11-12-2010, 06:51 PM
There have been some really change "goings on" at my home and it's starting to freak me out (understatement). We were told this house (it's actually a log cabin) was built in 1930, but recently found out we were lied to and that it was actually built in the 1800's and MOVED to this acreage in 1930. There's a lot of history in this house, good and bad. Most of it has been "Bible Belt" people who have lived here - lots of fear, etc.
Okay, so the person who sold us this house (as I've mentioned before) is what I would call pure evil (her actions). She spent 15 years here, making everybody's life a living hell. When we moved in, we realized that she had covered up the true nature of the home and we literally had to rebuild it - electrical, plumbing, walls, floors, ceilings, beams, etc., and even had to cover all the logs, put in new windows, etc. etc. Our savings just crashed and now we're really scared - don't know what to do. Hubby retired early from a very good job and we spent tons of that money in savings to make the house inhabitable.
We noticed we had ghosts when we first moved in, and they were "nice" ones. I've experienced spirits since I was a very young child. My children also have the same gift. When we started tearing down walls and floors, etc., it was as if some very (VERY) dark energies were released and things got spooky around here. We prayed, we smudged with sage, we tried all kinds of things. It would get better for a short time, then return.
We went to Utah recently to visit family/friends, and while there, we participated in a beautiful native American Medicine pipe ceremony dedicated to keeping the woman away (that sold us this house), keeping her energy away from us, and getting rid of all negative energy in our home. When we got back to this house, there was a huuuuge difference for good and we were thrilled. But it's like it has come back with a vengeance and we just can't understand it. We smudge, we pray, we've done pipe ceremonies here, we've asked others to pray, but good changes are only momentary.
This place is very dark (both literal and figuratively). It seems like no sunshine comes in through the windows. It's so dark in the day time that I have to turn lights on. I don't have curtains covering my windows, either. It is really depressing. My two little girls (my oldest two children are raised and moved out - there's a lot of space between them all), have started fighting. Normally they got a long really well and love each other like crazy. But lately they are both defiant, bossy, moody, ANGRY (bad), and fight like crazy, even physically.
I have turned into a maniac regarding my emotions - feel so dark, depressed, angry, etc. SAD, too. My husband has really changed and feels he has no aim or direction anymore. He's looking for work now. Even our animals have started fighting - hissing, smacking each other other with their paws, etc. Crazy behaviors! And speaking of animals, the deer that used to come here DAILY at around 5:30 p.m. haven't been here for months. Not ONE.
So, with that background given, let me tell you of a couple of strange things that happened. I was laying in bed a couple of weeks ago, and I heard the STRANGEST sound. It sounded almost like a chirping of a cricket, only it had more than one 'voice' to it, and it was LOUD. My eight year old girl (who is special needs and usually fears nothing), woke up and screamed, "Noooooo!!! NOOOOO!!" Then the sound stopped. She sighed with relief and I expected her to come running to my bed, but she didn't. I was scared, too! Night after night she begs me to let her sleep in my bed with me, and neither of the girls will sleep with the lights off now.
When I walk up the steps, one of the lights in my ceiling fan either flickers or goes all the way off. I checked it and the bulb is good and it's in tight. We've had many NEW bulbs blow out in various places in the home - the kind that are supposed to last seven years. One exploded and ruined our whole lamp.
Last night, I was sitting here at the computer desk, and it faces two windows which go out to my back deck. It's pitch DARK outside (I live in the forest in Kentucky). Suddenly, I heard LOUD footsteps coming up the deck stairs and they walk to the window and stop. I knew somebody was looking in at me. I yelled out my husband's name, thinking he was trying to spook me (but he knows better). Then I ran like a bat out of hell and found him sitting peacefully in the family room. I told him someone was on our deck and he ran out there, turned the light on, and nobody was there. It wasn't my imagination and it wasn't an animal. It was something with two feet. I was SO creeped out.
So I go to bed later, and I'm laying there and some really odd things start happening. The girls' bedroom light was illuminating the hall a bit (our rooms are across from one another). Suddenly I would see the ceiling fan/light have an "aura" around it. Or the light from the girls room seemed to get like 3-4 times brighter. And then I saw a weird "cloud" type thing in my doorway (I have a double doorway) that was a light green color (kind of olive green) and had a strange outline to it that was a lighter brown. It also appeared to have a "nucleus" of sorts - which was also brown. Stuff like this kept happening over and over again until sleep overtook me. Then I dreamed of aliens (bad ones) that were trying to hurt me and steal me and my family away. I woke up with a seriously pounding heart an hour later.
Any comments about what this might be all about? We are putting this house up for sale - but I feel bad because I don't want a new owner to suffer.
Thanks!