why did you come to planet Earth?

[Ellai]

Why I came to earth.
To find out what it means to be one/alone. To play the game that is called human life.

[christine10]

Hmm, Im not sure that question can be answered in terms of ease.

The dark path was endless struggle, and endless uphill battle against one's own truest nature, and thus one suffers continously. I have died many times, in many horrific ways, and killed others in perhaps worse ways. I have waged war, walked the battlefields of blood, destruction and power and had endless flingings of curses (many of which I have had to work to unbind myself from in this life). I have gained and lost power time and time again and tried in every manner to achieve my own absolute power with futile effort.

When I was on the dark path, I did not recognize these things. I was so obsessed with my visions, my ambitions, myself that nothing else except my own existence was meaningless, and even my own existence was but a tool for my ultimate desire for ceasing, to return all to nothingness and end what I saw as a purposeless existence. I destroyed both light and dark alike, nothing was all that was sacred.

This path began in pain, began with my own mortal tortures, and the fragmentation of my consciousnes. The path of darkness begins with a severence of the self from all others, to the extent that all others are seen only as pawns to be moved in to place within the self. It began with the LOSS OF LOVE. I did not walk the dark path always, but I fell and descended in to the very pits of the Abyss through my own rejection. I was deeply in love, but then I drank the waters of forgetfulness for the first time and lost myself, and forgot my love, and became the Beast of Beasts.

Then, as I began to remember, as I came back to my senses over many lives, I grew in sorrow, I grew in shame and guilt, and eventually desired my own ceasing so much that I sank lower and lower until all there was was Nothingness. Yet, even there, I did not cease to be, for though I rejected myself, the love that ever remembered me called to me, called and called until suddenly... I awoke in this body.

At first, I clung to my old ways, to the seeds of darkness in my mind, but that was no longer my true path, and slowly the fantasies and delusions slipped away to reveal pristine truth. I had followed the negative path and gone to its end, realize absolute Creatorhood and used it to end my existence, to become Nothing, to cease, and yet, I still AM.

This was the dissolution of the ultimate illusion of self, that was the illusion of my own power. The illusion of control.

I realized that I am not the Infinite Creator in its entirety, but a portion. That I am the Infinite Creator, but so is everything and everyone else, and therefore, I am not the greatest power in existence. That there is a nature that accomodates my every selfish desire without judging me, without hating me or stopping me, and I does this with everyone.

I stopped being jealous of the Creators love for others, and stopped hiding from its love for me. It could no longer be justified by power. I could no longer reject the part of myself that is the "other".

So, what is the difficulty of the path of light I now strive to walk (for it is always a striving)? The release of myself, my ego and everything I thought I am. I have to face the enourmous shadow I have cast and reintegrate it in to my being. I have had to let go of my desires, my lusts, my fascinations and fantasies which are in denial of the eternal truth. I have had to let go of my very identity, my very individual existence and make the ultimate self sacrifice to awaken myself to the Truth. I had to let myself die, that I may be reborn in the Light, and the death of my ego opened up a field of infinite potential that I had long since forgotten.

My task now is to remember so fully that I shall never forget again, that I may once again experience the love that I forgot time and time again. I am doing so, and it is both wonderful and more terrifying than any darkness I have ever faced. I can handle the darkness and the despair, but this love and light excites and inspires me in a way that I have only just begun to comprehend once again.

I was lost, and now I am found, and it was Love that found me.

HOLY COW......how do you know all that stuff in such detail, I mean is it just a feeling or have you had past life regression or dreams or what?

I ask because I have NO idea who I was or what I did in any past life,I couldnt even begin to guess and that kinda bugs me, makes me wonder why and I think Im a pretty in-tune person, I feel I know and am honest about who Iam, and yet I have no sense of even having a pastlife but know Im an old soul, figure I must be because of where Iam and the lessons learned in this life but I guess I could be wrong!!

Im just very intrigued and alil(very very lil) sad that Im not as in tune with myself as I thought!!

How does it come so easily( or maybe it wasnt ) to you?
Is it alot of meditating?

Ive tried asking for help with this before I go to sleep,thinking maybe Id dream about it but I rarely remember my dreams!!!

Just wish I had that kinda connection but then again maybe Im not suppose to or am not ready for that kinda knowledge!!!

Guess whatever will be shall be!!!

[Dinko]

for peace and harmony

[3nT]

I'm here to build or invent something of ether technology, not as a gadget, but more like a "build it your self" thing. when I develop this I should teach it how it's use, but not a Guru type, I dont like the spot light.

The concepts of this idea comes in flashes. This ether technology uses bio energy and the will of the person. The "hardware" so far involves cristals, similar to the ones called lumerian wands and laser cristals. *Re-search on cristals has shown that quartz can hold very large amounts of data. The "interface" could be privately mental or holographicaly projected to be shared.

When I get this flashes I all ways consider this a 4Th vibrational planet, and really crystallize that thought so that it could be manifested. This technology would be so productive. Thoughts are things ;-)

Imagine that you want to build a house. Well you would grab a cristal, meditate, talk to this crystallized light and tell it to work with you, get to know it, re-conect and ask for it's help. Let's say you have a significant other, and an offspring, that's a two bed room. The habitat unit would accommodate to the likes of the three of you, because it would use your bio-thought energy and that of your family that will live with you. Have a friend coming over, tell that to the cristal and it will build a another room where it will suit proper according to the socio-enviroment where you reside.

That's one of the uses of this ether technology.

You are getting sick with something. Well grab your cristal, and learn more about your biological, microbial relationship, or find out what dis-ease you are developing and be at ease again.

and dont even get me started with educational, productive gaming... ;-)

[Spaced]

very interesting 3nT, I've been having flashes of similar ideas while meditating recently.

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I've also been working on seeing this crystal energy with some success

[xise]

I believe my special service may have to do with my ability to soak and clear energy.

I say this because I'm very sensitive to energy. One on one, if someone has turbulent energy, I feel it directly. In a crowd, I'm ok, unless the crowd generally has energy/feelings all of a similar nature, then it's overwhelming.

However, ever since I learned to bring in energy from my crown and have it exit through my feet, I've noticed that whenever I feel this energy, I can clear it from myself, and seemingly from others, by bringing in energy from the crown and having it exit through my feet. According to feedback from one of my friends, the effect is similar to what happens when a large crystal cluster is placed in a room of someone who is angry and is trying to calm down but can't. It's like that angry energy just pours away and disappears instead of building. My friend described it as energy feels more settled in the room, and calm.

I'm only starting to put together the pieces of ability this month, since I've noticed I can still clear energy constantly while doing something that doesn't require intense focus - like I can send energy out my feet while making light smalltalk, or driving. I'm practicing doing it in more and more situations when turbulent energy arises.

Basically, I don't know if its something super special, but sometimes I feel like a crystal battery, if that makes any sense.

[caycegal]

I believe my special service may have to do with my ability to soak and clear energy.

I say this because I'm very sensitive to energy. One on one, if someone has turbulent energy, I feel it directly. In a crowd, I'm ok, unless the crowd generally has energy/feelings all of a similar nature, then it's overwhelming.

However, ever since I learned to bring in energy from my crown and have it exit through my feet, I've noticed that whenever I feel this energy, I can clear it from myself, and seemingly from others, by bringing in energy from the crown and having it exit through my feet. According to feedback from one of my friends, the effect is similar to what happens when a large crystal cluster is placed in a room of someone who is angry and is trying to calm down but can't. It's like that angry energy just pours away and disappears instead of building. My friend described it as energy feels more settled in the room, and calm.

I'm only starting to put together the pieces of ability this month, since I've noticed I can still clear energy constantly while doing something that doesn't require intense focus - like I can send energy out my feet while making light smalltalk, or driving. I'm practicing doing it in more and more situations when turbulent energy arises.

Basically, I don't know if its something super special, but sometimes I feel like a crystal battery, if that makes any sense.

Thanks for this helpful info. Do you have any more details to share about this technique? I have used something a little similar. You are inspiring me to practice in the way you have described, as I am also very sensitive to energy and emotions.

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Hmm, Im not sure that question can be answered in terms of ease.

The dark path was endless struggle, and endless uphill battle against one's own truest nature, and thus one suffers continously. I have died many times, in many horrific ways, and killed others in perhaps worse ways. I have waged war, walked the battlefields of blood, destruction and power and had endless flingings of curses (many of which I have had to work to unbind myself from in this life). I have gained and lost power time and time again and tried in every manner to achieve my own absolute power with futile effort.

When I was on the dark path, I did not recognize these things. I was so obsessed with my visions, my ambitions, myself that nothing else except my own existence was meaningless, and even my own existence was but a tool for my ultimate desire for ceasing, to return all to nothingness and end what I saw as a purposeless existence. I destroyed both light and dark alike, nothing was all that was sacred.

This path began in pain, began with my own mortal tortures, and the fragmentation of my consciousnes. The path of darkness begins with a severence of the self from all others, to the extent that all others are seen only as pawns to be moved in to place within the self. It began with the LOSS OF LOVE. I did not walk the dark path always, but I fell and descended in to the very pits of the Abyss through my own rejection. I was deeply in love, but then I drank the waters of forgetfulness for the first time and lost myself, and forgot my love, and became the Beast of Beasts.

Then, as I began to remember, as I came back to my senses over many lives, I grew in sorrow, I grew in shame and guilt, and eventually desired my own ceasing so much that I sank lower and lower until all there was was Nothingness. Yet, even there, I did not cease to be, for though I rejected myself, the love that ever remembered me called to me, called and called until suddenly... I awoke in this body.

At first, I clung to my old ways, to the seeds of darkness in my mind, but that was no longer my true path, and slowly the fantasies and delusions slipped away to reveal pristine truth. I had followed the negative path and gone to its end, realize absolute Creatorhood and used it to end my existence, to become Nothing, to cease, and yet, I still AM.

This was the dissolution of the ultimate illusion of self, that was the illusion of my own power. The illusion of control.

I realized that I am not the Infinite Creator in its entirety, but a portion. That I am the Infinite Creator, but so is everything and everyone else, and therefore, I am not the greatest power in existence. That there is a nature that accomodates my every selfish desire without judging me, without hating me or stopping me, and I does this with everyone.

I stopped being jealous of the Creators love for others, and stopped hiding from its love for me. It could no longer be justified by power. I could no longer reject the part of myself that is the "other".

So, what is the difficulty of the path of light I now strive to walk (for it is always a striving)? The release of myself, my ego and everything I thought I am. I have to face the enourmous shadow I have cast and reintegrate it in to my being. I have had to let go of my desires, my lusts, my fascinations and fantasies which are in denial of the eternal truth. I have had to let go of my very identity, my very individual existence and make the ultimate self sacrifice to awaken myself to the Truth. I had to let myself die, that I may be reborn in the Light, and the death of my ego opened up a field of infinite potential that I had long since forgotten.

My task now is to remember so fully that I shall never forget again, that I may once again experience the love that I forgot time and time again. I am doing so, and it is both wonderful and more terrifying than any darkness I have ever faced. I can handle the darkness and the despair, but this love and light excites and inspires me in a way that I have only just begun to comprehend once again.

I was lost, and now I am found, and it was Love that found me.

HOLY COW......how do you know all that stuff in such detail, I mean is it just a feeling or have you had past life regression or dreams or what?

I ask because I have NO idea who I was or what I did in any past life,I couldnt even begin to guess and that kinda bugs me, makes me wonder why and I think Im a pretty in-tune person, I feel I know and am honest about who Iam, and yet I have no sense of even having a pastlife but know Im an old soul, figure I must be because of where Iam and the lessons learned in this life but I guess I could be wrong!!

Im just very intrigued and alil(very very lil) sad that Im not as in tune with myself as I thought!!

How does it come so easily( or maybe it wasnt ) to you?
Is it alot of meditating?

Ive tried asking for help with this before I go to sleep,thinking maybe Id dream about it but I rarely remember my dreams!!!

Just wish I had that kinda connection but then again maybe Im not suppose to or am not ready for that kinda knowledge!!!

Guess whatever will be shall be!!!

Maybe it has something to do with your concept of "knowing." For me (can't speak for others here) over years of study I have come to understand that everyone has a "story" they believe and tell themselves about their life. Some people believe in "objective reality," which in my universe does not exist except in the form of "God" (All-That-Is, the Force, The Creator - whatever you call it.) At any level below that of the Creator, there is no objective reality. Everything is, as Ra so brilliantly describes it, a distortion of The One.

[Unbound]

I believe my special service may have to do with my ability to soak and clear energy.

I say this because I'm very sensitive to energy. One on one, if someone has turbulent energy, I feel it directly. In a crowd, I'm ok, unless the crowd generally has energy/feelings all of a similar nature, then it's overwhelming.

However, ever since I learned to bring in energy from my crown and have it exit through my feet, I've noticed that whenever I feel this energy, I can clear it from myself, and seemingly from others, by bringing in energy from the crown and having it exit through my feet. According to feedback from one of my friends, the effect is similar to what happens when a large crystal cluster is placed in a room of someone who is angry and is trying to calm down but can't. It's like that angry energy just pours away and disappears instead of building. My friend described it as energy feels more settled in the room, and calm.

I'm only starting to put together the pieces of ability this month, since I've noticed I can still clear energy constantly while doing something that doesn't require intense focus - like I can send energy out my feet while making light smalltalk, or driving. I'm practicing doing it in more and more situations when turbulent energy arises.

Basically, I don't know if its something super special, but sometimes I feel like a crystal battery, if that makes any sense.

Yes, this is the effect known as "grounding" and is one of the most indispensible skills for absolutely any energy worker. In qi gong it is recognized as establishing a 'downward flow'. It uses the Earth as a negative pole which thus draws out any 'heavy', dissonant vibrations and 'purifies' them, which means to bring them back in to perfect harmony with all.

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Then, one can use positve mantras or affirmations or prayers or meditation to "fill the vacuum" created by the grounded energy, and over time there will developed a self sustained circulation in to the earth. Your drawing energy in from the crown has this effect.

[Hototo]

Excellent *Crosses fingers*

[caycegal]

I believe my special service may have to do with my ability to soak and clear energy.

I say this because I'm very sensitive to energy. One on one, if someone has turbulent energy, I feel it directly. In a crowd, I'm ok, unless the crowd generally has energy/feelings all of a similar nature, then it's overwhelming.

However, ever since I learned to bring in energy from my crown and have it exit through my feet, I've noticed that whenever I feel this energy, I can clear it from myself, and seemingly from others, by bringing in energy from the crown and having it exit through my feet. According to feedback from one of my friends, the effect is similar to what happens when a large crystal cluster is placed in a room of someone who is angry and is trying to calm down but can't. It's like that angry energy just pours away and disappears instead of building. My friend described it as energy feels more settled in the room, and calm.

I'm only starting to put together the pieces of ability this month, since I've noticed I can still clear energy constantly while doing something that doesn't require intense focus - like I can send energy out my feet while making light smalltalk, or driving. I'm practicing doing it in more and more situations when turbulent energy arises.

Basically, I don't know if its something super special, but sometimes I feel like a crystal battery, if that makes any sense.

Using your technique today. I believe it's helping a lot. Thanks.

[Karl]

I'm not sure why I came here but now I'm just trying to have fun.

[AnthroHeart]

Fun. is one of my favorite music groups. We are Young and Some Nights are fantastic songs.

[Jamie35]

I came here because I am a 3rd density incarnate having no choice in the matter & simply having to be. But I am one late enough in development to be awakened & becoming, therefore it is the journey that I will & to be. New experiences await.

[3nT]

I believe my special service may have to do with my ability to soak and clear energy.

I say this because I'm very sensitive to energy. One on one, if someone has turbulent energy, I feel it directly. In a crowd, I'm ok, unless the crowd generally has energy/feelings all of a similar nature, then it's overwhelming.

However, ever since I learned to bring in energy from my crown and have it exit through my feet, I've noticed that whenever I feel this energy, I can clear it from myself, and seemingly from others, by bringing in energy from the crown and having it exit through my feet. According to feedback from one of my friends, the effect is similar to what happens when a large crystal cluster is placed in a room of someone who is angry and is trying to calm down but can't. It's like that angry energy just pours away and disappears instead of building. My friend described it as energy feels more settled in the room, and calm.

I'm only starting to put together the pieces of ability this month, since I've noticed I can still clear energy constantly while doing something that doesn't require intense focus - like I can send energy out my feet while making light smalltalk, or driving. I'm practicing doing it in more and more situations when turbulent energy arises.

Basically, I don't know if its something super special, but sometimes I feel like a crystal battery, if that makes any sense.

I do this on the trains of New York City! This is a very intense place to live and aura investment is constant so I've develop a very intricate auric shield. The shield I use on the train is very close to my skin, once I'm out I build up the outer shields.

When I'm in public places I have to be attentive, because I'm also very sensitive to bio emotional energies. If not, I will be sway by my sleeping brothers and sisters dreams.

If anyone has visited this city will know that this is a very intense place.

What I tent to do is I calm the place down, Imagining the transmutation of detrimental energies into creative and productive energies. some times I work as an energy filter, other times I can gather the energy with my left hand, and release it with my right hand once I'm outside; so that it could get some sunshine.

One thing I've notice is that one needs to be very diligent when working with the energies of crowds. I have a set of tools; physical and meta-physical, that help with this. Let's not forget that we are not alone in this realm, and that the "loyal opposition" knows and is very aware of us. This are delicate operations and one most be very focus and filled with proper intent, because just like we can lift up a group into more positive energies, we can intensify the negative ones, and that could be deadly for all involve.

[xise]

I believe my special service may have to do with my ability to soak and clear energy.

I say this because I'm very sensitive to energy. One on one, if someone has turbulent energy, I feel it directly. In a crowd, I'm ok, unless the crowd generally has energy/feelings all of a similar nature, then it's overwhelming.

However, ever since I learned to bring in energy from my crown and have it exit through my feet, I've noticed that whenever I feel this energy, I can clear it from myself, and seemingly from others, by bringing in energy from the crown and having it exit through my feet. According to feedback from one of my friends, the effect is similar to what happens when a large crystal cluster is placed in a room of someone who is angry and is trying to calm down but can't. It's like that angry energy just pours away and disappears instead of building. My friend described it as energy feels more settled in the room, and calm.

I'm only starting to put together the pieces of ability this month, since I've noticed I can still clear energy constantly while doing something that doesn't require intense focus - like I can send energy out my feet while making light smalltalk, or driving. I'm practicing doing it in more and more situations when turbulent energy arises.

Basically, I don't know if its something super special, but sometimes I feel like a crystal battery, if that makes any sense.

Using your technique today. I believe it's helping a lot. Thanks.

Good to hear .

As far as details, I don't have real formal instruction on how I do it. I just noticed early on in meditation that I can feel energy. Then I noticed that if I focus my attention on an area, especially an energy center, I could usually build energy there.

(if it wasn't too blocked - as an aside, I've noticed that my energy center that I feel is least blocked, my green/heart, is hardest to do this with, interestingly enough - but my green seems to be some sort of communication device with my higher self or something. Anyway. But I am able to do this with my red/root, orange/sacral, blue/throat, indigo/third eye, violet/crown, feet, hands, bindu without too much difficulty. yellow/solar plexus I can only do if I think about something I really want and I know I enjoy - usually only when I think about the opposite sex haha, but I know my yellow is not balanced - I still have an aversion to power)

After a while, I noticed I can do this outside of meditation with my eyes open, though it takes concentration.

But for me, it's always about feeling. I am poor at visualizing. But I feel energy - it feels like electricity, and it feels like some sort of liquid with mass at times. I can feel the energy centers too when I build energy in them, I can feel how much energy is in them. And once I get the flow going from feet to crown or vice versa I can feel a flow of electricity along my body's skin, as well as any energy center I focus on.

Sometimes I try to focusing my attention on two body areas at once and link the sensations so that they feel like the same body area - I'm not too good at this, but sometimes I feel like the two energy centers become linked. I should focus on this more but its hard to tell if its working because the two sensations blur into one. I do know I got a right ear tone when I tried to link the sensation of energy exiting from my feet to energy flowing from the crown through the yellow/solar center, which tells me I need to explore this more.

Good luck in your journey

[turtledude23]

To experience new things and change, and possibly to learn.

[caycegal]

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I believe my special service may have to do with my ability to soak and clear energy.



I'm only starting to put together the pieces of ability this month, since I've noticed I can still clear energy constantly while doing something that doesn't require intense focus - like I can send energy out my feet while making light smalltalk, or driving. I'm practicing doing it in more and more situations when turbulent energy arises.

Basically, I don't know if its something super special, but sometimes I feel like a crystal battery, if that makes any sense.

As far as details, I don't have real formal instruction on how I do it. I just noticed early on in meditation that I can feel energy. Then I noticed that if I focus my attention on an area, especially an energy center, I could usually build energy there.

(if it wasn't too blocked - as an aside, I've noticed that my energy center that I feel is least blocked, my green/heart, is hardest to do this with, interestingly enough - but my green seems to be some sort of communication device with my higher self or something. Anyway. But I am able to do this with my red/root, orange/sacral, blue/throat, indigo/third eye, violet/crown, feet, hands, bindu without too much difficulty. yellow/solar plexus I can only do if I think about something I really want and I know I enjoy - usually only when I think about the opposite sex haha, but I know my yellow is not balanced - I still have an aversion to power)

After a while, I noticed I can do this outside of meditation with my eyes open, though it takes concentration.

But for me, it's always about feeling. I am poor at visualizing. But I feel energy - it feels like electricity, and it feels like some sort of liquid with mass at times. I can feel the energy centers too when I build energy in them, I can feel how much energy is in them. And once I get the flow going from feet to crown or vice versa I can feel a flow of electricity along my body's skin, as well as any energy center I focus on.

Sometimes I try to focusing my attention on two body areas at once and link the sensations so that they feel like the same body area - I'm not too good at this, but sometimes I feel like the two energy centers become linked. I should focus on this more but its hard to tell if its working because the two sensations blur into one. I do know I got a right ear tone when I tried to link the sensation of energy exiting from my feet to energy flowing from the crown through the yellow/solar center, which tells me I need to explore this more.

Good luck in your journey

Your journey is so interesting because I feel you are little ahead of me in this and I can learn from you. I am aware of random emotions arising that are "negative" - fear, anger, etc. I am aware that each is centered in a chakra. Often it is throat (5th) chakra, sometimes heart, sometimes with very strong feelings of hurt I feel it in second through head, just a general activation of most chakras.

Have been practicing mindfulness meditation - focusing on the chakra and the feeling and just watching from centered place, letting the feeling melt away. Also have used with success your method of channeling energy down through feet.

Hope to learn a lot more about this.