05-27-2018, 05:01 PM
So I had a weird one this week.
I had a surprise day off as a client had to reschedule and I woke up not sick at all but my body wouldn't even drink anything all day.
I have breakfast within 30 minutes of waking everyday like clockwork so this was odd. I realise now it was an unconscious spiritual fast.
Later in the day a friend stopped by and before they did I for some reason felt compelled to pray that the visit be used to our highest good. A bit strange but I do that some times.
Anyways 2 in the afternoon I still haven't had even my morning tea or water and the friend stops in on their way by.
After 10 minutes of normal discussion my memory gets weird. I am in my body everything feels normal but my consciousness is now split and I am also simultaneously about a foot and a half above my body.
I have left my body due to trauma twice that I know of but this was different. I didn't leave my body it was like my consciousness was split or expanded out into two perspectives. In the moment I remember feeling overwhelmed with the feeling of love. I remember the feeling of tears coming from my eyes because the love was so intense but I also remember it from floating outside the body simultaneously. This happened twice(that I remember) and both times I spoke to my guest saying things I would never say. It felt like someone else said those things to the point I am not 100% sure all that was said. I heard it from the outside perspective vs spoke it from within the body.
The whole things is a bit strange because I lost some time I remember clearly about 5 minutes but 30 minutes went by.
So it doesn't really matter I guess if this was channeling or whatever because I know it was only more of my essence so my soul using my body more fully but it was certainly worth talking about yet I am not thinking many people would be able to follow except here.
Is it channeling if your own soul takes over or is it possession? Consciously I know my job is to channel my soul frequency as completely as possible so maybe that's what happened, and when the soul was in control it pushed my ego outside the body which is why I remember it stronger from outside. I remember the overwhelming love feeling and that is what I feel when meditating to bring in my soul light so I know it was not another energy. Just really crazy and I am still making sense of it.
The friend phoned me Friday and seems changed. Like fundamental parts of their ego are now altered. Not sure if it's temporary or permanent but they basically in a 10 minute conversation just made a list of how in 3 days they feel and are behaving like a different person. They seemed pleased about these changes, relieved as they were parts that cause self sabotage. I didn't even say anything very interesting, at least what I can remember was nearly giberish. I am starting to wonder if just exposure to the energy not so much the words themselves is what effected them so much.
Needed to share this with someone but I am also interested in if others have experienced this. I didn't at all find it disturbing but as usual the human mind wants to fill in the gaps and understand.
I had a surprise day off as a client had to reschedule and I woke up not sick at all but my body wouldn't even drink anything all day.
I have breakfast within 30 minutes of waking everyday like clockwork so this was odd. I realise now it was an unconscious spiritual fast.
Later in the day a friend stopped by and before they did I for some reason felt compelled to pray that the visit be used to our highest good. A bit strange but I do that some times.
Anyways 2 in the afternoon I still haven't had even my morning tea or water and the friend stops in on their way by.
After 10 minutes of normal discussion my memory gets weird. I am in my body everything feels normal but my consciousness is now split and I am also simultaneously about a foot and a half above my body.
I have left my body due to trauma twice that I know of but this was different. I didn't leave my body it was like my consciousness was split or expanded out into two perspectives. In the moment I remember feeling overwhelmed with the feeling of love. I remember the feeling of tears coming from my eyes because the love was so intense but I also remember it from floating outside the body simultaneously. This happened twice(that I remember) and both times I spoke to my guest saying things I would never say. It felt like someone else said those things to the point I am not 100% sure all that was said. I heard it from the outside perspective vs spoke it from within the body.
The whole things is a bit strange because I lost some time I remember clearly about 5 minutes but 30 minutes went by.
So it doesn't really matter I guess if this was channeling or whatever because I know it was only more of my essence so my soul using my body more fully but it was certainly worth talking about yet I am not thinking many people would be able to follow except here.
Is it channeling if your own soul takes over or is it possession? Consciously I know my job is to channel my soul frequency as completely as possible so maybe that's what happened, and when the soul was in control it pushed my ego outside the body which is why I remember it stronger from outside. I remember the overwhelming love feeling and that is what I feel when meditating to bring in my soul light so I know it was not another energy. Just really crazy and I am still making sense of it.
The friend phoned me Friday and seems changed. Like fundamental parts of their ego are now altered. Not sure if it's temporary or permanent but they basically in a 10 minute conversation just made a list of how in 3 days they feel and are behaving like a different person. They seemed pleased about these changes, relieved as they were parts that cause self sabotage. I didn't even say anything very interesting, at least what I can remember was nearly giberish. I am starting to wonder if just exposure to the energy not so much the words themselves is what effected them so much.
Needed to share this with someone but I am also interested in if others have experienced this. I didn't at all find it disturbing but as usual the human mind wants to fill in the gaps and understand.