Wanderers and homosexuality/bisexuality

[AnthroHeart]

I've stopped having sexual relations with people. They just aren't that fulfilling. I focus more on pictures of male anthros, which turn me on much more. They are essentially cartoon characters, so fantasy. I also believe I have a mate in my social memory complex that I can sometimes tune into, and I feel it slightly in my 2nd chakra, with indigo and heart chakras going strongly. The mate is of no particular gender. I feel they are genderless.

Ra said that sexual energy exchange only happens in 4-6 density if I am correct, so I am not sure if it's possible for energy exchange while in 3D.

Gem if a real-life furry cartoon character appeared in the physical 3D space/time you are now inhabiting....would you want to have sex with him? Would you think that would be fulfilling?

I talked with someone else about that. I probably would if they were into it. It would be special, but it wouldn't be meaningful unless I fell in love with them. I am very species specific though. Yes, I think it would be fulfilling.

But my greatest fulfillment would be to become an anthro character myself so I could share it with another anthro.

[michael430]

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[AnthroHeart]

If your partner in another reality has no gender and you recognize that, and if you aren't attracted to humans, why do you say you are gay? Because the cartoons you are interested in are all male characters?

I've had sex in the past with men, so from that context I can say I'm gay.
But yes, all the characters are male I'm interested in.

[xise]

Ra said that sexual energy exchange only happens in 4-6 density if I am correct, so I am not sure if it's possible for energy exchange while in 3D.

There's a lot of discussion of 3d sexual energy transfers in the Ra material.

http://www.lawofone.info/results.php?q=s...y+transfer

[AnthroHeart]

I wonder if sexual energy exchange is possible across densities.
I don't feel like I am having sex with my mate, but I immediately became calmed.
I was tired of life, and I engaged with a sexual energy exchange with my mate in my social memory complex,
and it appears to have restored my vitality, my desire to be here,
because for once I don't feel alone.

[Phoenix]

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[michael430]

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[Phoenix]

For the past year I've had a very large increase in "unusual" desires myself. Nothing harmful or that I would ever engage in... But as I get more into my spirituality and Ra etc. why would this happen? Especially if lessening the impairment is suggested by Ra? It's so confusing sometimes.

Two reasons I can think off offhand: A) Increased sensitivity. B) Negative Greeting, which I think is more common than I once did.

Also, there is the whole plutonian underworld of the subconscious.

[AnthroHeart]

I've had unusual desires too, for as long as I can remember, but nothing I would probably engage in either.

[michael430]

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[xise]

For the past year I've had a very large increase in "unusual" desires myself. Nothing harmful or that I would ever engage in... But as I get more into my spirituality and Ra etc. why would this happen? Especially if lessening the impairment is suggested by Ra? It's so confusing sometimes.

If you found the Ra material at time when you didn't accept, love, or understand as many things as you do now, then one possibility is that all these unusual desires are probably things previously deemed to be "unacceptable" thoughts, feelings, emotions, and shoved and suppressed into your subconscious mind in the past coming out for your processing, understanding, and acceptance.

[michael430]

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[AnthroHeart]

Xise do you think then that "controlling" these thoughts or "accepting" them is how I am to be Harvested ? Edit: sorry , to explain my question I mean to elaborate : harvested and wind up in a (+) higher density? (if I am honest with myself, I have chosen to live my life with that shallow goal in mind)

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I've had unusual desires too, for as long as I can remember, but nothing I would probably engage in either.

Have you always accepted them as you seem to now? Or did you ever fight them and question why you have them?

I've always accepted them and often "get off" to them. But they are sort of gross and wouldn't do them in real life. I don't feel shameful about them.

[Ankh]

I wonder if sexual energy exchange is possible across densities.
I don't feel like I am having sex with my mate, but I immediately became calmed.
I was tired of life, and I engaged with a sexual energy exchange with my mate in my social memory complex,
and it appears to have restored my vitality, my desire to be here,
because for once I don't feel alone.

I think that it's possible to have a sexual energy exchange across the densities. Yahweh for instance mated with Marsian race, whose Guardians they were, when this race came to Earth. But I don't think that it's very probable that this happens these days, with quarantine and all that. On the other hand, I think that our family and friends who are on the other side of the veil greet us a lot and energize us when they can. Or it has happened to me couple of times. It starts as a sensation on top of the head, which then spreads to the whole head, and it's almost like I can "see" the energy then spreading from above to the whole me down.

For the past year I've had a very large increase in "unusual" desires myself. Nothing harmful or that I would ever engage in... But as I get more into my spirituality and Ra etc. why would this happen? Especially if lessening the impairment is suggested by Ra? It's so confusing sometimes.

Maybe it would be helpful to see such thoughts as part of the mysteries of your Potentiator of the mind? She is a bride to be courted, and now she has uncovered those mysteries or secrets for you, shall you now accept her as she is, completely, or reject some parts of her? She does have invaluable jewels too, you know?

[Phoenix]

This quote springs to mind:

5.2: The second mental discipline is acceptance of the completeness within your consciousness. It is not for a being of polarity in the physical consciousness to pick and choose among attributes, thus building the roles that cause blockages and confusions in the already-distorted mind complex. Each acceptance smoothes part of the many distortions that the faculty you call judgment engenders

It seems to me that accepting your sexuality is the way to go.

[michael430]

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[Melissa]

lol @ spiritual pms. I think if you'll continue to seek for external 'answers' it'll only drive you further away from accepting yourself, just as you are.

[Matt1]

Phoenix please tell me what you mean by increased sensitivity in your thought there?

I have been suppressing the notion that it's a negative greeting. Mainly because I'm scared to believe in that. However, if I were not careful this "desire" I keep having would quickly develop into fetish and ruin my sex life. Seriously. Thanks for chatting about this it's helping me a ton.

What's the problem with fetish? I think it can be a great catalyst, i even have a couple my self

The negative attacks can only really effect that which we have not accepted.

[AnthroHeart]

I don't see my fetishes as a negative attack. But then they are fetishes that I will never be able to fulfill.

[xise]

Xise do you think then that "controlling" these thoughts or "accepting" them is how I am to be Harvested ? Edit: sorry , to explain my question I mean to elaborate : harvested and wind up in a (+) higher density? (if I am honest with myself, I have chosen to live my life with that shallow goal in mind)

Acceptance versus control is a theme discussed in the Ra material. Given that positive harvest requires 51% positive polarity, I'd guess that people who still engage in some control can still be harvested positively if they have accepted enough if we're referring to the bare minimum. On the other hand, negative harvest requires 95% negative polarity, so I'd doubt you'd be harvested negatively unless you're really into controlling your reality. And in the middle goes the repeated 3D.

I wouldn't worry about it. Worrying about polarity and harvest is a good way to add more distortions to yourself and paradoxically slow down your journey.

Just discover who you are, at your core, underneath all the distortions, and the rest will come naturally.

[Ankh]

For the past year I've had a very large increase in "unusual" desires myself. Nothing harmful or that I would ever engage in... But as I get more into my spirituality and Ra etc. why would this happen? Especially if lessening the impairment is suggested by Ra? It's so confusing sometimes.

I've just realized something. There is a lot of bright light in the Ra material. I even have a friend who told me once that s/he couldn't read Ra so much in the beginning because the light was too bright, and had to read Q'uo a lot first. So, what happens when you come closer to the light? The shadows get darker.

[michael430]

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