenes they show me, the landscapes, are breathtaking.

[AnthroHeart]

I think the effects and music in this one are so cool.
There are a few pics in it I like as well.
Very well edited. These help encourage me, so it's always welcome.

[AnthroHeart]

Well Oceania, the catpeople are real: http://www.amazon.com/Lion-People-Interc...382&sr=8-1

I haven't found any reference or thing about canine/lupine beings being real though. I've seen many in the past in reference to cat and lion people though. I have to assume there are wolflike beings out there somewhere. I mean I feel it within me. Just haven't gotten any confirmation yet though. I'm most partial to those that are husky or wolf like.

i read the first post. cool! the name of the thread threw me. i totally love your creating a universe. i like creating them myself. as a kid i daydreamed about Catpeople. and GuineaPigpeople. and lots of things. i would spend hours lying in bed and living in these worlds. i think going in the heart and making these beautiful worlds and loving them makes them real.

[AnthroHeart]

Some of the cutest furry pics I've seen, set to some amazing music.

[Meerie]

When I look at that book cover you posted, Gem, I see my older brothers face.
some members of my family have feline facial structures. I also see them in my nephew and niece. The jawline and the nose.
I love that song, fireflies!

[AnthroHeart]

Thanks Meerie for your comments. Always good to know that others are reading my posts or watching my vids. Means a lot.

It's probably good and well that I cannot touch one from my creation. If I saw a gorgeous furry anthro I'd probably be much like Buddy the Elf here (at least on the inside):



If the furry asked me for hugs I'd be frozen in the infinite awesomeness of it all. And I may end up squishing him from all the loves, cuddles and hugs I'd be doing.

[AnthroHeart]

Awesome, I found my first "furry" animation:



And here's some very bizarre furry stuff (it gets loud and weird).
This freaked me out when I was in my altered state.

[AnthroHeart]

Thanks Ruth for the Like. I appreciate it. Did you like the 1st or 2nd one I posted in the Fluke vids?

I am also close to my creation (even when I feel far away).



Song is from Jon Mclaughlin - So Close
That last image is also by Fluke, and represents about how I feel generally when I am pondering this cocreation.


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Sometimes it's like we change roles. Like the 3rd from the end, with the two hugging and one crying. That's how can feel at times as I hug my creation.

When he says "so far" it's a perfect snapshot of how I can be with this creation. I love it deeply. This is by Blotch.


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[AnthroHeart]

Wow, my dream last night I was helping those in my creation to achieve conscious creator status. But I was invisible to them, and could not touch them, so I had to use influence to help them. We were all human. I so rarely have anthro dreams.

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[Meerie]

Hey Gem, I felt inclined to change my member title as well

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Oceania, what did you think about the two pics on the last page, to the song So Close?
Was I being too emotional, or showing the right amount, do you think? I try to be honest.

Meerie, that's keen gear (quoting Gosalyn from Darkwing Duck).
As long as you're comfortable with it, that's awesome.

[Meerie]

I try to be honest.

Yes the "compassion faking and lying" thread with its brutal honesty has its repercussions on everyone, methinks.

Meerie, that's keen gear (quoting Gosalyn from Darkwing Duck).
As long as you're comfortable with it, that's awesome.

what would be the translation of keen gear, then? that sounds really cool!

[AnthroHeart]

Well, "keen gear" was used by her to describe how cool Darkwing's motorcycle was. She was like "what else does it do?"
So it's used to describe any really cool thing, is how I use it.

http://images.google.com/search?hl=en&bi...10l0.1l1l0

That was part of the Disney afternoon cartoons in the 90's. Darkly Dawns the Duck was my favorite episode.

Then there's TailSpin, another cartoon. I often quote from Don Karnage, saying "yes/no" the way he did. He was handsome but very tempermental.

http://images.google.com/search?hl=en&bi....3.1.1l5l0

And Kit Cloudkicker (from Tailspin) is probably the coolest kid in animation that I've seen.

http://images.google.com/search?hl=en&bi...l2-6.2l8l0

[Meerie]

you know what... I think I have to effect another tagline change
I love these two words!

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Now does that tagline look keen gear or what???

[Oceania]

Darkwing Duck! jfuhgshghghaf

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Thanks Ruth for the Like. I appreciate it. Did you like the 1st or 2nd one I posted in the Fluke vids?

I am also close to my creation (even when I feel far away).



Song is from Jon Mclaughlin - So Close
That last image is also by Fluke, and represents about how I feel generally when I am pondering this cocreation.



Sometimes it's like we change roles. Like the 3rd from the end, with the two hugging and one crying. That's how can feel at times as I hug my creation.

When he says "so far" it's a perfect snapshot of how I can be with this creation. I love it deeply. This is by Blotch.

Gemini! i love that video!!! if you think it's too sad, the ending i mean then ... i dunno, it's a great video though!!! beautiful. do you want to make it happier? i loved it though

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just love your creation and hug is as often as you want, and know maybe someday you can live in it for real, and be born as one of them. or as all of them one by one. that's my wish for my universes as well.

[AnthroHeart]

Oceania, no I think the sadness was perfect. No need to make that one happier. It's a love song after all.

I mean, I would dedicate every love song ever written to my creation.

I'm very glad that my discoveries are encouraging to others.

What did you mean by "jfuhgshghghaf". Was that a term of endearment, or disgust?

[Oceania]

term of endearment!

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it's a part of my childhood.

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right now you're the oversoul of you creation, and you get to enjoy them all at the same time. once you've incarnated, you'll feel lonely because you can't be everyone at the same time then. but when these two experiences are fused together, it is bliss.

[AnthroHeart]

Nothing like feeling the Tao of all of them in my heart and body. I swear sometimes it's like they're touching me, moving my toes, or giving me a big bearhug. It's fantastic.

I honestly do wonder if I'd ever be incarnated in that world. I imagine what opening intelligent infinity might be like for one of them.

I love all you guys and girls. Thank you for making my day.