04-18-2011, 09:21 AM
(04-17-2011, 04:22 PM)ahktu Wrote: I had an absurdly sexual dream last night...must be all this talk on the forum. :p I was at this boarding school where all this kinky sex was going on...a hentai lover's dream. I didn't get to take part in any of it, though, because I was helping this old teacher get to his office because he couldn't walk right or something like that...
I also dreamed I was the guy from the "I am number 4" movie. I've never seen that movie and barely know what it's about, but I perceived myself to be that guy. I had super powers, and I was supposed to help people awaken from this illusion they had been trapped in (insert obvious metaphor here!)
Sounds like what you've been showing us recently. Your exploration of sex wasn't meant to see its manifestation, it was you, helping us. Your super powers are in your spirit!
(04-18-2011, 06:37 AM)Ankh Wrote: Ahktu, yesterday I found an old dairy and "happen" to read a dream in it that reminds me of yours. I had this dream before I found Ra material and realised why we are here. The dream: I was inside my house and there was a crowd outside, on my porch. They were upset at me about something. I worked up the courage and went outside to face them. I started to talk with a loud and annoyed voice telling them to leave me alone. But they said that they just wanted to see a nurse (I am a nurse in real life), that the health care system is overworked, the queues are too long and they don't get to see care workers. They wanted my help. But I told them that I was not the one they were looking for, because I am not a "real" nurse and I don't know anything. Then they all left except for one elderly lady whom I started to talk to. It turned out that she was not upset at me at all, none of them were actually, I missunderstood. She mentioned the name of the diagnosis that she was suffering from, but I didn't know what it was, and less how I would be able to help her. I wondered how they found me, and she told me that she asked "The Health Care Information" and they told her where she could find a nurse. She wanted to call (!!!) but there was no number, so she came to see me instead.
I was stunned the whole day by this dream.
That sounds like a huge part of yourself was requesting that you come out in order to heal that huge part. The old lady was that gentle nurturing aspect within yourself, and apparently the only part of yourself that you would give an ear to at the time.