04-08-2022, 08:05 PM
Hi everyone,
So being a wanderer is tough, it's hardly a claim that one would make from the ego with the idea that to be a wanderer somehow makes one higher than earthlings. Quite the opposite, I've quite envied earthlings at times, that ability to join in and for this planet to feel like home must feel so unnoticeably nice and comfortable.
I know I had a major identity crisis until I read the Ra material, which was in my late 20's, my whole life I would experience different states of consciousness and feel an intense love for all but I didn't know why I had these experiences or felt this love. I knew others around me didn't have these, that was quite obvious, so it was like a part of me was living two separate lives. The ego part, where I went to school, got jobs, had relationships and enjoyed certain hobbies and another part of me was utterly timeless and all loving. Having an awakening brought enormous realisations with it, it was extremely special and helped me to understand why I felt so different and then reading the Ra material helped me to understand I was a wanderer and it really helped me understand my identity.
Q'uo doesn't seem to place too much emphasis on understanding what planet you are from or even what social memory complex you are from and I think I get this. To them, it could only become a distraction and make one ungrounded to know this information, it's transient compared to the real life impact of living our current life on earth, but I feel this information is much more important than that.
To know your origins and your true soul family (social memory complex) could bring enormous comfortability providing one doesn't make an ego out of this information and run around screaming how much further advanced they are, while also not understanding that not everyone would get this information.
How do you guys feel about knowing (or feeling) you are a wanderer and not knowing the full information about where you are from? What guides you have? Etc?. Basically, how do you feel being a wanderer but also operating under the veil? How have you found comfortability and peace with this?
Much love and light to all who read this and I would really love and enjoy to hear your thoughts, I could learn a lot
So being a wanderer is tough, it's hardly a claim that one would make from the ego with the idea that to be a wanderer somehow makes one higher than earthlings. Quite the opposite, I've quite envied earthlings at times, that ability to join in and for this planet to feel like home must feel so unnoticeably nice and comfortable.
I know I had a major identity crisis until I read the Ra material, which was in my late 20's, my whole life I would experience different states of consciousness and feel an intense love for all but I didn't know why I had these experiences or felt this love. I knew others around me didn't have these, that was quite obvious, so it was like a part of me was living two separate lives. The ego part, where I went to school, got jobs, had relationships and enjoyed certain hobbies and another part of me was utterly timeless and all loving. Having an awakening brought enormous realisations with it, it was extremely special and helped me to understand why I felt so different and then reading the Ra material helped me to understand I was a wanderer and it really helped me understand my identity.
Q'uo doesn't seem to place too much emphasis on understanding what planet you are from or even what social memory complex you are from and I think I get this. To them, it could only become a distraction and make one ungrounded to know this information, it's transient compared to the real life impact of living our current life on earth, but I feel this information is much more important than that.
To know your origins and your true soul family (social memory complex) could bring enormous comfortability providing one doesn't make an ego out of this information and run around screaming how much further advanced they are, while also not understanding that not everyone would get this information.
How do you guys feel about knowing (or feeling) you are a wanderer and not knowing the full information about where you are from? What guides you have? Etc?. Basically, how do you feel being a wanderer but also operating under the veil? How have you found comfortability and peace with this?
Much love and light to all who read this and I would really love and enjoy to hear your thoughts, I could learn a lot