06-09-2014, 12:33 PM
My mom is hard to live with. She says God Dammit a lot. And the F-word. She throws them around. She also talks about wanting to kill herself at times. That makes me not want to be alive too. She commands me, expecting me to follow her every whim. She'll wake me out of my bed and tell me to do things for her.
How do you guys/gals love people like these? I feel a little hypocritical because I'm not nice to her because of how difficult she is to live with.
I'd rather not let these things get to me. It's the only thing that makes life difficult to live. I am edgy around her. And she lives with me. So I don't charge her rent.
Am I somehow blocked/unharvestable because of how I don't accept everything she throws at me?
She even threatened to give my dogs away when I'm not there.
How do you guys/gals love people like these? I feel a little hypocritical because I'm not nice to her because of how difficult she is to live with.
I'd rather not let these things get to me. It's the only thing that makes life difficult to live. I am edgy around her. And she lives with me. So I don't charge her rent.
Am I somehow blocked/unharvestable because of how I don't accept everything she throws at me?
She even threatened to give my dogs away when I'm not there.