04-29-2018, 09:04 PM
God, my discovery of the Law of One is exhausting...
No sooner do I find this thread than read about all kinds of s*** that freaks me out and on the SAME thread by elspru that caused me to make my last thread, now I'm having ANOTHER fear from the same thread.
This time it's about the concept of there being a galaxy that has quashed free will. For some reason, I'm worried I'll be reincarnated into it by my oversoul. I know it sounds weird, but for some reason, I'm worried my higher self has an interest in finding out what that's like. And I don't want that. I read this Facebook post today where this guy said accepting negative experience is positive and wanting positive experience is negative, which I agree with. But now my fears about that horrifying concept arise I think BECAUSE I have a hard time understanding the concept. I REALLY don't want to reincarnate as some robot slave with no free will because it's soul is in a soul canister. But I'm AFRAID of the concept, so I'm worried I will, simply because I fear it. That make sense? And it's like, I can try arguing with myself and using Logos to point out all the ways it VERY LIKELY will prove to have been a bad idea, yet for some reason, I still fear it happening.
WHY IS THAT?
Does my higher self wanna see what it's like?! Because we can see evidence after evidence of people finding out they don't want that (the robots with souls referenced in the last thread for instance, the STO robots with no free will having pretty much NO CATALYST, etc.)
I guess it's just that the thought that there's a galaxy like that out there HORRIFIES me and I'm trying to come to terms with it's existence.
And since I, being under the Law of Confusion, don't know what that's like and don't know WHY it would be allowed to exist or WHY any soul would willingly choose to put itself into a robot slave body with no free will, I can't shake the fear which makes me worry I'll be reincarnated just to solve it. Is THAT why it exists?! I REALLY don't want to be reincarnated into that hellish situation.
I'm sorry if every post I'm making is one of fear and anxiety, but this site has so many mind-fucks and I am so new to this s***...
No sooner do I find this thread than read about all kinds of s*** that freaks me out and on the SAME thread by elspru that caused me to make my last thread, now I'm having ANOTHER fear from the same thread.
This time it's about the concept of there being a galaxy that has quashed free will. For some reason, I'm worried I'll be reincarnated into it by my oversoul. I know it sounds weird, but for some reason, I'm worried my higher self has an interest in finding out what that's like. And I don't want that. I read this Facebook post today where this guy said accepting negative experience is positive and wanting positive experience is negative, which I agree with. But now my fears about that horrifying concept arise I think BECAUSE I have a hard time understanding the concept. I REALLY don't want to reincarnate as some robot slave with no free will because it's soul is in a soul canister. But I'm AFRAID of the concept, so I'm worried I will, simply because I fear it. That make sense? And it's like, I can try arguing with myself and using Logos to point out all the ways it VERY LIKELY will prove to have been a bad idea, yet for some reason, I still fear it happening.
WHY IS THAT?
Does my higher self wanna see what it's like?! Because we can see evidence after evidence of people finding out they don't want that (the robots with souls referenced in the last thread for instance, the STO robots with no free will having pretty much NO CATALYST, etc.)
I guess it's just that the thought that there's a galaxy like that out there HORRIFIES me and I'm trying to come to terms with it's existence.
And since I, being under the Law of Confusion, don't know what that's like and don't know WHY it would be allowed to exist or WHY any soul would willingly choose to put itself into a robot slave body with no free will, I can't shake the fear which makes me worry I'll be reincarnated just to solve it. Is THAT why it exists?! I REALLY don't want to be reincarnated into that hellish situation.
I'm sorry if every post I'm making is one of fear and anxiety, but this site has so many mind-fucks and I am so new to this s***...