03-17-2017, 01:25 AM
(03-17-2017, 12:55 AM)sjel Wrote:(03-16-2017, 11:27 PM)Aion Wrote: You could do it in to a pillow? Or disguise it as vocal warm ups aha
The thing is that sometimes when I do this exercise, a LOT comes out. Like a scary, call-the-police-and-lock-your-doors intensity. And it is beyond frustrating to limit the intensity of jibberish meditation once I start (i.e., having to tell myself 'not louder than this.') As in, the energy that was prepared to expel out of my throat crams itself back into the crevices of my body that were thought to be relieved, doubling the anxiety associated with it.
Mm, yes I understand how that is and really for full effectiveness you don't want to have to hold back. Are there any local wilderness areas that might be effective?
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So that right there is something I can be proud of, and know it is possible to sustain with practice. It made me excruciatingly aware of that damned throat distortion, though...