A question concerning the negative polarity

[Ashim]

True negatives prefer fear and enslavement to destruction since that defines themselves to themselves. I believe there is a certain distortion in this system that deity expects STO, that creates contradiction and conflict for negatives (who also seek the creator, maybe more so). To some degree I believe Ra also labors under this distortion (since it originated in this same system). One might ask oneself, might there be a paradox in that an unconditionally loving deity creates conditions through which a planet would be destroyed.

It just a matter of providing entities with negative wisdom when they call for it. They will ensue to destroy themselves, each placing the 'blame' on another but failing to see the hidden hands behind the scenes. These wise Dark Lords use sentient machines to do their 'dirty work'. Remember there are only very few 6th density negatives.
Consider the possibility of ascended machine technology.
Of course these entities can be of the positive or negative polarity.
The moon is one such sentient being.
If you can create the ilussion of permanent loss this will maximize the fear level on the planet and drive the negative agenda of enslavement of others.
The conscious realization of reincarnation and the wheel of karma is the starting point of learning how to transcend the death/birth cycle, so by keeping this knowledge secret or hidden from the society it is possible to create and sustain the planetary spiral fueled by auto incarnating souls and those from elsewhere attracted by the gravity well.
It's also useful to implant a culture with the concept of an external 'god' - keep them searching for a deity who can be blamed for their circumstance but never found.
Why can you not speak the name of god? Because 'he' does not exist.

The stated goal of the most negative entity would be to cause planetary destruction using the free will principle.
An artificially created black hole or antimatter field would then harvest the souls caught in this gravity sinkhole into 4th density negative time/space.
Obviously there were plans to do this on earth that involved both the aptly named Dimona nuclear facility in the Negev desert of Israel and the CERN facility on the swiss/French border.

Can't happen now though because it is known.

p.s. don't try any of this at home.

[AnthroHeart]

I don't see how dying in a black hole would harvest you into negative time/space Ashim. I would think you'd be harvested to where your polarity takes you, like any death. But death like this would be very traumatic, unless it took all the blood from your brain down into your feet and you simply passed out before it tore you apart.

[Ashim]

I don't see how dying in a black hole would harvest you into negative time/space Ashim. I would think you'd be harvested to where your polarity takes you, like any death. But death like this would be very traumatic, unless it took all the blood from your brain down into your feet and you simply passed out before it tore you apart.

As always this is just my opinion or 'story'.

You don't die Gemini. No one does. You incarnate into time/space.
What folks don't realize is that when you dream it seems as real as when you are in 3rd density space/time in a physical body.
Sure there is some disorientation depending on the circumstance of the transition by physical 'death'.
When the physical body is no more then you are relocated to the corresponding arm of the spiral in time/space.
If this circumstance is a nuclear detonation then the 'knot of fear' will be very tight, many beings not aware that they are still 'aware' because of what they think happens. This knot is located at the core of the planet. This is the cause of the gravity well, these entities in an extreme state of fear become fragmented into thought forms. The mind/body/spirit complex is no longer in tact.
The thought form of 'non existance' creates a portal into the void or negative time/space. This is how a negative Harvest takes place.
The positive polarity ascends into 'space', the negative is drawn into the core of the spiral.
Due to the negative spiritual mass a part of the planet will implode into and through the core. This way a part of a planet can be harvested into the negative time/space of 4th density.

The same happens to all souls that 'die' during a cycle, just there is no harvest into a higher density because the law of 'opposites attract' is in place (this is reversed for harvest). The negative ones decend toward the red ray (hence the concept of 'hell') the positive ascend towards the heavens or violet ray. These are the 7 earths in which the corresponding bodies are manifest. The further the decent or ascent depending on amount of polarity, the longer the journey (or perceived elapse of time) due to learning/teaching between physical incarnations.
Those of no or weak polarity will experience a greater amount of physical incarnations during a cycle, initially very rapid, slowing towards the end of the cycle. Thus the experience is 'taylor made' for each individual soul in order to maximize growth through catalyst.

CERN=(K)ERN=CORE

[AnthroHeart]

So people were trying to create a black hole in a lab in order to increase negative harvest?
Is transitioning in a black hole as traumatic as a nuclear blast?

[Ashim]

So people were trying to create a black hole in a lab in order to increase negative harvest?
Is transitioning in a black hole as traumatic as a nuclear blast?

Not in order to increase the harvest but to create a 4th density negative world.
Don't know abot the black hole but the nuclear blast was no fun.
I don't remember what happened right after.

[AnthroHeart]

Almost all my spiritual experiences seemed to be about negative harvest. I'm not sure why I've been so afraid.
Sure, I've had thoughts of heaven, but for the most part not.
The creation I tried to create in my mind turned out ugly. My thought forms seem to violate others free will.
I try to polarize positively, but not sure how well that will go. I don't want to be harvested negative.
There is so much out there to love. I'm almost afraid of death because then I'm harvested.
Yet I also seem to be in a rush to transition. My thoughts keep growing around concepts of death.
I've once felt like there was a black hole at the center of Earth. It was a spiritual experience, and I felt gravity double,
and it caused my body to contort and hurt. And I've been so defiant against others in my experiences. Being harvested negative has been my greatest fear, because I have such a tender heart.

But I also believe it's never too late. I think I've learned more by having these negative experiences than if they all were positive. I don't think I'm headed to negative density. But I may have to repeat 3D. I can always turn things around and be more positive. I've helped my mom, even when she does not appreciate it. Care Bears have taught me to share my feelings. Especially Tender Heart Bear. He's my favorite one. That all said, I'm in a pretty positive mood right now.

[Sacred Fool]

Almost all my spiritual experiences seemed to be about negative harvest. I'm not sure why I've been so afraid.

Hi, GW.

Here's something to think about which might help you contextualize this and may offer you some comfort. In one of the Q'uo readings it's mentioned (I paraphrase) that a 6D entity which is looking to leave behind a higher self may need to wander back to lower densities, both positive and negative to experience various difficulties and challenges. Without these experiences it would not know how to guide or advise others who find themselves in such circumstances.

Is it possible that your incarnation here and now has to do with such information gathering? Perhaps your job is basically to experience these things and release them to your Higher Self?

[AnthroHeart]

Almost all my spiritual experiences seemed to be about negative harvest. I'm not sure why I've been so afraid.

Hi, GW.

Here's something to think about which might help you contextualize this and may offer you some comfort. In one of the Q'uo readings it's mentioned (I paraphrase) that a 6D entity which is looking to leave behind a higher self may need to wander back to lower densities, both positive and negative to experience various difficulties and challenges. Without these experiences it would not know how to guide or advise others who find themselves in such circumstances.

Is it possible that your incarnation here and now has to do with such information gathering? Perhaps your job is basically to experience these things and release them to your Higher Self?

You could be right Peregrine, although I'm doing better now. When I'm not on my medication, I tend to freak out easily. But yeah, if there were anyone to teach based on my experiences, I'd happily share. I have had some positive experiences, but it's usually been about overcoming obstacles. Overcoming negative experiences through being defiant.

When I was flipping out, I just went with it, rather than fight it, so I was allowing and accepting of it. Even when it was flailing my body around, and rocking my head side to side in a violent manner, making my neck pop, I just went with it. One time it felt like I was being raped by the energy, and I went with that too. I could say it was seemingly negative, but in those circumstances I was accepting of them. Even the one time I hurt my dog (which I had regretted in the past), I accepted what was being told to me, and believing it. I accepted that God was talking to me, even when it was not. It's made me a little more uncaring about things, but my heart is still Tender. I think I've matured, rather than become uncaring.

I know now in my free will I don't have to let my body flail around that violently like I'm having a seizure. I was so naive before. I cared too much to try making the energy about me happy. If anything the negative experiences have definitely matured me. And they in some situations make me care more about the things of love.

[Sacred Fool]

Yours is surely a tough assignment. I wish you continued maturation and growth.

[AnthroHeart]

Yours is surely a tough assignment. I wish you continued maturation and growth.

It pushed me to the edge of contemplating suicide. Not just having passing thoughts like I do now. But I said to myself "that won't solve anything". And I believed it. I know what it feels like to be possessed by my own free will. As soon as I no longer made it my will, with the help of meds, all the symptoms stopped. This means though that I can't do any magical working because of the meds interfering with my indigo ray, and possibly my heart rays. That's why I use shows like Care Bears to build my heart chakra. I can't think of a more positive show.

Lately I've thought of strange ways of dying, like jumping out of my truck while I'm driving down the highway next to some big rigs. But they are just passing thoughts. I think Care Bear magic is more powerful. I just mainly fight boredom. Meditation doesn't seem to work too well for me. So I spend time nowadays watching shows that enlighten me and working.

[We are God]

Almost all my spiritual experiences seemed to be about negative harvest. I'm not sure why I've been so afraid.
Sure, I've had thoughts of heaven, but for the most part not.
The creation I tried to create in my mind turned out ugly. My thought forms seem to violate others free will.
I try to polarize positively, but not sure how well that will go. I don't want to be harvested negative.
There is so much out there to love. I'm almost afraid of death because then I'm harvested.
Yet I also seem to be in a rush to transition. My thoughts keep growing around concepts of death.
I've once felt like there was a black hole at the center of Earth. It was a spiritual experience, and I felt gravity double,
and it caused my body to contort and hurt. And I've been so defiant against others in my experiences. Being harvested negative has been my greatest fear, because I have such a tender heart.

But I also believe it's never too late. I think I've learned more by having these negative experiences than if they all were positive. I don't think I'm headed to negative density. But I may have to repeat 3D. I can always turn things around and be more positive. I've helped my mom, even when she does not appreciate it. Care Bears have taught me to share my feelings. Especially Tender Heart Bear. He's my favorite one. That all said, I'm in a pretty positive mood right now.

There is no need for fear, my friend. Even if you choose to incarnate once again within this density, it is for a reason. It is not a punishment. Even being harvested to negative 4th is not a punishment, it is a reward.

I have felt in a rush to transition as well, but for different reason. I have felt that I am consuming natural resources, such as air, water, animals and vegetation, yet what am I giving in return? I may be offering things of value, but it is a pittance in comparison to what I am given. I am honestly envious of entities such as Q'uo because I feel as though they are able to give more freely, without asking in return. At the same time though, even when I take I am giving; it is the act of my breathing, the taking of air, that allows trees to breathe.

I know what the contemplation of suicide feels like. I am very familiar with this feeling. It seems like everything I do only creates more suffering, and yet I am trying to do what is best for all beings? Even the attempt feels silly and pointless. I have come to terms with it, and in my time here I may as well plant as many good seeds as possible. Maybe some will grow.

At worst, I am a fool, at best, I am an angel.

[AnthroHeart]

Yes, if I could only give without expecting anything in return, or without needing anything. That would be a great way to serve. Without expectation. As Care Bears say "we care about you, even if you don't care about us" or something along those lines.

I hope my state of mind is not affecting others negatively when I feel negative. Your view of consuming natural resources, I can say the same. It's a very humble point of view. While I feel that my reasons are selfish in nature. Wanting to depart before my mother is selfish, because she'd be on her own. And while I have insurance, it only covers in the event of an accident. And I don't want to go out with an accident. I'd much rather go out in my sleep. But insurance wouldn't cover that. because of my mental history, I cannot get proper life insurance that covers any death.

But life here has sometimes been phenomenal. Especially dreams. Dreams are a gift. They teach us a lot, when we remember them. I didn't realize 4th density negative would be a reward. It doesn't feel that way to me. For a positive being, it probably would not be, because one would end up a slave for the thousands of years of their life. I'm glad our planet is turning positive, but it's hard to see that with all the bad stuff going on. people hurting other people. I kind of want to depart because of how negative the Earth is. And then reincarnate when it's 4D proper. I like the sound of that "4D proper".

I agree that suicide would not be best for all beings. I will die when it is my time. It is probably many years from now.
But if my parents go before me, then there wouldn't be anyone left to feel sad at my death. Even the furry community, which is younger than I am, probably wouldn't feel sad at my death. That is if they knew about it at all. I don't attend furry meets at all anymore. Just people playing video games, and sometimes wearing fursuits or costumes that look like mascots.

I don't feel that everything I do creates more suffering. I do believe that me being here has a positive effect on the vibration of the planet. That's without me trying to. When I do try to shift Earth's vibration, it has more of an effect I believe. I used to use Earth's crystal grid to amplify my thoughts to help with healing the planet.

I think whatever I am, I am a positive being of light. The only time I hurt another was when I was under the influence of schizophrenia, thinking I was talking to God. I have since changed my view of god, and realize that we all are God. That makes the joy of being alive that much more special.

The trying to do what's best and feeling like you create more suffering sounds like a paradox. I was about to write "care" instead of "create". That's how much I try to care about others. And have love for others as well.

One thing I know, I am a fool for coming here. And sometimes I wonder if I could ever be an angel to someone else. I liked your quote so much I added it to my Quotes I Love thread.

[Patrick]

Just living here is a service to other selves, for multiple reasons. There is nothing special expected of any of us. Be happy as much as your personal experiences permit.

[Fastidious Emanations]

wandering with blithe