Loving someone more than you love yourself

[Glow]

Nowheretoday- just curious how your balancing of this is going? I keep doing more work but it seems there are layers like an onion with this.

Anyways I'm thinking of you. Hope you have been moving through it and will find your way out.
No more round and round we go.

I'm good, I still experience random flares of anger and sadness, I think about it daily but the thoughts wear off until there's nothing left to think about. I've been doing some Tarot readings and it just confirms that this is the way.
I'm back to the gym and eating well, over the weekend abused video games to escape but I guess it's part of the rebuilding, healing.

How about you, you doing well?

I'm glad you posted. Thank you. My oracle readings have been spot on too, same cards over and over, which I actually appreciate lol and the gym is a great outlet.
I discovered 8.4mph is exactly how fast I have to go to outrun this perticular demon. makes me laugh to think I can outrun demons/inner turmoil.

Writing stuff out to burn/release seems to help too.

I'd say video games to give your heart/brain a rest is good, just a break, can't work all the time.
No long term effects like alcohol or drugs so it seems like a good choice.

Last night was the first night I slept more than 4 hours so I'd say it's an improvement.
Thanks for the update! If you need anything I'm online frequently, just let me know.

[Observer]

Relationships are a ever unfolding cosmic partnership that is both infinitely unlikely and infinitely likely, you will always be one. So any relationship or experience with another you may encounter you should observe, appreciate, and learn from all catalyst.

There is no separation between you and your partner; You are both the face of the creator, infinitely chosen to be alive at this detrimental period in Earth's soul stream.

[Nía]

Hey Nowheretoday,

how are you doing? Haven't seen you here in a while...

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