So I posted a week or so ago about my first fully aware negative greeting. It was stunning.
Im wondering though how do we determine exact polarity? Wouldn't any energy darker than my current state read as a negative greeting?
Could I potentially accidentally inflict a negative greeting on say the Dalai lama who I imagine is quite full of light so I might inflict something by sending thoughts toward him if I were in a bad state?
This thing(other self) entered very clearly and moved my face, settled into my solar plexus region briefly till I sent it away. It felt very distant cold and dark, creepy something I haven't felt in this life, like it was in a very cold pit way far away and it manifested a few physical anomalies in my house that night.
My thinking is that I have learned so much about self and other self since this greeting and grown even further in compassion that I see it as having very clearly served me.
One though was a sts being on its way back, needing help to depolarize so it can choose its new polarity.
It would need opportunities to do so. Me using it for catalyst would be a great opportunity to depolarize. .. anyways just speculation and as I usually do I haven't bothered to fully think this through before posting.
Ps if we all learn in this discussion it will depolarize even more because of its effective service.
Lets bring ourselves home!!
I love discussion. Ok I am going to go make chocolate/ginger molasses cookies, wild friday night!!! I'll be back!!
Im wondering though how do we determine exact polarity? Wouldn't any energy darker than my current state read as a negative greeting?
Could I potentially accidentally inflict a negative greeting on say the Dalai lama who I imagine is quite full of light so I might inflict something by sending thoughts toward him if I were in a bad state?
This thing(other self) entered very clearly and moved my face, settled into my solar plexus region briefly till I sent it away. It felt very distant cold and dark, creepy something I haven't felt in this life, like it was in a very cold pit way far away and it manifested a few physical anomalies in my house that night.
My thinking is that I have learned so much about self and other self since this greeting and grown even further in compassion that I see it as having very clearly served me.
One though was a sts being on its way back, needing help to depolarize so it can choose its new polarity.
It would need opportunities to do so. Me using it for catalyst would be a great opportunity to depolarize. .. anyways just speculation and as I usually do I haven't bothered to fully think this through before posting.
Ps if we all learn in this discussion it will depolarize even more because of its effective service.
Lets bring ourselves home!!
I love discussion. Ok I am going to go make chocolate/ginger molasses cookies, wild friday night!!! I'll be back!!