Am I safe?

[Sunclarity]

This night I had a weird dream. All was well until the end. I'm actually reluctant to tell you as I am afraid. I'm writing this at 4 am by the way. Basically, at the end, I was in some kind of gathering of comedians, gathering which was being funny up until then and was innocenr even at the end. I didn't feel any negative emotion while in the dream, at least, not what I would call of such.

So, in the end, as one of the comedians, I asked the audience and myself if I could be a vessel for Orion entities and what that would entail. The gathering answered yes and I don't remember of my own answer. The dream abruptly ended with me hearing my mom breathing and my phone making a noise. I feel it might have been my higher-self protecting me but I'm not sure and I don't know if I said yes or no.

I'm no channeler and am just an average dude seeking enlightenment. I am not interested in psychic powers and haven't made any serious attempt to my knowledge, so in my view, it would be impossible for me to channel anything even if I wanted. I'm also much inclined to a positive-orientation. Yet, I am afraid. Very. My life is difficult already without an entity making it worse (I have depression for some years now) and I don't know why I had this dream.

I'm someone who gets easily scared. So much I'd shake and cry all over in literal pain if watching a scary movie. My fear is one of the things I wish to understand/love more as it stops me from living life as properly as I could. I fear failing, rejection, feeling bad or uncomforfable for too long, among many other things. Since childhood I do. I hope someone can offer me guidance on this matter and if you can send me love and safety, I'd really appreciate.

I don't want to make this text more convoluted, but I think all information is useful. First, last night before sleeping was a bit weird. A neighbor died and for some reason, I was super happy. Couldn't stop laughing and singing. This may appear negative to some but it wasn't to me. I had no negative emotions whatsoever and I was so happy because 1) I needed to have a good laugh, and 2) I was aware of the true nature of death. Of the facade or beautiful game that it is.

Right before sleeping something weird also happened. It felt as if I was under an hallucinogen. I was seeing weird shapes and colors, like vortices, squares, pillars of little circles moving around. I'm unable to explain why but it wasn't negative either. I mean, true negativity only came after all this - my neighbor, my celebration, my weird visions and dream - when I woke up due to the stimuli mentioned and analyzed the content of the dream.

I think I'll have difficulty to sleep now and that is what I want most help on. I just want to sleep knowing I don't need to worry, that all is well and will be well. But idk, what if I have said dream again and give a positive answer (again if I already did or for the first time if not)? As said, I'm not very strong in the emotional-spiritual sense so I'm incredibly easy to influence.

I wish that I and everyone here experiences today more love than yesterday.

[Navaratna]

Having strange and unexplainable dreams that you forget within an hour after waking up or the next day is just a product of exploring your mind. There are dreams I've had where I was terrified many many times.

If you want to be protected from things like Djinn/bhoots/phantoms get a lodestone.

They are natural magnets which drain the energy of apparitions. Djinn and Bhoots are said to be afraid of iron, because they are magnetic so become absorbed in to them and iron oxides and disintegrate in to essentially nothing.

[Louisabell]

Hey Sunclarity. I think you're alright. The dream was likely an expression of your curiosity. The important things about dreams are their emotional resonance. Did you feel fear in the dream or after? Can you remember why you said that quote? Was it to get a laugh from the crowd? Sometimes our dream self thinks things are funny that don't even make sense in real life.

Remember to ground yourself in regular life if you feel you are moving too fast.

And remember that everything will be OK, always.

[Sacred Fool]

Are you safe?

No.  Maybe.  Yes.

There is no objective answer.  The answer is a construct and, in that sense, a de facto choice.  Or perhaps it can be revelation?

The answer is constructed from your outward senses, your inward programming, random stuff, accreted beliefs......

Everything you can grasp is pretty well equally insubstantial.    And so the way to find your answer is obvious: look it up on the internet.  If that doesn't work out, then ask virtual internet entities (such as myself) to answer it for you.

Truly, there is no substitute for collecting your spiritual resources together and inquiring within.  The only real substance you will ever find is nowhere else.  That which is not within is the consequential expression of that which is within your inner self.  Stop wandering in circles.  Enter the center.
 
 

[Sunclarity]

I didn't get any specifics, but the general I did, and that is that all is well. I think I just need to balance myself. I'm such a mess currently. Thank you, everyone. You've been of help.

[Hilarion]

I have had a lot of vivid dreams, both amazing transcendental ones and nightmares.

The best thing to do I have found is to focus on love. Negative experiences need transmuting, I found they usually keep coming up until a lesson is distilled from the experience. Perhaps your higher self allowed this dream as it could be helping you to explore your relationship with fear.

I remember reading somewhere a long time ago about Gestalt therapy being used for nightmares, where an individual was asked to lie down in a safe space and actively re-imagine the nightmare, experience any lingering feeling of fear and then remind themselves to experience the present moment and that oh actually i'm in a totally safe place at home and everything is just normal and it was just a dream. Or alternatively you could re-imagine the dream feel the fear and then continue it in your mind with an ending of your choice where you reaffirm your belief in free will and the positve path and a choice to live in a safe harmonius space.

I once had a dream where this black succubus entity tricked me into attaching itself to my red ray energy center. When I woke up I went back to sleep and had a lucid dream where I taught it about free will and that it had tricked me and that what it did was wrong and that it should leave.

[Navaratna]

That dream sounds very personal and unfriendly lol.

I'm curious has anyone ever felt the experience of being the infinitely beating heart of the creator?

It's very strange, I remember years ago I would often feel what it meant in that intermediate state before relaxing lying down-and falling in to sleep.

It always felt like I would imagine this while laying on my back, face facing ceiling, and it's difficult to describe.

The thing I always remember is just imagine your heart being magnified in size and power to unimaginable proportions and your blood being pumped through everything, of which nothing could escape or be separated from. Your blood taking on some different form of color like very iridescent.

It sounds very strange but I would have this dream so many times and picture the words "Infinitely beating heart of the creator" and it would always screw with my idea of things. I mean this is just a book on the Internet, thinking over the years "how could it be as real as it is...if it is"? I mean I've heard of some people relating ideas like this by speaking of Divine Love but picturing it as physically in your heart...so odd.

It's kind of like the many times I would have the exact same dream of waking up in the home I grew up in, even though I never will again. But being really stuck in the idea of how I was just about to wake up in that place, and forgetting where I actually was physically sleeping. Having that dream like 50 times really got on my nerves because it won't happen. And I would be in a very confusing state of not knowing where exactly I was sleeping until I fully awoke. Because I'd think sometimes 'Hey wait a minute, that makes no sense I haven't lived there a long time. Where am I? for like 20 minutes or an hour" before waking up. Like picture purgatory. It doesn't happen anymore but it was really becoming frustrating to me.

And the voice of the words 'infinitely beating heart of the creator" would always appear to me to sound like if it was spoken it'd sound like the voice of a supreme being. Like a mix between these two tones in the youtube links. I'd be stuck thinking like right in between falling asleep and dreaming and would always think well why is it I don't always see things this way and it's always go back to an understand that it's because I'm not in a complete state of balance so feel cut off from experiencing the idea fully instead of just having glimpses of what it would really mean to be that..."state" or "being" I haven't ever really spoken about this with anyone. It wouldn't make much sense to people.

Sound of the words "Infinitely beating heart of the creator" over the idea of a gigantic heart pumping iridescent blood
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=VQyta80a5wc
Sort of like the angel in this video game [some demonic imagery warning]

but picture in a much deeper voice like this echoing and all guttural
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=mL_wNcXBgz0

Edit: another thing in Sahaja Yoga they have a flame over the heart in the chakra diagram. 4th density green ray.

"What does that mean, why is there a fire. I've heard it's called atma?"
The sahaj samadhi master told me
"Atma is the flaming heart spirit"

It reminds me of this Mexican artwork too

https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/New_Fire_c...p._34).jpg
Of a flaming wooden pole, sharpened being set alight and entering the heart of a sacrificial victim.

The original legends of self-sacrifice of the ego were twisted by dark people in later times, but I think so much of how the candle flame when put to the heart releases so much negative energy you can sometimes feel or hear it like the sound of cracking your knuckles

[sillypumpkins]

sunclarity, i remember when i started becoming sensitive to experiences involving "entities" in my "psychic space".....

i suppose this was fairly recently, in the last 6 months, i started becoming increasingly aware of "voices" or "presences" in my space. sometimes i would "hear" a voice that was helpful, sometimes not so much. i had also felt "negative" presences in my space. kinda like a ghostly presences i suppose?

fortunately i was at a place where i was able to say "hm, okay, interesting." though i did feel it was necessary to "protect" myself from these "negative influences" that i was perceiving. so i reached out to someone i'd consider an 'adept' whom i've had correspondence with over the last couple years, and who has helped me in the past. i asked if there were any protective methods that'd be able to help me

what i learned through chatting with him was that i was perceiving these "entities" as separate from me. when in reality, they were a part of me, a part of the One, that is. by viewing them as separate, I was perpetuating a sort of fear that wasn't helping me at all.

so, like what hilarion sorta suggested, i began viewing these experiences through the lens of loves and oneness. because really, these "entities" that i was perceiving as separate from me, really weren't separate from me. that was an illusion that i was buying into. and by buying into that illusion, i was perpetuating a fear cycle that ultimately would have hindered me greatly. we really are just one thing after all.

just figured i'd share my experience. hope it helps a bit <3

[Navaratna]

Since I tell people about lodestone for fending off negativity I'll detail what it meant for me.

I had a large one a while ago, and meditating upon it I could feel resentment that people had directed towards me being absorbed in to it. They are magnets strong enough so that if you dangle a pair of keys next to them that they'll hit against a decent size one like in this video. If you have a small one on a tile surface, you can push it around using the magnetic force field of another one in your hand and watch it twirl. Olmecs and Chinese maybe discovered their properties by putting them on pieces of wood floating over water and watching the block of wood and stone turn north.

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=dJa7b2Y6RNA

the large one I had absorbed so much hostility embedded in me over time, I didn't want to give it to anyone. I soaked it in water to rust in so it'd disintegrate and threw it away. but dumping it in the ocean would make it dissolve like a shipwreck.

I am convinced of their power. Recently I learned that the council in the Ra texts says they reside in the rings of saturn

I wrote this creative text about the idea. I also noticed too that Uranus is mentioned once in the Law of One text as having first density intelligence. This is another planet in our solar system with rings. It's all about the properties of magnetism/gravity, monolithic hunks of meteoric iron being symmetrically trapped in orbit. It's meaningful to me that the Council exists in this place particularly.

https://bring4th.org/forums/showthread.p...#pid276465