awareness of the 'life plan'

[Plenum]

one of the main reasons, it seems, that people go to see seers and do regression therapy (qhht) is to better understand why this particular life, now, was chosen. What lessons, what purpose, what function.

being in a state of limited knowledge on this planet (the veil, only accessing a small portion of consciousness at any one time), things can seem very confusing, and there is a desire for guidance, and wanting to know 'what to do' or 'what my life is about'.

in my view, I think the closer one is aligned with one's intution (Ra says: "Moving further down the tree of mind we see the intuition which is of the nature of the mind more in contact or in tune with the total beingness complex.") and consciously working with self-generated catalyst, the clearer one's purpose (and chosen life lessons) become.

that said, I think we can wander off our life path at times, and into a confusing wilderness where nothing much makes sense (because we aren't actively learning the things we came here to learn and do).

it would seem then, that actively seeking help or other perspectives (psychic insight) would be a beneficial step to make when one is really really lost as to life purpose.

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I have a fairly good idea about my life plan, and the tasks (functions) I chose for this existence.

I think I asked a similiar question previously (something along the lines of 'why did you come to planet earth') ... this question is more framed around the notion of being in ignorance or being unsure about the 'life plan', and how to work with that confusion.

thanks.

plenum

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65.19 The forgetting process can be penetrated to the extent of the Wanderer remembering what it is and why it is upon the planetary sphere.

[AnthroHeart]

I don't know fully my life purpose here, but part of it is to experience limitation. I had the spiritual experience of creating a galaxy, which seemed pretty real in my mind as the stars began to appear one after another in the sky. This lets me know that on the other side of the veil I am potentially a god, or Logos as I prefer to put it. I don't know what density corresponds to creating galaxies. I was a star, creating a galaxy. Time was speeded up so that I could see the creation unfold. I gave free will to the Logos under me to create their own stars as they saw fit. Planets too. The mind behind this creation follows the archetypal mind that I am under. So I am the center of my Universe. I didn't have to worry about the details such as gravitation. Just had to make sure my creation didn't get too hot or it would kill the life that was under my care. Had to have the right balance of stars, and where they are located. It was fascinating going through this experience. And when my creation became too unbalanced that I could not balance it further, Ra stepped in and helped guide me. I had much love and light for my creation. But not too much light or it would burn up the creation.

[Melissa]

I think I'm here to work off karmic debt.

[AnthroHeart]

Much of my experiences here have been exploring Defiance. Perhaps I was too friendly in past lives, or such, and needed to balance it with being defiant.

[Rhayader]

I've always wanted to do a past life regression but never got around to it. I think it helps by somewhat knowing what i've done already in order to try and actively do something different. In some respects its bit like knowing the Ra material. The system is in place and functions perfectly even if you're not aware of the mechanisms, but it sure does help guide you having that bit extra knowledge.

[Diana]

in my view, I think the closer one is aligned with one's intution (Ra says: "Moving further down the tree of mind we see the intuition which is of the nature of the mind more in contact or in tune with the total beingness complex.") and consciously working with self-generated catalyst, the clearer one's purpose (and chosen life lessons) become.

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it would seem then, that actively seeking help or other perspectives (psychic insight) would be a beneficial step to make when one is really really lost as to life purpose.

It has been my observation that the use of psychics and seers is misused. I think if they are visited in the manner you mention, either for being woken up or as a way to get back on track, their insights may be very effective. But I have seen over and over again the seeking outside of self as to what is what. New-agers who continually go to channelings, psychics, etc. asking for guidance. The point I'm getting at is this: it gives the power to someone(thing) else. It may be better to spend the time developing the connection to the higher minds, so that guidance comes directly from self. And there is also an element here of discernment. Many I have seen doing this don't even question the guidance, as though anything which comes from "beyond" is "right."

Also, seeking knowledge is not the same as implementing it. The ego is important, yet it continually seems to overstep its bounds. In my own case, this manifests as overanalyzing everything. Analyzing at some point becomes debilitating, because I am not doing, moving forward--I'm just talking about it so to speak.

[Cynthia]

one of the main reasons, it seems, that people go to see seers and do regression therapy (qhht) is to better understand why this particular life, now, was chosen. What lessons, what purpose, what function.

being in a state of limited knowledge on this planet (the veil, only accessing a small portion of consciousness at any one time), things can seem very confusing, and there is a desire for guidance, and wanting to know 'what to do' or 'what my life is about'.

...that said, I think we can wander off our life path at times, and into a confusing wilderness where nothing much makes sense (because we aren't actively learning the things we came here to learn and do).

it would seem then, that actively seeking help or other perspectives (psychic insight) would be a beneficial step to make when one is really really lost as to life purpose.
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... this question is more framed around the notion of being in ignorance or being unsure about the 'life plan', and how to work with that confusion.

I have had an inkling of my life purpose since I was 8 or 9 years old. I will always remember the moment. I knew my life purpose was to serve Justice (with a capital J). That stuck with me into college but I thought it was more than I could handle at the time so my life went a different direction. You could say I'm not completely ignorant of my life purpose but I wandered off the path.

Both my knowledge of my life purpose and how I work with the confusion has been a rollercoaster and has followed pretty closely to the Saturn transit of my natal houses.

At age 39 I finally felt ready to get back on the path. I still knew my purpose was to serve Justice. I retired from my corporate career and went to law school. Saturn transit 8th house (clearing away to make room for the new).

During law school became passionate about toxic hazardous waste law. Passed the bar, worked in my specialty and went back to my alma mater as a professor - Saturn transit 9th house (law, lawyers, higher ed, justice). But, the law I did didn't pay a living wage so had to go back to my former career to pay the bills with hope that when my son was an independent unit I'd get back to law.

So back to well-paid but soul-sucking corporate work (Saturn transit 10th house – attainments, success, duty, occupation). Years go by, I still know where my path is but start to lose hope of getting back to it. Finally had a 'dark night of the soul' (Saturn transit 12th house-sorrow, self-undoing, subconscious mind, psychological problems) where I realized my greatest fear was not that I'd be destitute but that I wouldn't fulfill my purpose. With that realization my coping mechanism changed. Top of the list was getting healthy physically and mentally (Saturn transit 1st house-identity, vitality, well-being).

The past few years I've been less anxious that I wouldn’t get back to my path and more preoccupied with figuring out, specifically, how I’m to serve Justice so I could prepare to get back on that path when my son moved out (2012) . Also putting away as much money, and cutting expenses, as possible to ride out the transition to a new career. Finally in the past month I’ve figured out my next steps. I don’t think this is the life purpose but I think it is a major step (Saturn transit 2nd house – money, security, values; into 3rd- writing, analytical mind, speech; retrograde back to 2nd).

In the past 13 years I've done a few past life regression sessions that gave me clarity on other questions but not really much on my path of Justice. Through a few sessions with a couple psychic card readers I've received information about both how to find my life purpose and some clues about what that purpose is. My purpose is to “right a great wrong” that will be related to environmental pollution by “arrogant men.” I do this by putting together puzzle pieces other people don’t. I find their Achilles Heel that , in their arrogance, they don’t think I will find because they don’t think I, being a woman, am smart enough.

The way I will find the specific wrong that needs righting will be by ‘following the trail of bread crumbs’; i.e. by paying attention to synchronicities. I used to want/hope for/expect another epiphany like I had when I was 8 or 9. That stressed me out thinking time was passing and no epiphany. When I changed my way of thinking to follow the bread crumbs then my life made a lot more sense because I could see how what I thought were detours were actually knowledge sets I need to be able to, eventually, put together a puzzle to right the wrong.

Following the bread crumbs has also contributed to my spiritual growth in that I accept the ‘universe’ shows me what I need, when I need it so I live more in the now with less worry about the future or disappointment of the past.

[Plenum]

that's a great story Cynthia!

you def have your astrology down!!

plenum

[Brittany]

My guidance has a way of whacking me upside the head if I miss my lessons. I'm a stubborn old soul, but my compadres can be even more recalcitrant. We've got a nice system going where things usually work out pretty quickly.

[Rake]

I spent many years self destructing and veering off track shall we say. The hilarious part is when I look at how I got to where I am now it's almost laughable how I got to university and got a degree. I can see clearly how I'v come here and it's exactly where I need to be but what lies ahead I am none the wiser and it makes life very intriguing for me. The most intriguing thing was my girlfriend asked her pendulum she got from brown eye if I would ever write a book and the pendulum said maybe. I'm hardly a writer but I feel it planted the seed of something that my sprout later in life so until that time I'm just going to bounce around as if in a mosh pit hitting the walls hard and fast so I can propel myself in the right direction.

[AnthroHeart]

I don't know if my lessons are subtle or not. I can't enunciate from heart any particular lessons beyond "don't do this." sort of mentality, and learning things the hard way. Well, it was just one thing I learned the hard way. Actually, much of what I have experienced smacked me upside the head too. Back when I thought what I was doing was out of love, when it was not. But then, everything is Love, so every experience I have had, has to have had love in it somewhere.
I would say that some of the lessons have been quite obvious. Some answers though are very subtle. I am somewhat naive and simple minded so I don't get a lot of what my guides are trying to teach me. I used to use pendulum, but mine broke, and haven't had the inclination to buy another one. That was before how I would talk to my guide, because I cannot carry on a conversation with one. If I want to interact energetically, I sort of tune in, but then I only get feelings of pressure on my chakras, and don't feel any love. My heart seems to be closed off to feeling their unconditional love.

But then I have moments of excitement, when I realize I am Creator, like everyone else, and life then is good. Creating a star and a galaxy was fun, when my mind had me going through that experience. I even created a black hole mentally, but I was afraid of it, and tried to escape it using God's Love.

I had seen God as different from Creator. I saw God as the christian God/Jehovah, and Creator as the Infinite One. But they are probably all the same, and are source. Seeing them separate before made me feel guilty about a lot of things. Now I don't worry so much about what I've done. I've forgiven myself, and asked God to forgive me, in case we really have to do that. I don't know if we have to ask God for forgiveness. Or is forgiving ourselves enough? The christian God is a fear based God, whereas Creator is about infinite love. I like Creator better. So I use that term. So maybe God did create the universe, I still give credit to Creator. But my beliefs are sort of Pantheism, whereas Creation is the Creator.

Regarding my life plan, I have no awareness of what it could be, other than experiencing for Creator. But that can be done in higher density too, so I don't know really why I'm here. I probably came to Earth because I knew it would be hard. I have a master's degree, so I really pushed myself in this life. If I could learn a bit more about my life plan, that would be nice. All I can think of is being a light to others while I'm here. But I'd much rather be home. I was going to say somewhere else, but then that could be worse than where I am now. But I believe home to be better.

I think I'm also here now to share what little wisdom I have with others in this forum.

[Sagittarius]

I'am becoming more and more aware of mine. No surprise it has much to do with healing others. Perhaps even helping to bring concepts from the unconscious into a consciously workable form or framework, that used to seem out of reach to me but It doesn't seem so at the moment, my ability to focus or concentrate my will has improved beyond sight and I'am identifying and working through blockages quite rapidly at the moment, connection to my dream life has never been stronger nearly every night I have clear symbolic messages.

It's just all coming together and I love it. Nuff said.

[AnthroHeart]

You're fortunate to have such strong dream symbols that make sense to you. I barely remember my dreams.

[Unbound]

I'm just winging it aha

[Spaced]

I'm just winging it aha

it's the same with me

[Sagittarius]

You're fortunate to have such strong dream symbols that make sense to you. I barely remember my dreams.

A combination of fortune and effort my friend. But it's all relative isn't it. Hard to say I put in more effort then others when I admit it feels like a large part of my increased effort lately has been out of my control or at least it seams to be in the middle of the continuum of control - no control. RA describes it well.

[Marc]

Just doin whatever and being truthful with myself. I open my heart up to people when I feel the asking for it. From the few wonderful energy exchanges I've had in this life, I'd say after a few more, I've completed my plan.

[BrownEye]

Some are here to learn what they can.

Others are here to remember, then activate. So in some cases a person is steered by the higher self into becoming aware of purpose through the services of a professional. In QHHT sessions the purpose is sometimes seen from the perspective of the moment before the drop into 3D. Viewing (remembering) the planned descent into incarnation.

[AnthroHeart]

Is it ok if we don't really care what our purpose for being here is? Sometimes I feel that way.

[Unbound]

One who knows not, cares not.