09-10-2018, 06:07 AM
I am really excited now about life. Though I have been drinking.
I feel really calm and peaceful. I don't care what other people think about me.
It's such a relief. And I know I can do real good in the world.
I want to become a shaman so bad. I don't know if I can handle it.
But if I can help myself through schizophrenia and bipolar and then help others,
I'd have done my duty for being here.
I don't know what else to say.
But I am glad to be here.
Thank you all.
I love you very much.
I feel really calm and peaceful. I don't care what other people think about me.
It's such a relief. And I know I can do real good in the world.
I want to become a shaman so bad. I don't know if I can handle it.
But if I can help myself through schizophrenia and bipolar and then help others,
I'd have done my duty for being here.
I don't know what else to say.
But I am glad to be here.
Thank you all.
I love you very much.