11-25-2011, 10:37 PM
I have a question, or rather an introspection that I would greatly appreciate any information on in regards to Law of One material. I stumbled onto the wanderer's handbook recently and have been plowing through every free moment I have..
re marijuana, I had an experience where I had smoked with my mom and we were taking a walk in our neighborhood. The intensity of the atmosphere was accepting, vibrant, luscious, imbued with life. We were having lengthy discussion about our mutual spiritual advancement. I felt great peace and contentment, just pure movement and forward seeking. I felt a white light presence that filled the void of reality, like the sky, hovering down on me, filling the entirety of my consciousness slowly, whose source was a pinprick, as if wanting to impose a gift, but I remember telling it 'no, not yet'
after which the feeling and the moment began to fade and descend again into normal vacillations of inquiry and rejection so inherent to normal consciousness..
was that a decision in regards to graduating this density?
could you point out some passage or direction?
re marijuana, I had an experience where I had smoked with my mom and we were taking a walk in our neighborhood. The intensity of the atmosphere was accepting, vibrant, luscious, imbued with life. We were having lengthy discussion about our mutual spiritual advancement. I felt great peace and contentment, just pure movement and forward seeking. I felt a white light presence that filled the void of reality, like the sky, hovering down on me, filling the entirety of my consciousness slowly, whose source was a pinprick, as if wanting to impose a gift, but I remember telling it 'no, not yet'
after which the feeling and the moment began to fade and descend again into normal vacillations of inquiry and rejection so inherent to normal consciousness..
was that a decision in regards to graduating this density?
could you point out some passage or direction?