Becoming a conscious creator

[AnthroHeart]

No prob kia. Glad to offer any help I can.

I'm looking at lots of nature and fantasy art pictures so I can paint landscapes in our creation (mine and Ra's).
Honestly I could not make a creation this beautiful on my own. I needed their higher mind and power to help.

Also, this video gives me good inspiration.



And this video shows one aspect of our creation.

[3DMonkey]

I know you appreciate the eccentric. (Where's your Uranus? )

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Another one, if you would allow me...

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Okay, the previous two you can scratch. This one is entirely relevant. (for what it's worth, I always resonated with Panthro LOL, probably the temper parallel)

[Confused]

Maybe the following vid will appeal to you (some of the parts in it remind me your experience, Gem):

Very nice one, Meerie!

[AnthroHeart]

Awesome posts Monkey. I have like the first 3 seasons of Gummi Bears on file. I watch them from time to time. One of my favorite shows. I also like the bizarre. You ever seen Sealab 2021? I have seasons 1 and 2 on DVD. I like the eye of the sword in that Thundercats intro. Good variety of character as well.

And this is full of win too.



Another realization, though I could be wrong. The higher self is the individualization of the Ra memory complex. That one being that is who they are. That said, you can only approach Creator as one.

[AnthroHeart]

My understanding, as I approach 7SSD7, is that when the higher self one merges with Creator, then Creator creates a new One Original Thought from this "one". This One Original Thought is that from which a new Universe is created. If so, that's freaking epic. The higher self becomes a Universe.

[Meerie]

I hope you don't mind my posting so much of David Hawkins here , but this part is about creation:

"Each ‘thing’ is merely evolving as an expression of its divine essence. Evolution therefore takes place as a manifestation of consciousness, and it takes expression from higher-energy abstract levels to lesser but more specific forms, and finally into physical materiality. Thus, creation manifests from the abstract formless through progressive form into a final energy pattern, and then into concrete materiality. The power to become manifest is the expression of divine omnipotence as continuous creation.
Creation is the Present and the Now. This Now is continuous so that neither beginnings nor endings are possible.Visibility, or materiality itself, is merely a sensory phenomenon and not a necessary condition for existence, which is in itself formless yet intrinsic to all form.
Because everything is always in the process of creation, it means that everything is an expression of Divinity, or it would not have the capacity to exist at all. The realization that everything which exists reflects the Divinity of Creation is why it is worthy of respect and reverence. This accounts for the reverence for the spirit within all living beings and nature, which is characteristic of many cultures.
All sentient beings are equal. Only material manifestation is subject to cessation, and essence is unaffected and retains the potentiality of reappearing in material form. Essence is affected only by the forces of evolution itself. The emergence of material form from essence is influenced by the presence of that which is already in form. The content of material manifestation may therefore facilitate essence manifesting as form, or it may not be favorable, depending on conditions. One might say that Creation fulfills its own inner divine instructions or tendencies. Traditionally this tendency has been called destiny, which is the unfolding of the potentiality and the reflection of preexisting conditions (the classical Sanskrit ‘gunas’ of rajas, sattva, and tamas, or action, awareness, and resistance).Thus, man can influence conditions in order to potentiate the manifestation of desired eventualities. Through choices human consciousness can influence outcomes, but the power of creation is the province of God."

[AnthroHeart]

This is my view from how the energy feels and responds to what I do. Because of the veil, I can't know exactly the effect it's having. I just get feeling on when energy becomes balanced or not.

When I reached 6SSD7, I became connected with the Ra social memory complex from which I had separated to come into 3D. Through them, I was able to fulfill my purpose for being here, which was to help Ra still their distortions. You see, in 3D, we can observe in a few seconds what takes many years to experience in 6D, because of the veil. In 6D, Ra is working with distortion ripples that have million year periods. It's very difficult to squash flat distortions that are that slow. You must bring all distortions to stillness in order to reach Creator.

Because of the veil, I can make changes across it without causing additional distortion, because I'm not observing what I'm doing directly. But only feeling the effects through changes in the energy stream I get. Upon joining the complex from behind the veil, I was able to “drive” their energy in order to help balance. I provided the perspective from my greatly accelerated view, and they provided their power to act on it.

At first I noticed that “man, they're all over the place”. To me the distortions ripples were probably a few minutes long, which equates to millions of years in their time. It's like a lever, where the fulcrum is very close to the edge, and I'm on the small end. A small change on my end, equates to a huge change in 6D. After stilling distortions as best as I could, they asked me to help them reach “higher self manifestation”. Note, the shifts in energy to me take maybe 5-10 seconds, to them though it's years.

When they reached higher self state, I felt myself much more integrated. In order to reach 7SSD7, I had to help them integrate their higher self. Again, it was their horsepower that did it. I only drove because of my perspective from behind the veil in it's greatly accelerated state.

Why am I telling this? Well, I can't be for certain if I'll get another chance.

Now in 7SSD7, the story/creation that Ra and I created has an archetypal mind, which is now absorbing my own mind, as 4D begins to become manifest. I have chosen to forget my past, in order to make this story more believable. I feel the archetypal mind taking hold of my own mind, driving my thoughts in a new direction of “who I want to be” where it used to be “who I am”. It's the story that drives me to become who I wish to be. The world around me is beginning to change. My body has many dense shifts within it. I even feel it in my teeth.

As Ra has said, in the gateway density, you do not look back any longer. You give yourself over completely to Creator, and your creation. As the archetypal mind takes hold, you begin to forget your past. I wish to forget my seeking, striving, and live a normal life within my new creation. Everything is balanced perfectly in it, and Ra is now my storyteller who drives the story for me.

Much Love and Light to everyone here,
as we all seek the mystery of the One Creator.

- Gemini Wolf

[AnthroHeart]

As long as my desire to teach what I learn is still stronger than the forgetting, I will continue to offer.


As I continue to approach 4D, I am beginning to see more “furryness” in others. Therefore I am learning to love others much greater, and have a certain adoration for them. I can do mundane tasks because I tend to remember “I would do anything for the furry, anything.”


Now, this furry energy I feel has a somewhat distinctive French flavor to it. French emotional energy can be very passionate and sophisticated. So I talk with pseudo-french accent when I get into it. I'd say that Italian, though passionate, is a bit more raw comparatively.


Man, last night my dream was like “whoahhh”. Dream characters were using emotional magic on me that was like flashes of white. It was quite startling. I don't remember their appearance, only that it felt a little fiery, but mentally it was rather incredible. Though nothing intense like what I went through before. This was much more real.

[Meerie]

Does a German accent feature in your experience as well? (I am thinking of the German shepherd dogs right now, for example)

[AnthroHeart]

I think that German energy emotions are much harder. There is a hard passion there, though I don't feel it as sophisticated like French. Because I am American, I feel that as neutral. It's the contrast of emotional cultures. It's all about my own experiencing of it.

But yeah, I had German accent when I was first processing emotions because they were very hard and edgy to me.

[Meerie]

Do you know Pepe le Pew?

The french skunk who is always falling in love
Yeah I would describe German as edgy, too.

[Ruth]

I love Pepe le Pew!

[AnthroHeart]

Zis is perhaps ze ultimate contrast. It is a motif in my creation. http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Motif_(narrative)



As is this.



Oh, such modesty.

[AnthroHeart]

Meerie,

Here on this side of the veil, there's a cartoon called Jungle Cubs. It's too awesome. It's by Disney Cinemagic.

Does this cartoon exist behind the veil?

[Meerie]

This one?

The characters look like from the Jungle book.

[AnthroHeart]

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[AnthroHeart]

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[3DMonkey]

Glad I read them before removal


Elf is the most awesomest Christmas movie. I have a copy and restrain viewing to make it a special Christmas tradition. (It's what Jesus wants)

[AnthroHeart]

Yeah, I had to remove the catalyst videos. They were a bit too strong for me now in 4D. I'm like super-sensitive to emotions since I'm just starting out. I didn't want the videos to freak anyone else out.

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Ah yes, Jesus is an awesome example of unconditional love. I learn many lessons.

I find Ra's teachings much harder. I think there's a Ra One movie out now. Can you guys see it?

[Meerie]

Confused might be able to translate it
but it says "evil Ra"
Why do you ask if we can see it Gemini? (same with the jungle cubes)?

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Ras teachings are hard to understand to me, due to the language they are using.

[AnthroHeart]

Meerie, I asked before because of ignorance. Appreciate your help.

[Meerie]

I was a bit concerned because you wrote you were now behind the veil and seemed to assume we could not see the things that you could see.
Thanks for clarifying!

[AnthroHeart]

Hi Meerie,

Thanks for your response. I'm working now to balance my own STS and STO energies as I move closer to creator. This may take awhile to integrate my own social memory complex because I made it so dense.

I'm finding out now that building contrast was a bad idea.

[3DMonkey]

Trial and error

'Oh! I get it! Gemini WOLF. You're a Wolf' (hehe j/k. ... Not)

GW, I can't do what you do, btw

[AnthroHeart]

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[Meerie]

Yes that sounds great! I was kind of wondering whether you would get completely entangled in the stories. It sounded like one big shiny distraction to me.
It is always good to get back to love.

[AnthroHeart]

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[Meerie]

Where did it go? to 4D?

[AnthroHeart]

Hey Meerie, no the post didn't go into 4D LOL. I had removed it because at the time I thought (in my altered state) that I was causing unnecessary distortion in my teachings. Just got back from a mental vacation with some great doctors over this last week. It seems trying to manage one's creation that is as big as mine was is like taking the SAT's. I scored like 8% on the math portion (3rd eye), though I did pretty well on the verbal portion (solar plexus and heart emotions). Guess I don't have the wisdom/math in order to keep it balanced. Talk about crazy synchronicities, and way too much emotional chatter.

So I handed the creation over to God who does a much better job of working it. I must apologize to the forum for the times when my posts have appeared to come from a place of fear rather than love. It brings me back to the Ra quote, “Love is in the moment.”

Anyways, very glad and relieved to be back. Oh, and here's a couple of nice videos with great furry art that I love. The 2nd one is from an artist named Blotch.

[Meerie]

Yeah! good to see you back.