Well, i'll try to express myself clearly, (if that 's not the case just let me known and i'll clarify)
I strongly feel there is a misunderstanding of STS here,
it seems that STS is always linked to something evil, which is obviously false :
The link between good/evil and positive/negative is pure human biasing, servicing the self don't necessarily make you a killer or something like that, (well, i have to admit the path is pretty dark and can easily lead to it)
I guess people like me choose that path because they are so isolated that they simply finish to take what they want since nobody is able to help/speak/understand what they live.
Let's think about that ying-yang symbol, positive and negative are always interacting, this bring in the needed dynamics for things to be alive (in a broad sense).
Do you realize that we feel the same things as STO when feeling the raw power of the source? (years ago before knowing about TLOO i used to call intelligent energy :the source)
I guess most of you never felt that, being surrounded by light for hours,
reward of a pretty long , intensive , and chaotic path for me... filled with raw power for month before the feeling fades .
SO, yes, that path is destructive, hard, an can be viewed as kind of a mini-hell from outside, i would reallly not advice one who is weak to take it, it can shred you into pieces.
Personnally i read the TLOO material finding in it something that clearly reflect my view of the world, it's obviously a very good information source (which are rare by the way),
and i just wanted to let you think about the fact you don't have to associate evilness with negative polarization, of course most of you would probably not like me if you were chatting with me in the real life, but that don't make me running all around chopping heads with an axe !
mm, a bit disorganised , if something sounds paradoxal, i'll try to re-explain my point of view/feeling about it.
I strongly feel there is a misunderstanding of STS here,
it seems that STS is always linked to something evil, which is obviously false :
The link between good/evil and positive/negative is pure human biasing, servicing the self don't necessarily make you a killer or something like that, (well, i have to admit the path is pretty dark and can easily lead to it)
I guess people like me choose that path because they are so isolated that they simply finish to take what they want since nobody is able to help/speak/understand what they live.
Let's think about that ying-yang symbol, positive and negative are always interacting, this bring in the needed dynamics for things to be alive (in a broad sense).
Do you realize that we feel the same things as STO when feeling the raw power of the source? (years ago before knowing about TLOO i used to call intelligent energy :the source)
I guess most of you never felt that, being surrounded by light for hours,
reward of a pretty long , intensive , and chaotic path for me... filled with raw power for month before the feeling fades .
SO, yes, that path is destructive, hard, an can be viewed as kind of a mini-hell from outside, i would reallly not advice one who is weak to take it, it can shred you into pieces.
Personnally i read the TLOO material finding in it something that clearly reflect my view of the world, it's obviously a very good information source (which are rare by the way),
and i just wanted to let you think about the fact you don't have to associate evilness with negative polarization, of course most of you would probably not like me if you were chatting with me in the real life, but that don't make me running all around chopping heads with an axe !
mm, a bit disorganised , if something sounds paradoxal, i'll try to re-explain my point of view/feeling about it.