Tried Everything

[AnthroHeart]

Gemini, whenever there is dissatisfaction, it indicates imbalance, a lack of harmony. In our truest nature, we are even now in ultimate peace and love. Our personality blocks out certain aspects of the pure rainbow of being, and we are left consciously experiencing only a small subset of the total love that is our true self.

So I ask you to consider those things in your life which may be out of balance for you. Aspects of yourself or your situation which you have not yet faced, or have faced but haven't accepted. If we are fighting against (resenting, disapproving) or ignoring aspects of reality, we can't feel at peace. If we can't feel at peace, we can't feel the inner love that brings joy into our lives.

A vital aspect of reality that must be accepted is yourself, since you are present with yourself every waking moment. Kindness and a compassionate approach toward yourself is therefore absolutely essential, including kindness and acceptance toward the aspects of yourself and your experience which you would prefer not to have. Especially towards those aspects, in fact!

Loving-kindness and acceptance are truly the super balm of this Universe. It is possible to find this energy in any circumstances. I find it supremely helpful to view any apparently negative experience, first and foremost, as an exercise of my ability to find love. Everything else is illusory, but if you can find love in a tough spot, that resonates down to the very core of your total Being. And it brings you joy at the same time.

Best of luck to you, dear Gemini. Keep working at it and don't give up. Our entire purpose in this life is not to escape it, but to find heaven and bliss within in. It may seem impossible, but rest assured that it is always, always there waiting to be found.

I am asked to add this message for you: There is a great deal of love for you, love that is unconditional and joyous. You are being carried on the wings of angels through your difficulties, and many, many entities who care are there rooting for your success.

Thank you. This means a lot. When it gets hard, I can try to remember there is love in the moment.

[Stranger]

The other point worth emphasizing is that your inner peace and joy will not come from Ra, the Logos, mother Earth, or anyone else outside of yourself. Only you can grant it to yourself, by making the difficult choice to find peace and loving-kindness in every moment. Doing so is like opening the tap that's always in your reach, and happiness flows out - but most people don't realize it and spend their lives dying of thirst for the inner peace they unconsciously remember having experienced before birth.

Today I had a difficult day - woke up in a miserable mood for no reason, and it continued getting worse until I went for a drive and started radiating love to everyone and trees, nature, everything in my surroundings, despite how I felt inside. Within 10 minutes my emotional state was completely transformed.

[anagogy]

I've called out to Ra, to my spirit guide, to my social memory complex. To mother Earth. To myself. I've tried meditation, different kinds. Some visualizing, some silent. I've called out to my higher self, and to the Logos. I've visualized myself being rocked to sleep in a woman's arms, while she sings to me.

But nothing can help me find that inner peace that I am looking for. To where my energy isn't worn out. Honestly I am exhausted from being here. I've gone out in nature, laid under the stars. I've prayed to God. I've told negative entities to get out of my field, and called in Christ energy to help cleanse me. But nothing works. I am physically worn out. Mentally tired. I've served others when I can. And I try to tend to my needs.

What can I do when nothing else works? I've tried laughing, but that only works for a moment, and only when I find something funny. I think maybe my meds make me groggy. My body hurts it's so tired. And it's hard to hold a thought.

I am not plagued by negative thinking, but my thoughts just don't fulfill me. I'm thinking I want to get to the state of no thought. I want to rest on a higher plane.

"99.5 ↥ Questioner: Finally, of the preliminary questions, one from Jim stating, “For the last three weeks I have often been at the edge of anger and frustration, have had a nearly constant dull pain at my indigo-ray center, and have felt quite drained of energy. Would Ra comment on the source of these experiences and any thoughts or actions that might alleviate it?”

Ra: I am Ra. As in all distortions, the source is the limit of the viewpoint. We may, without serious infringement, suggest three courses of behavior which shall operate upon the distortion expressed.

Firstly, it would be well for the scribe to engage, if not daily then as nearly so as possible, in a solitary strenuous activity which brings this entity to the true physical weariness. Further, although any activity may suffice, an activity chosen for its intended service to the harmony of the group would be quite efficacious.

The second activity is some of your space/time and time/space taken by the entity, directly or as nearly so as possible to the strenuous activity, for solitary contemplation.

Thirdly, the enthusiastic pursuit of the balancing and silent meditations cannot be deleted from the list of helpful activities for this entity.

We may note that the great forte of the scribe is summed in the inadequate sound vibration complex, power. The flow of power, just as the flow of love or wisdom, is enabled not by the chary conserver of its use but by the constant user. The physical manifestation of power being either constructive or destructive strenuous activity, the power-filled entity must needs exercise that manifestation. This entity experiences a distortion in the direction of an excess of stored energy. It is well to know the self and to guard and use those attributes which the self has provided for its learning and its service."

Do you exercise regularly Gemini Wolf?

You might be surprised by the effect this seemingly mundane solution has on depression.

[Plenum]

But nothing can help me find that inner peace that I am looking for. To where my energy isn't worn out. Honestly I am exhausted from being here. I've gone out in nature, laid under the stars. I've prayed to God. I've told negative entities to get out of my field, and called in Christ energy to help cleanse me. But nothing works. I am physically worn out. Mentally tired. I've served others when I can. And I try to tend to my needs.

all the best Gemini. I am sure you are learning, and in the end, that's the only thing that really matters.

this density is not really about being pain-free. At Homecoming, I met a lot of individuals (including Carla!) and even though everyone is doing their best, life is not a cakewalk.

treasure the brief moments in the sunshine, otherwise, the work goes on.

namaste

[Adonai One]

Life can be a cakewalk and the biggest lie I have ever been told is that it cannot be. I will say it again: Every moment can be chosen to be seen as completely ours and perfect, suffering and all. In the end, suffering does not exist especially once it is accepted.

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Learning only matters if it leads to greater joy in all aspects of living. Otherwise, it is not learning at all: You're just a broken record on repeat.

This density can be pain-free if you choose it to be.

[xise]

In the end, suffering does not exist especially once it is accepted.

This realization is the easy part.

The hard part is actually figuring out how you, as an individual entity can actually, accept something difficult. It's much more involved and nuanced than just "doing it." The devil is in the details.

[Adonai One]

There are many shadows to uncover in "the devil" or otherwise known as Archetype 15. What is it that we literally and figuratively refuse to see and love as ourselves?

[AnthroHeart]

No, I don't regularly exercise because it's so hot outside.

I have to be careful about how I exert myself because I had a mini-stroke a few years ago
and I don't want to put excess strain on that weakened part of my brain. I had a small blood-clot
in part of it I believe. The doctor said to keep my heartrate below like 140 or so. So I can't go
till exhaustion.

[Billy]

Life can be a cakewalk and the biggest lie I have ever been told is that it cannot be.

This belief has kept me down for the longest time. So your saying life in this density can be as great and joyous as life in a higher density? Is that what you're saying? Is it!?