Can negative beings fake love?

[AnthroHeart]

you have to trust, that nothing bad can happen (and i can assure you of this!).
You might experience the fear getting bigger and stronger, but its "only" fear, the energy cannot harm you!
Ultimately, you have a chance to significantly "reduce" the counterforce in you.
(btw, i believe this is a big part of your mental condition).

Yeah, about my mental condition.
It's Schizoaffective disorder. Schizophrenia combined with Bipolar.

I'm able to tune into the energy of the schizoaffective.
Once I have that and am feeling it, I just request the energy "please heal my schizoaffective". It sits behind my 3rd eye in a somewhat tight field.
Then I can feel how the energy moves as it processes it.
It's a very stuck energy. I've been going at it for about 10-20 minutes and it hasn't really moved.
But patience is what's needed. Once I am able to separate it from my own field, I can send it back to the Light, and then fill the void with Love/Light.

This is what I'm trying now. Though it feels like it's just disappearing slowly rather than separating. That's what heal seems to do in this.

It really helps when you can feel it because you can keep the energy focused on the right thing to work the most effectively.

I'll be anxious to see how this clears up my thinking and keeps me from spirialing downward.
When I ask my higher self to heal it, I feel a shift in the way the energy is being processed. But I have to keep my mind on it.
It might take longer because it's a physical thing in the brain rather than just energy field.
I feel it in my frontal lobes, which are typically used to slow down the uncontrolled expansion of the mind. Like putting on the brakes.
It should work as long as it wasn't preincarnational programming.

If done with the feeling of love, it is even more powerful.
After I set the intent, I can then just say "thank you for my healing." and repeat that.
Repeating "already healed" can also work.

It's like this energy pattern I created to allow my higher self to work with and stay focused.

[Agua]

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[AnthroHeart]

Thank you Agua for that advice. Yes I find that very interesting. That's why the energy didn't move.
You have so much insight.

I think that if I take my meds, they block the schizophrenia experiencing, and I may lose my ability to sense energy too because I think they close down the 3rd eye.
If I don't take them, it takes about 6 months last time before I was in a mental hospital for a short time. It acts fast if things get out of control and I can't handle them.

Well I learned. At least I could feel energetically my schizophrenia. It's very real.

I'm also trying not to just "hold on to this power". I don't want to be attached to it, but I find it useful and beneficial to have. If I have to lose it for whatever reason I'm willing to give it up.
But they say use it or lose it.

I love how the Universe works. It teaches you lessons and is sometimes counter-intuitive.

Should I use my ability to more directly face my schizophrenia, in a way I can handle?

Is it wrong to keep God's love energy with me while I face the fear, to make it easier? I feel the fear energetically in my solar plexus. Is it wrong to put God's love into the fear?

I'm also trying not to "love something out of fear" like loving something so that I can get through it and it will go away. No matter how much I want to genuinely love something, I can't get past that thought. So I'm stuck.
It is certainly right that when the student is ready the teacher will appear. I'm glad you have given your advice. That's one thing is I'm usually very good at taking advice.

I find that I lust after what I deep down actually fear. I lusted after anthros. But when I look into their actual energy, it doesn't jive with mine. It doesn't match mine.
Anthros in a past life does resonate very well with me. But not in this life. I like them, that I fell in love with one. But I find that interesting that their energy doesn't come really close to mine.
It's heavier. But why do I love them?

I just intuited that what's a good thing is to feel God's love and have it be with me, but not try to put it into the fear. Just experience the fear as it comes and love it. But when I love it, it actually sends energy from my heart chakra into what I am loving. So it's still a sending without me trying to send.

Thing is I have to face my fear without showing it. Because my mom will know I'm off my meds and I'll have to go to court.

Should I chase my fears in order to love them?

[AnthroHeart]

Or maybe it's best to sit in stillness with God and let whatever sensations happen be ok.
At least then I am held and feel fulfilled.

I can't feel God's Love directly. I only feel the chakras around my heart are balanced.
If I felt God's love it would overwhelm me. So my heart chakra is blocking it.
So I live by faith instead of feeling overwhelming love that I couldn't handle.
I still feel little loves like love for my dog, and I feel my own love for God.
I may be receiving a little love from God in my heart. Just not enough to be too noticable.
I feel it pushing on my heart chakra, but it doesn't enter much and stir up emotions.
I do feel like I am forgiven and being held though, and totally accepted.

[Agua]

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[AnthroHeart]

Yes, do share your experiences.
The images I saw weren't all that scary actually. It was a strong emotional hypersensitivity though that I felt.
I am not sure about sharing them though because they are fear based.

Thank you for encouraging me to stay on my meds. I was concerned they might not let me face my fears directly.
But I haven't been off them long, so I don't think I'm going to lose too much of my energy sensitivity and I just gained somewhat the feeling of God's love.
It's like I have to try to open my heart, but it's hard. But I'm going to stop trying in case it gets too much.

[Agua]

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[AnthroHeart]

(i have more grounding exercises in my bag of tricks, if you want to accelerate the process)

Actually practicing presence is a great advice and a gift that I'm going to work on and am working on now. I'm in no rush, so for now I'll work with the presence you mentioned.
Later when I'm more present, I'll definitely ask for more help.

I never usually stick with anything for long, except I finished a book and I finished graduate school/college. So I can stick with things.
I just need to establish how crucial and effective this presence can be for me.

I have the ability to ask my guidance yes/no questions, so during my experiences of fear I can get truth. Knowing what's true or not.
At least hear what I need to hear for the moment. I just have to ask out of love and not fear, and with the right intent.
Sometimes guidance is so subtle that it takes awhile to get a reading on it.

Thank you again for such detailed information. And for sticking with me so far. I help others and I get help myself. It's so amazing.

But if there's something critical you want to tell me, that you feel guided to do so, feel free.

I notice there's a "tiredness" that makes it harder to stay present. I can feel the energy of presence and am allowing that to help me stay present,
but presence is more of a conscious thing, and goes beyond that. Not relying only on something else to make me present.
When I make a decision, energy shifts and begins to automatically reinforce that decision.

[Agua]

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[AnthroHeart]

I'm learning not to become jaded because I was duped by fake love from a negative being.
All I want is love. I need to trust in love. Even if it is faked, it still feels good. Really good.
Don't let it jade me to the love that I feel at times.
But I'm not pushing the jaded side of me away. I'm feeling it in full, loving it, and being present with it.


"i already told you critical stuff, very unfiltered, and i am amazed you took it without resistance?"
I am very good at taking advice. I declined sex once because of advice. And that was with another furry so it was like extra hard. It's like there's a camaraderie.
I felt totally accepting of your advice because it felt genuine.

[Dekalb_Blues]

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Can they?! Is the Pope a religious man?! 


Do bears on acid trip in the woods?!
 

"The most important thing in life is honesty. Once you can fake that, you’ve got it made."
---- Anon. Wiseguy
https://quoteinvestigator.com/2011/12/05/fake-honesty/



Of course there's quite a behavioural distance between Jake Blues's merely, um... cavalier approach to a certain expediency,
let us say, in intimate bonding -- and full-blown STS psychopathy. But if a relatively benign being like this character portrays 
(remember, he & his brother Elwood, though a bit shifty around the edges, are in the midst being on a mission from God -- 


-- so the conventional niceties may not necessarily apply) is capable of playing someone's heart-strings like a hillbilly-fiddle
in the name of a good cause, just imagine what someone fully-invested in remorseless exploitation is apt to accomplish in
the name of something Other...





The unexpected and unmentioned (and in fact, all but unmentionable, what with today's STS-psychopolitically-
seeded received-pseudo-wisdom with all its terroristic/destabilizatory puritanical triggerings) is that at a deep level of the 
psyche one chooses  as "victim" to symbiotize with one's "persecutor" for the evolutionary lulz of it all -- of course each polarity 
is allowed to do its best/worst with this power-dominance challenge, all being fair in love & war, as they say. The Negatives
go in for psychological warfare, in which the naively-trusting good-natured STO dupe is demoralized before any physical 
contact by the mere lack of access to the full spectrum of information about his actual options, and instead is cunningly
forced to (unwittingly) choose among an array of very lame responses. If he doesn't know that opting-out is even a thing, he will 
now be reduced to fighting a defensive battle on the adversary's chosen ground & timetable. STS's only weapon is Fear. Fear
and Ignorance -- STS's two weapons are Fear and Ignorance, and an almost fanatical devotion to Brute Force -- three weapons, 
the three weapons of STS are -- and there's Surprise, too -- the four weapons of -- uh, amongst their weaponry are such diverse
elements as -- oh wait, I'll come again.


https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=V9CSQfdFJ20
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=EE2ysqOYekQ 


It's easy being easy if you're easy . 
 
Bloody Thoth! Always photo-bombing my selfies!  

[AnthroHeart]

But one can as well work on the higher chakras, with enough power we can try to force it open, fighting against our invisible fear, giving more and more energy into the system.... until it breaks open and all the hidden stuff explodes into our (unprepared) consciousness.

Can you elaborate on the hidden stuff exploding into our consciousness?

I am in an allowing state. The Love/Light is flowing in through my crown. It just is, without me forcing it, like a stream.
I also look into the red ray. But not really many fears at all are coming to the surface.
Are you saying that if you keep getting love/light and don't face the fears (because they aren't showing themselves) that they will suddenly all come at once?
I do get little ones like bugs flying toward my face and I jerk back. Or seeing a license plate that says KLL on it which reminds me of kill.

Does it just take awhile before you can face your major fears?

My guidance, when I ask if this is intelligent infinity flowing in through my crown says "yes". Because I tuned into the energy pattern of that and this was what came through.
Though I don't feel the joy or bliss that Ra talks about when one opens the gateway. I don't know if I've opened the gateway because the stream isn't too strong.
It makes me curious though. I don't know if my chakras are crystalized or not to carry a higher current. It's just on, flowing continually. Soft and easy, no rushing.

It's not just crown but I feel a stream coming into my heart just now too. That one feels good.

I'll be patient. Whatever happens, happens. I feel balanced. I do get just a little emotional.
I'm reading an article on whether motherly love is stronger than fatherly love for a child.

[Agua]

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[AnthroHeart]

Yes, you answered my questions. Thank you.

I always look forward to your posts with "baited breath" as they say here.

I'm working on whatever feels right at the time, whether it be lower or higher states.

I used to be hypersexual in my fantasies. So I looked at what stimulated me and just allowed myself to love it rather than getting aroused.
So I was able to pull my strong orange ray upwards to the heart. I see a bit clearer now that I'm not inundated by twisted fantasies.

I will try not to interpret what I am experiencing.

[AnthroHeart]

Do bears on acid trip in the woods?!
 



 
Bloody Thoth! Always photo-bombing my selfies!  

Bears don't trip, but Pikachu does:



That Thoth one was great!

[Dekalb_Blues]

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I knew that bloody @#&! Fegelein would be behind it all!



Speaking of negative beings playing their kind of games, IGW, you might enjoy this very interesting (and
eminently positive) couple's inquiry into the psychopathy question --
Craig Ferguson, of course, hosted a hugely successful American alternative-to-the-usual-corporate-fare
of-utter-bullshit late-night TV talk show for nearly a decade some years back, and now pursues whatever 
strikes his fancy -- sometimes (as in this recent series of informal dialogues with experts in various significant 
fields on fairly vital issues) in dynamic-duet with with his dear wife Meghan, who is quite capable of giving as 
well as she gets from this particular daftly quick-witted ex-Scot:

  

[AnthroHeart]

After talking with my teacher, I realized that when tuning into the artwork of that anthro character,
it wasn't the character I was feeling. The immense love I felt was from my guide. I don't think it was
faked love. It lasted like 2 weeks.

Also when the love went away and I just felt in my solar plexus, that was probably me feeling
the energy of the artist, and not the character. I don't think beings like that exist like I thought they did.

My spirit guides use these characters because to me they feel safe. I feel immense love through them,
because it is the love of my guides I am feeling.