I feel consciousness getting lighter

[Lighthead]

it's more like i'm always malnourished because Blatz is right. food is dead, feels dead. dieting only makes me tired. veganism would kill me. i feel like i'm never getting enough nourishment while calories etc seem adequate & i'm full. just going vegan sounds hard, even if ur a millionaire.

Trust me it's not that hard. And also trust me when I say that you don't have to be rich to go vegan. Meat is actually expensive. Neither I, nor my mom has a job right now, and it's actually cheaper for us to go vegan than it is to go meat. Bananas (a typical vegan food) are cheap. Beans and rice are cheap. We've been able to find a Korean grocery store that has dirt cheap fruits and vegetables. Beef and chicken is really expensive. Our dinner yesterday was sauteed baby bok choy, spinach, jalapeños, onions and a pico de gallo salsa mixed in that tasted sooo delicious. My mom would normally mix eggs into that, but we didn't even miss the eggs. I came to realize that it was the vegetables that gave it the flavor. Trust me, people who don't want to go meatless don't know what they're missing.

[AnthroHeart]

When I get a foot long sub at Subway, I can barely taste the meat. So I might choose their veggie sub in the future. Lots of veggies, and ranch dressing.

[Diana]

to me losing weight equals malnutrition. bleh.

Maybe you are already thin. The only major breakthrough in life extension was discovering that fruit flies and rats live longer if fed less than what is considered the minimum caloric requirements.

What does your diet consist of? Do you eat healthily? Any live food? Do you feel some part of you is emotionally starving?

[Minyatur]

Yeah, been cutting down on the meditation and focussing on metta to get more balance. The deja vu feeling is odd, it's not about anything specific but a feeling like my entire life has happened before. Like I'm on the verge of remembering past lives, or something.

You're probably getting closer to the reality (or awareness) that the universe is infinite. That's probably why you feel like your life has happened before. Just my thoughts. On an infinite time loop, everything has already happened before.

Yes, that's exactly what it feels like! It's kind of overwhelming though, especially as the room in front of my eyes starts to shimmer and drift like I've just had a dose of LSD or something, haha. It feels slightly sinister, but I don't know if that's a real feeling or just my ego kicking in to try to stop me pushing further.

You are so tripping me out when you say that it feels slightly sinister. Almost all of my truly mystical experiences have a sinister feel to them. I wonder if most people who've had them would acknowledge that that could be a basic component of one. I tend to feel, at once, infinitely good and yet infinitely evil. I think that it could be the fact that in a mystical experience, both polarities are trying to merge to express their unity. That's what I think it could be.

You can have links with negative entities, they do react to awakening. Christians do put much emphasis on breaking these links or casting them away not that it is necessary in away way. If you do not wish to cast anything away just picture them as twisted friends.

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About the impact you perceive of not eating meat. I doubt that it is actually about meat in itself, fasting is just very empowering spiritually and can be done in various degrees and various ways. Not eating meat is a kind of fasting. Last time I've fasted a few years back when I was more into christianity, I hadn't eaten anything for 3 days and I felt like a over-opened beacon of love and light (energy) for some time after.

[Nuria Luz]

Hi there!

For those who feel tired even in these days of giant waves of energy pouring through us, I'll tell what I read a couple of weeks ago.
The article I read said that all this energy is loaded with 4D info, and that is heavy to swallow for 3D bodies. It is just normal that we need quiet time to digest such amount of info so we can integrate it to our lives. That is one of the reasons raw/vegan/vegetarian diet is thriving, the body (body/mind/spirit complex, you know) can not afford to spend so many resources digesting heavy meals.

More or less that was the article and it makes a lot of sense to me. I could not understand why I was feeling tired and at the same time feel all these energy going through me. I tough I should be energised, right? I wasn't adding integration time into the equation.

Love & Light! 

[TetrisMcKenna]

Makes sense, it does feel like there's a lot of information being 'downloaded' as of late! I've been getting a lot of insight into visualising/feeling out what a 4D experience would be like, being free of time, and the nature of 3D timelines being like a Darwinian process of spirit. It's obviously very interesting but also tiring, like you say.

[Observer]

I can agree 100% with the original post, I have been feeling madly awakened recently, and realizing the linearity of the reality we live in. Birds have been calling to me very strongly as often I will hear their chatter over any other sound outside, and I have been having the ability lately to hone my senses very easily, and discern different aspects of reality and pick it apart to make more sense of it. Our time is coming closer my friends, a time for us living past the veil to shine.

[Bluebell]

i'm craving salad more n more. maybe because winter is drifting away.

[outerheaven]

I agree on the point of meat being "heavy," though I'd say all food has a similar grounding effect and helps tie us to third density -- I mean that's quite obvious if we think about it in those terms, right? Eating helps sustain our third density bodies. Some foods far more than others.

Like Minyatur I've done 3 day fasts and the spiritual effects are incredible and wondrous. I stop feeling hungry, and it feels like the door to the spirit world is open. I don't mean to say that starvation is totally awesome and harmless and you can just pass over at will when you're ready ... then again I think the mental approach allows you to see from a different perspective. No doubt I have a privileged view point and don't have to worry about my next meal when I do decide to eat again.

I eat healthy foods, I'm physically active, and I've got a fast metabolism. I also don't particularly like eating -- to me it's more of a chore, but I get the communal aspect and attraction to it. Anyhow, this has given me a unique set of circumstances to ponder our diets and how norms dictate what our bodies should look like and the effect this has on us.

To be honest I'd love to eat less than I do. But if I don't force myself to eat to maintain this body weight, I'll drop quickly and look "unwell" to family/friends and strangers I'm sure too. Plus I'm still wanting to look muscular and fit. And oh, physical vitality is a huge part of it -- I do a lot of physical work and if I'm not eating enough it obviously becomes more difficult.

The question I've always wondered is how much more are we capable of in these 3D bodies, that we don't get to use, because we're so conditioned to be tied to this particular vibration? A vibration in which people are getting larger and larger on unhealthier foods, mind you? How much do our diets enable the society we live in, where so many of us just work work work and never give a thought towards esoteric truths -- because we really can't see or feel as much spiritually?

I'm not intentionally dancing around the point I want to make -- I'll try to be more succinct -- some part of our body image is societal control by programming and conditioning. I don't think anyone would dispute that. What I'm trying to say is that there are very real spiritual ramifications of that.

*goes off to start a cult where nobody eats or works but sits around in heavenly meditation all day*

[isis]

*goes off to start a cult where nobody eats or works but sits around in heavenly meditation all day*

I'll be in your cult, Voltaire!!!!!!!

[AnthroHeart]

4D energies are bringing up some subconscious things that I have to deal with. Making me very nervous.
I don't feel that much of a lightbeing, certainly not a wayshower or a lightworker.
I might not be able to survive full 4D light.
As it grows, it gets harder for me to be here. I am somewhat dark in my thinking.
Full of perversions.

[Bluebell]

stop judging ur perversions. observe them, let them be.

[Minyatur]

4D energies are bringing up some subconscious things that I have to deal with. Making me very nervous.
I don't feel that much of a lightbeing, certainly not a wayshower or a lightworker.
I might not be able to survive full 4D light.
As it grows, it gets harder for me to be here. I am somewhat dark in my thinking.
Full of perversions.

When you speak of perversions, what I see is shame. Shame is the only problem as it is rejection of self and it is what is not consonant with 4D as you become open in your thoughts toward others. You're directly or indirectly afraid of a telepathic link with others in short.

[AnthroHeart]

4D energies are bringing up some subconscious things that I have to deal with. Making me very nervous.
I don't feel that much of a lightbeing, certainly not a wayshower or a lightworker.
I might not be able to survive full 4D light.
As it grows, it gets harder for me to be here. I am somewhat dark in my thinking.
Full of perversions.

When you speak of perversions, what I see is shame. Shame is the only problem as it is rejection of self and it is what is not consonant with 4D as you become open in your thoughts toward others. You're directly or indirectly afraid of a telepathic link with others in short.

I only worried about it when I read that perversions are caused by demons. I didn't believe in demons before.

A telepathic connection with everyone would actually be freeing, because then I wouldn't have any judgment.

[Minyatur]

4D energies are bringing up some subconscious things that I have to deal with. Making me very nervous.
I don't feel that much of a lightbeing, certainly not a wayshower or a lightworker.
I might not be able to survive full 4D light.
As it grows, it gets harder for me to be here. I am somewhat dark in my thinking.
Full of perversions.

When you speak of perversions, what I see is shame. Shame is the only problem as it is rejection of self and it is what is not consonant with 4D as you become open in your thoughts toward others. You're directly or indirectly afraid of a telepathic link with others in short.

I only worried about it when I read that perversions are caused by demons. I didn't believe in demons before.

A telepathic connection with everyone would actually be freeing, because then I wouldn't have any judgment.

Demons are other-selves with whom you resonate. If you want to label them negatively it is your choice.

[Bluebell]

i love my perversions!

[Bluebell]

imo as long as u don't hurt anyone w ur perversions there's nothing wrong w them. i feel most shame for having hurt others.

[AnthroHeart]

Demons are other-selves with whom you resonate. If you want to label them negatively it is your choice.

What about here: http://montalk.net/metaphys/267/sto-sts-and-densities

It says "He could, by his own choice to indulge in his vices when nudged by these demons, descend into alcoholism, perversion, depression, violence, or illness, suicide, and eventual death."

[AnthroHeart]

imo as long as u don't hurt anyone w ur perversions there's nothing wrong w them. i feel most shame for having hurt others.

I agree but I don't believe I have ever hurt another human.

[Bluebell]

animals count too.

[Bluebell]

Demons are other-selves with whom you resonate. If you want to label them negatively it is your choice.

What about here: http://montalk.net/metaphys/267/sto-sts-and-densities

It says "He could, by his own choice to indulge in his vices when nudged by these demons, descend into alcoholism, perversion, depression, violence, or illness, suicide, and eventual death."

who's It?

[AnthroHeart]

Demons are other-selves with whom you resonate. If you want to label them negatively it is your choice.

What about here: http://montalk.net/metaphys/267/sto-sts-and-densities

It says "He could, by his own choice to indulge in his vices when nudged by these demons, descend into alcoholism, perversion, depression, violence, or illness, suicide, and eventual death."

who's It?

The guy or woman who wrote the article.

[Bluebell]

they didn't specify wut counts as a perversion.

[Lighthead]

I don't think that you should overly worry about it Gemini. I like what Bluebell wrote here:

imo as long as u don't hurt anyone w ur perversions there's nothing wrong w them.

The only person that you could be offending Gemini is the Creator (because It knows your thoughts), but trust me when I say that he/she is way beyond that. I mean when you consider that the Logos who was created by the Creator had a hand in forming something as seemingly "bad" as the STS path, why would you have to feel ashamed about something that is not hurting anyone, like Bluebell said? And then, when you go even further to consider that the so-called "evil" path of STS is apparently serving the Creator in its own way, then there really is nothing that you have to worry about. That doesn't necessarily give us carte-blanche to just do anything, but our thoughts are own thoughts. Consider this Ra quote that a lot of people here are familiar with:

18.5 Questioner: Thank you. I have a question here from Jim that I will read verbatim: “Much of the mystic tradition of seeking on Earth holds that belief that the individual self must be erased or obliterated and the material world ignored for an entity to reach ‘nirvana,’ as it’s called, or enlightenment. What is the proper role of the individual self and its worldly activities in aiding an entity to grow more into the Law of One?”

Ra: I am Ra. The proper role of the entity is in this density to experience all things desired, to then analyze, understand, and accept these experiences, distilling from them the love/light within them. Nothing shall be overcome. That which is not needed falls away.

The orientation develops due to analysis of desire. These desires become more and more distorted towards conscious application of love/light as the entity furnishes itself with distilled experience. We have found it to be inappropriate in the extreme to encourage the overcoming of any desires, except to suggest the imagination rather than the carrying out in the physical plane, as you call it, of those desires not consonant with the Law of One; this preserving the primal distortion of free will.

The reason it is unwise to overcome is that overcoming is an unbalanced action creating difficulties in balancing in the time/space continuum. Overcoming thus creates the further environment for holding onto that which apparently has been overcome.

All things are acceptable in the proper time for each entity, and in experiencing, in understanding, in accepting, in then sharing with other-selves, the appropriate description shall be moving away from distortions of one kind to distortions of another which may be more consonant with the Law of One.

It is, shall we say, a shortcut to simply ignore or overcome any desire. It must instead be understood and accepted. This takes patience and experience which can be analyzed with care, with compassion for self and for other-self.
Categories: Balancing, Positive Path

Notice the parts that I put in bold and also in red. So that tells us that anything we think about is completely okay and off limits. There are some things that I have thought about that may seem horrible to the average person, but as long as I keep this Ra quote in mind when that happens, I really don't have anything to worry about.

And I think that you really don't have anything to worry about either.

[Bluebell]

well said Lighthead

[BlatzAdict]

First I want to say heaven is coming to earth and one of the roles in liberating this planet from fear is to see the ways in which heaven is coming back by discernment of the knowledge of light and the knowledge of love.

secondly for your perusal

http://www.groundology.co.uk/scientific-research

This link shows how after 20 mins of standing bare foot in the soil does to your blood. Think about it, how many parasites do we have in the environment that we are subjected to daily? Some of these parasites may even feed off of the chemicals our brain releases when we are at a painful state.

EVERY and I say EVERY major disease is the result of imflammation. We eat foods high in anti oxidants because it combats inflammation due to the electrical charge it carries which is Neutral = Negative which is also the charge of the earth, plus some other frequencies we call the schuman ressonance.


Potentially we have a way to start dismantling each and every form of control on this planet that has not been seen for hundreds of years on the face of the earth. To finally break free of the Babylonian money magic slave system. One way is the pharmacutical industry, the finding of just being barefoot or connected to the ground even with a metal rod. And the science is saying it too.

the cure for all diseases is right under your feet. this is the new age. when i see something like this.. i know it to be true. implementing more healing and frequency and light technologies to heal people.... now to make it common place would be a feat.

also this video https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=MULciJqofM0 is the presentation where those blood samples are from.

[BlatzAdict]

oops copied my msg by accident

[BlatzAdict]

[Bluebell]

ru saying putting ur bare feet in contact w naked soil gives u parasites?

[I_Am_The_One]

The proper role of the entity is in this density to experience all things desired, to then analyze, understand, and accept these experiences, distilling from them the love/light within them. Nothing shall be overcome. That which is not needed falls away.



I love this. ty Ra much love/light