it is kind of hard to describe what i am feeling right now. just a deep deep longing to connect with something so deep , so wide, so magnificent, so beautiful, so amazing, so incredible, so stupendous, that exists within each and every soul. this feeling is not what i would call debatable or arguable it just is. i guess the best way i could describe it is soul homesickness. such an intense desire to be connected with that part of us that is eternal. i guess that is it. and that part is so different than anything in this world , so different. i know u get what i am saying here. if u connect with yourself at this level it would be amazing, if u would connect with others at this level it would be really amazing. so i guess u could say i feel wistful. when u connect with yourself at this deep soul level u just become more tolerant of everything and filled with a deep peace. so that is the longing i am feeling . and i am not asking for advice . if u get what i am saying u get that. it is not advice i am looking for. i decided a long time ago that i am my own guru. what i am looking for is aha yeah i am feeling that too. the master lies within each one of us. i think i have consistently said that for the 3 years i have been here. the master is within and our only path to salvation if u want to call it that is thru ourselves. we can listen to what others have to say, and i do, and i learn from them, but i put no one on a pedestal. and that includes christ and buddha or Ra or anything or anyone outside of myself. i feel i am equal to all and all are equal to me. i guess u could say i woke up this morning and found the whole world inside of my heart and it felt so so so good. when we enter into a collective of love we can accomplish a lot. for that to happen the ego must be set aside, this new reality is NOT about me, me , me . that is the old world , the old way. this new reality is about we, we, we .
norral
if loving u is wrong i dont want to be right
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=nWAUCVbnDUg
norral

if loving u is wrong i dont want to be right
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=nWAUCVbnDUg